CHAPTER 4

CHAPTER 4

"There's no view like this in Embriece." I whispered with amazed reaction. This is a city, Sin.

"What?" napalingon ako sa kanya.

"Nothing. I'm just new here." nakangiti kong sabi habang tanaw ang buong tanawin mula rito sa Beverly Hills.

"I thought that because you look like a cute baby amaze with the view." natawa ako sa sinabi nito.

"You, can you speak other language?" tumango ito.

"I know more than 10 different languages."

"Really?"

"What language you know?" I asked.

"Spanish, Russian." tumango tango ako. "You, speak 10 languages with only one sentence." hamon nito sa akin na parang kinukwestiyon ang nalalaman ko.

"Nǐ bùnéng tā mā de wǒ." Chinese.

"Je kunt me niet neuken." Dutch.

"la yumkinuk 'an tudajieni." Arabic.

"Anata wa watashi o fakku suru koto wa dekimasen." Japanese.

"Nal yeosmeog il su eobs-eo." Korean.

"Et voi naida minua." Finnish.

"Non puoi fottermi." Italian.

"Du kannst mich nicht ficken." German.

"Den boreís na me gamíseis." Greek.

"Ty ne mozhesh' menya trakhnut." Russian.

Natawa ito sa huling lengwahe na ginamit ko. "What if I can." nang aakit nitong sabi. Hinawakan nito ang pisnge ko at akmang hahalikan ako nang ako na sumunggab dito para sa halik.

"You can kiss me but as I said 'You can't fuck me'" sabi ko nang bumitaw ako sa halik.

"So I can touch it?" tanong nito habang hinahaplos ang dibdib ko.

Hinawakan ko ang kamay nito at dinala iyon sa likod ko. "Someone owns it." bulong ko dito.

Natawa ito at hinalikan ako sa leeg at gumawa pa ata ng marka. "Let's go I'll take you home." Isinuot nito sa akin ang jacket n'ya dahil malamig at strap lang damit ko.

Hinatid ako nito sa tinutuluyan namin. "Thank you."

nakangiti kong sabi. "I will tell Ashton to drop your car here."

"No, it's okay. Ephraim must here now." lalabas na sana ako nang hilain ako nito at mabilis na hinalikan sa labi.

"Bye."

"Goodnight." saka ako tuluyang lumabas ng kotse. Nang makapasok sa bahay ay mag isa lang si Ephraim. Tulog na sa sala at halo halo na ang amoy sa katawan.

I'm about to call Hanz when I thought he just having fun there. Umakyat nalang ako sa kuwarto ko para maligo. Nang matapos ay hindi na ako nakapag pigil na tawagan ito.

Matagal bago nito sinagot. "I'm on my way home." then he hung up. That was first.

I open my social media accounts and some of Ephraim's friends follow and add me. I automatically accept them and follow them back. I replied to their messages.

I look at Dayne's Instagram and he has so many followers. He just posts photos with friends and his. His chat heads pop up and I replied immediately. He just says goodnight.

I just saw on my messenger he add me to a group chat. They invite me to catch up at another time. I gladly accept their invite.

Dayne: hey, can I have your number?.

I was about to type my phone number when someone grabs my phone. "Flirting with someone because I'm not your boyfriend?" He asked.

"What's wrong? We're just friends." friends don't kiss, Sin.

He looks tired and stinky. "Want me to kill that guy?"

Naupo ako sa kama at masama itong tinitigan. "You left me here and now your acting like that?" mad ikinagulat ko nang ibato nito ang phone ko sa labas ng bintana.

"What do you think why I'm being this to you?" tanong nito.

"Because I said your not my boyfriend." mahina kong sagot, nakikipag labanan ng titig.

"That's not I'm talking about. What do you think about why I care for you?."

"Because I'm your niece." sinuntok nito ang pader at nakita ko ang pamumula ng kamao nito dahil sa sobrang lakas.

"What do you think why I'm acting like your boyfriend?"

"Because-"

"Because I like you! Because I want you! Get me? I want all of you. I want you mine!." sigaw nito na nag pabagsak ng luha ko mata ko. Does he like me? I felt my heart pounded so fast.

Galit na galit s'ya. Makikita sa reaksyon n'ya ang sakit at pagkadismaya. Pagkadismaya siguro dahil hindi ko nahalatang gusto n'ya o di kaya ay pagkadismaya dahil alam na n'yang may nahalikan akong ibang lalaki.

"Hanz..." huminahon ito at lumuhod sa harap ko, hinaantay ang susunod kong sasabihin. "Matulog na tayo."

Umatras ako at nahiga sa kama, binalot ko ang sarili sa kumot ko habang pigil na umiiyak. Naramdaman ko ang malakas nitong suntok sa pader bago padabog na lumabas.

