where am i? who am i? am i going to die?

i could hear them crying and shouting, they were talking about a boy,one of them said " he won't survive,he will die"

I felt a heavy pain in his voice " please, don't say that " shouted another man

"how about taking him to another hospital? or to another city"

"would it make any difference "

" stop cheating yourself, Asfandyar is surely going to die"

i was listening to all of them silently but wait, who is this boy? Asfandyar? who am i? Where am i? why can't i open my eyes? what was that name? Asfandyar...

this is my name, I am Asfandyar , so does it mean that i am going to die?

i tried to open my eyes but felt a heavy pain in my eyes, i was finding it very hard to open my eyes, i couldn't make it but i had to, as i wanted to recognize that faces whose voices were familiar to me now. i closed my eyes tightly and then opened it with full force and this time, i made it.

They were my papa, uncle and cousins, some of them were crying while some were staring at the floor , i was in the hospital but why and since when? i saw a wooden board on the wall, on which the name of the ward had been written, i tried to read and got high voltage shock when i read that. what? how? it can't be,

it means that i......in the meanwhile nurse came to me and gave me an injection, I started to feel unconscious but still i was thinking about myself .