Prologue: Every Girls Fantasy

Every little girl dreams of marrying the perfect guy...They imagine every detail....from the party guests to the groom. They imagine flowers, music and of course that big ball gown....to spend a day as a princess. She tends to imagine how her groom will be, how he'll look and how he will behave. They put up a Mirage of a fantasy building up false hopes and altered realities..... Essentially living in their own world.

I too used to fantasize about these things. but as I grew older I realized that....the world isn't the same as my fantasy world. There are problems, bad people, school, work, responsibilities and hardships. I soon forgot the hallucination and continued on with this life of mine...Until I met him....

it was my senior year of high school when I met Lee Felix. He was friends with my best friend Christopher Bang. We met on our senior field trip and he kind of joined in with me and Bangchan for the rest of the year. when we graduated, he asked me to be his girlfriend....of course I said yes....After that we spent every living moment together....it was great.

As we grew older...he began to change. His behavior towards me and towards Chan was different, they were definitely red flags but....I decided to ignore them.

When we turned 23.....he asked me to marry him, stupidly again....I said yes. I truly thought he was the love of my life, and that I had finally found my prince charming.

But we are all connected by the red string of fate. Some people paths are straight ahead while others are tangled and twisted every which way. Who knows where it'll take me next, but I'm taking the risk....and moving forward.