Iyon ang unang beses na nag away kami. Dati ay maliliit na tampuhan lang ngayon ay lumala na. Ang dating magagandang ngiti at halik sa noo ko bago matulog ay naging pagsuntok sa pader at mabibigat na hininga ang binigay n'ya.

Mag uumaga na nang makatulog ako. Tanghali na nang nagising ako. Bababa sana ako para kumain ng narinig ko ang boses ni Ephraim sa kuwarto nito kausap si Hanz.

"Maybe because she's still young and not ready for a relationship."

"Yeah, a young with a kiss mark on her neck was really young for you." Did he saw?...

"Oh god, Dayne was the last guy who's with him yesterday." Sumandal ako sa pader tabi ng pinto at pinakinggan sila. "I know."

"You knew but you did nothing, bro, you should kill that man." sulsol ni Ephraim.

"That's why I fuck all the girls in that bachelor's party." Yeah, he just did it. He did it. He totally did it. "I saw them kissing in the pool. I know she won't let him fuck her so no worries." Yeah, and he just fuck with women.

"Yeah, I kiss him. But I did not fuck him the way you did. Then you come home and asking me those shits." Hindi ko napigilang magsalita.

Lumabas si Hanz na may pagsisisi sa mga mata. Sinarado ni Ephraim ang pinto nang makalabas ito. "I'm sorry."

"Yeah, I'm sorry." nginitian ko ito na parang wala lang. "Did you enjoy it? Hindi na ako nagtaka kung bakit hindi mo'ko sinama." akmang hahalikan ako nito nang umiwas ako. "I kiss another guy. I should stop kissing you now."

"No, baby, I'm sorry please." hinawakan ako nito sa braso at sinandal sa pader. "Baby, listen. I'm just upset about you kissing another guy and I'm regretting what happens."

"You want revenge? Kiss tons of women's was okay." sinandal nito ang ulo sa pader, tumingala ako para mapantayan ang tingin nito. "Can't you really wait?"

"No, baby I'm willing to wait. It's okay if you don't want but please don't be like this." nang idilat nito ang mga mata ay ang magandang ano nitong mata ang nakita ko.

"Like what?."

"You're acting single, baby. I'm here I'm your boyfriend for almost two years. The first time you kissed me you totally give your self to me." Hinawakan nito ang pisnge ko.

"Okay." nagpatangkad ako at hinalikan s'ya sa pisnge. "Good morning, Uncle." That was the most painful word I said.

Bumaba ako at nagluto ng breakfast namin. Natuto kami dahil kasama ito sa itinuturo sa amin hindi lang lumaban at pumatay kundi mag asikaso rin ng sarili. Nagseserve na ako sa plate ng makababa sila. Pansin ko ang bagsak na mukha ni Hanz pero hindi ko nalang pinansin. "Kailan balik mo?" tanong ko kay Hanz. "Actually, he will stay until your first da-"

"Before lunch." pagputol ni Hanz sa sasabihin ni Ephraim.

"Okay."

"Sin, don't be like that." subway ni Ephraim.

"Like what?" inosente kong tanong. Kumuha ako ng apple at nilagay sa plate ni Hanz. "We have no problem, Ephraim." kinain ko ang hinandang yogurt sa harap nila.

"Really?" sarkastiko nitong sabi. "Wanna see me kissing my uncle?" tumayo ako at akmang lalapit kay Hanz nang si Ephraim.

"Stop being rude, Sin. I don't need a bitch here." nagkibit balikat nalang ako at bumalik sa upuan ko. Pinanood kong kumain si Hanz.

"Can you go to my room before you go?" Napa angat ng tingin si Hanz. "Why?"

"You will know later." nang matapos kami kumain ay si Ephraim na ang mag hugas ng mga pinagkain. Umakyat ako sa kuwarto ko nang ma-deliver ang binili kong phone online ginamit ko ang laptop ko. "I'm sorry about your phone." Iminulat ko ang mata ko nang marinig ko ang boses ni Hanz. Bihis na bihis ito at mukhang aalis na.

Nakahiga ako sa kama habang naka salpak ang airpod sa tenga ko. "It's okay." naupo ako at sumandal sa headboard ng kama. Pinagpag ko ang tabi ko, agad naman itong naupo sa tabi ko. "Move closer." he lean. "Closer." he leans closer to me. "Promise me. You will not do that again."

I really can't be hard on him. I really can't, I ended up forgiving him.

"Don't kiss other men." tumango ako.

I kissed him once, it's a peck. "Come back, okay." He kisses me and grabs my phone type something on it.

"Don't go outside when I'm not here." kinuha ko ang kamay nito at inihawak sa dibdib ko.

"Can you touch it for a while? Someone touched it and I don't like the feeling of his hand on me." natawa ito sa sinabi ko. Marahas ako nitong binuhat at iniupo sa hita n'ya. I really love his smile.

