chapter fourteen

Continuation

Being in a car with lots of dead bodies should leave a trauma but nothing is more terrible than when you turn back to your dead dad and he just glares at you. 

"What is it Karen? Why are you crying when you did nothing." 

"I tried my best really dad. I thought it was the right thing to do." I cried but he wouldn't listen. He stood up and bust out of the car and left me. 

I followed him but instead someone grabbed my hair and dragged me outside the car. My worst nightmare. I have many version of nightmares of this particular scene but it seems this one is going to be the real version. 

No. 

I can't relive that day, it's the worst. I'll get a trauma if I do. It's hard hiding the events that happened before and that day. I had to pretend always to deviate their attention but I won't be able to even survive at all if I relive that day again. 

No. I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't....