"You have come to me to use me against my sister. That time, we were not friends, so I understand. But you keep hiding from me that you are a slave and need freedom to be in a relationship with me. You hide that you are being forced to kill me.
You hide why we are living in that desolate area. You hid how Alex was planning to kill my sister. I trusted you again and again but you always filled me with lies or silence.
I always tried to stay positive and believe that you love me and you have your own reasons but when I realized that you are never going to change, I decided to give up. I can not force myself to keep my eyes and ears shut for the lifetime." In the whole series, she was the only one who was treated as naive with everyone hiding things from her as if she could not handle them.
They think that they are keeping her safe but she did not feel safe that way! She only felt estranged with all of them when Oli sighed.
She was the one to blame too.