"You look good on your two piece. Can you stop wearing those when I'm not with you?" he asked while massaging my boobs.

"Ahm... Someone says my boobs were perfect." sumama ang mukha nito.

"No one can touch this again, okay?" I nod and unhook my bra. "Baby, you really want me to go, right?" natawa akong umiling at napaliyad ng ipasok nito ang korona ng dibdib ko sa mainit niyang bibig "Hmm..." he sucks so good.

"Ahm... Hanz..." he's laughing manly while sucking my boobs. "Oh god..." I moaned as he licks it multiple times.

Napatingala ako nang lumakbay ang halik nito sa leeg ko. He marked me with 6 hickeys. "Hanz!" napatigil kami sa sobrang gulat ay napa alis ako sa pagkakaupo sa hita.

Malakas na kumakatok si Ephraim at pasinghal ko itong sinabihan na mag hintay. Wala na akong pang itaas at nahubad ang jacket nito.

"What the fuck is wrong with you!" sigaw ko nang pagbuksan ko ito ng pinto.

"Language." nagulat ako sa nagsalita.

"Mommy." maramdaman ko ang yakap ni Hanz na sakto sa buong leeg ko.

"Hey, why are you here?" tanong ni Hanz kay Mommy.

"Aalis ka daw. Kaya ibibigay ko na ang huling misyon mo bago pumasok si Sin sa highschool." hinalikan ni Hanz ang ulo ko pero parang wala lang kay Mommy. "Where?"

"In France." tumango tango s'ya at hinalikan ako sa pisnge. "Better complete it before Sin's birthday."

"I know."

"Come downstairs. I have something for you." nakangiting utos ni Mommy sa akin.

"Yeah, we'll go together." lumabas na ang mga ito. Nang masara ko ang pinto ay tinulak ako nito sa pinto saka hinalikan ng marahas binuhat na ako nito para magpantay ang taas namin.

"Are those women still not enough? You kiss like a hungry lion." pang aasar ko habang pababa na kami.

"They can't even make me cum as fast as you can." natawa ako.

"Wala pang nangyayari, Hanz." nilapit nito ang bibig sa tenga ko.

"You can make me hard just seeing you, Sin." nagsitayuan ang mga balahibo ko.

"Go fuck women and you are not gonna cum inside me." banta ko na nginisian lang nito.

"Shh... you're still young for those things." inilingan ko nalang ito.

Nang makababa kami ay may isang box sa sala. "What's that mom?." Naupo ako sa tabi nito.

"Books in your library. Isusunod ang iba dito dahil marami rami." tumango tango ako. "Here." inabot nito ang isang wallet. "Your Lola think you might want to study at Harvard, Oxford, Stanford, and Massachusetts Institute of Technology in college just apply and tell to Hanz he will help you."

"Mom, I actually want to study in Ephraim's University." napatango ito.

"Alright, sa Oxford."

HAPON na nang makapag ayos ako para sa lakad ko. "Where are going?" Mom asked. She will leave tomorrow.

"Going out with friends." humalik ako sa pisnge nito.

"Hanz allow you?" Hanz?

"He did not know, why?" it confuses me.

"Tell it to your boyfriend. You making a fight, Sin." Boyfriend? Does she know?

"He totally will not gonna allow me to go out."

"Then don't go out." What?

"Mom?."

"Why?"

"You knew?" natawa ito.

"Of course. I saw the footage in your cabin at your former school. I pay the monitors in the CCTV room then I talked to Hanz." Oh my god...

"He said your good kisser, huh?." she teased me like she's age as me.

"Mom."

"He said he will wait until you graduate college and he will always there for you in your missions." hinaplos nito ang buhok ko. "He's totally a jerk but when of comes to you he became an angel." nginitian ako nito at hinalikan ang noo ko.

"Do you know that I'm only 23 when I adopted you? And you 3 years old already. Your daddy is still hard and keeps on pushing me away at that time." she laughs.

"Don't meet that guy, Sin. And don't do that thing as this early, understand?" Yeah I know, Mom.

"Mom, how about Fernsby family?" natawa ito.

"Don't worry about those bastards, I, and your auntie and uncles can handle that."

"Alright." hinalikan ko ito sa pisnge at niyakap.

"Oh god, I look like nearly having a grandchild." natawa ako dito.

Gaya nang sabi ni Mommy tinawag ko si Hanz. "No of course you are not going out." natawa ako.

"But I'm on my way there."

"Sin." Nagbabanta nitong sabi.

I laugh. "Just kidding, I'm at my room and completely naked." natawa naman ito.

"Really? Take some pictures and I'm going to masturbate here." Tinawanan ko lang ito. When I heard his manly laugh make me want him to kiss.

"Take care." malambing kong sabi.

"I will." napangiti ako nang narinig ang malambing nitong boses.

On that day I wish the world stop spinning around us. Happy simple moment but we always get enough with that.