Chapter 254: The Withdrawn Himeno Yuki, Only Regretting When She Loses.

Dormitory building.

Girls' dormitory.

The curtains were tightly closed, and the room was dim.

Himeno Yuki sat on the bed, her small hands wrapped around her thighs, her eyes faintly red.

Thinking of Hikigaya and Ichinose's intimate appearance.

Her heart felt as if it was being torn apart.

If she continued to stay in the classroom.

She felt that she might not be able to control herself and want to tear Ichinose apart.

That woman was really too despicable.

She didn't know much about Hikigaya, she didn't talk much in class, she just liked Hikigaya because he had helped her a few times.

She was clearly rejected.

Yet she shamelessly clung to Hikigaya.

This is

Really too cunning.

Himeno Yuki took out a tissue and sniffed her nose, then threw the tissue ball on the ground.

After all.

Being saved by Hikigaya in such a desperate way.

Which girl wouldn't be moved, it's normal for Ichinose to fall in love with Hikigaya.

But.

She was clearly rejected.

In theory.

Shouldn't it be that they never see each other again, at most they just stop at being friends?

Why can Ichinose still forge ahead?

This is really too cunning.

Himeno Yuki occasionally wiped the corners of her eyes, tears kept flowing down.

It's very clear.

All of this is actually her own problem, she doesn't blame anyone.

Why couldn't she act earlier.

Why couldn't she express her feelings earlier, she clearly knew how to deal with Hikigaya.

As long as she took action.

She could definitely get Hikigaya.

Why did she have to make a promise to Beibei Jia?

Apart from feeling a bit shy, wanting to be a bit reserved, there was also that dislike in her heart...

People close to her all knew.

Hikigaya was awkward, but his heart was gentle and strong.

Although he always liked to lie and make excuses in small places, he was the most reliable at critical moments.

However.

These are only understood by people close to him.

In the eyes of outsiders.

Hikigaya's grades are average, his sports are average.

Although he looks pretty good, he has no taste, he doesn't know how to match clothes, and his social skills are even worse.

It's really not presentable, it's very embarrassing to take it out.

If other classes see the two of them dating, they will definitely laugh secretly behind their backs.

From the beginning.

She never treated Hikigaya equally.

Thinking of this.

Himeno Yuki became even more bitter.

She wanted to wait for Hikigaya to straighten his back, and then she would take Hikigaya to a good fight.

By then.

Hikigaya would definitely become a handsome guy that girls envy.

Unfortunately.

There is no chance anymore.

What Hikigaya wants, does not exist in this world.

He probably doesn't like Ichinose.

However.

With Hikigaya's personality.

Once he starts dating Ichinose, no one else can intervene.

Like a Yimi flower.

Although it's not eye-catching, when it blooms, it's so pure and moving, but it only blooms once in a lifetime.

But.

It doesn't matter.

It's just a Hikigaya.

He's not that handsome, he's just a bit clever, his personality is not good and always makes her angry.

They are not as gentle and considerate as Shibata.

What's so good about him.

It's not a pity to give him to Ichinose.

She's so beautiful, she'll find someone better sooner or later.

Just pretend that nothing happened.

She'll be fine tomorrow.

Tomorrow she will go to school.

"Wuwa..." Himeno Yuki curled up on the bed, covering her chest and making a painful sobbing sound.

Only when she completely loses, does she know regret.

Why.

Why couldn't she act sooner?

This affection was clearly just between two people.

Why would she care about those insignificant little things?

Why was she always so concerned about other people's irrelevant opinions?

Why did someone like Ichinose exist in the world?

She had clearly been rejected already, why was she still clinging on?

Did Ichinose really like Hikigaya that much?

Did she like him as much as she did?

Why was Ichinose so strong?

Why couldn't she even hate her?

Such a thing.

It was too cunning.

...

After school.

Himeno Yuki was lying on her side in bed, her eyes lifelessly staring at the wall, she hadn't eaten all day but didn't feel hungry at all.

She couldn't even muster a bit of interest.

Tomorrow.

How would she face them?

If Ichinose and Hikigaya were loving each other in front of her, she could only watch like a defeated dog.

She couldn't do anything.

Even.

With Hikigaya's personality, he probably wouldn't even know her feelings, right?

If people noticed something was wrong...

What should she do if Hikigaya came to care for her?

Could she really bear it?

Kobashi Yume and others.

They would probably have some inexplicable worries and some special care for her.

It might not necessarily be the case.

In fact.

She had felt it a long time ago.

She felt that Mako and Kobashi Yume might also have some good feelings for Hikigaya, but it was just some good feelings.

How would the two of them view these things?

The most important thing was, how would they view her?

Whether they treated her like a defeated dog, or gave her inexplicable care.

It all felt unbearable.

Thinking of this.

Himeno Yuki closed her eyes.

She felt that it might be better to just drop out of school.

Out of sight, out of mind.

She wouldn't have to bear their inexplicable care anymore, she wouldn't have to hide like this anymore, and she wouldn't have to see Ichinose and Hikigaya, this pair of dog men and women.

Once such a thought arose.

Himeno Yuki could no longer suppress it.

Strictly speaking.

She was originally incompatible with this class, everyone was close like a family, it was simply ridiculous.

This class didn't need someone like her.

Perhaps.

Just drop out like this.

Without her as a burden.

Everyone would probably breathe a sigh of relief.

Himeno Yuki buried her head in the quilt, after all, neither Hikigaya nor they needed someone like her.

Her existence was just a nuisance.

It wouldn't be bad to just disappear like this.

At this moment.

A doorbell rang.

Himeno Yuki lay in bed without moving, until she heard the ringtone of her phone, she picked it up and took a look.

Ichinose Honami.

She originally thought it would be Kobashi Yume who came to comfort her specially, but she didn't expect it to be her.

That's also true.

With Ichinose's character, hearing that she suddenly took a leave to go back to the dormitory.

She would definitely be more worried than Kobashi Yume.

Coming to see her wasn't strange.

Thinking of this.

Himeno Yuki couldn't help but clench her phone, her overexerted fingers became even paler.

She really didn't want to see Ichinose now.

But.

It seemed that she couldn't not see her.

If there was no response, Ichinose would probably be more worried, and in the end, she might even get the dormitory manager to come and open the door.

Thinking of this.

Himeno Yuki wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes, quickly cleaned up the paper balls on the floor and put them in the kitchen.

Until she was ready.

Himeno Yuki took a deep breath and walked to the entrance.

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