"Suga the team wants to meet for pork buns, you coming?"
"Sure, give me a second"
I ran to the bathroom and got my blade out of my pocket and started slicing at my arm whilst crying. God it hurt but it helped me get through the day. I wish I could stop but i can't. It's like an addiction or bad habit that you can't get rid of.
I covered up my arm with my long sleeve shirt, put on a brave face and walked outside to where daichi was waiting for me.
As we were walking down the street, we needed to get across the busy main road. I didn't look where I was going and stepped out into the road when a car was coming. I screamed but was pushed.
That's when i heard a loud thud.