CHAPTER 16

SILVER'S P.O.V

Today was the first day after the meeting where there boss shouted at me so I went to work extra early. once I got there,I rested,ate my breakfast and rested again as I waited for the rest to come to work.I just pray and hope that I don't see him today cause I don't know if I can just keep up with this.

After some time it was the official time for all the workers to be in their positions and start working so I opened my laptop and went straight to work,I had a lot to work on today that I hoped that I will be able to finish.

I worked and worked with the aim of pleasing the boss so he wouldn't see anything to shout or be Angry with me on. I opened emails talked back to some customers who had one or two to ask about the product or company,until when it was lunch time so I went to see vera,and chat with her. I carried my lunch as I walked over to Vera's desk.

When I got there I saw vera seated down as she was munching on some pasta with sauce. hey there your really enjoying here,and there I was pitting for you,awww ,you were pitting for,I laughed as she went along with the joke, So vera how are you doing,am good sil and you,am doing well. Um vera do you know why every where is so calm today,something just feels off don't you think (laughs) it would be because of the big boss is not around,I heard he didn't come to work today and surprisingly that is the first time I have ever heard that the boss didn't come to work,you could say he is a workaholic person that is why am surprise he didn't come,whatever reason that made him not to come must be very important to him,hmmm is that so thank you for telling me vera,I seriously don't know how I would have cope in this office without you,no problem silver. After that we continued to talk about things until the lunch break was over so I had to leave her and go back to my office cause I had a lot to finish.

when I got back to my office instead of me to continue my large work I zoned off and started thinking about the only guy that thought of him occupies my brain. I forced myself to forget about him and concentrate on my work,but it was already late for that,because,a lot of time has already been spent when I was thinking about him and just little was remaining for my huge work,and unfortunately for me it was just an hour to closure so I tried my best to do as much as possible though I knew I won't be able to finish it today but I was playing of remaining just little so it wouldn't affect tomorrow's work.

When it was finally time for me to leave,though I stayed for some time when work for the day ended. I left the office and went home.

When I got home I knocked on the door and it was Felix who opened it for me,for some time he just watched me,looking at me as if he just saw a human being with five eyes and two horns,though I don't blame him, I could bet that I looked horrible,hi sil your are looking--------horrible, I know Felix ,I know,what happened to you,after saying this he shifts so I can enter inside,as I enter I give him the only reason I know that caused this,WORK,I can guess it was stressful, no need to guess Felix you already seeing the prove,it is quite obvious. I left him and walked fast to my room cause I know that if I had stayed for some more time I would have received a trailer load of questions that I don't have enough strength to answer.

I got to my room,locked the door, undressed and went straight to the bathroom. I got there and looked myself on the mirror and what I saw was terribly ugly,my hair was scatted like were vultures came in search of food,my eyes looked so dull,narrow, and also as if it went inside. I took my time and scrubbed my body with the hot water,soap and sponge,when I was done I dried my body wore my night gown.

I came out from my room in search of food then I saw ana,hey ana good evening, good evening there Felix told how you came back looking so stressed so here I made this pancakes for you ,thank you so much ana your a life saver,and I have just been a liability to you guys am so sorry,I can't even remember one good thing I have done for you and Felix since I started working in this company (she sobs) ,hey hey no need to cry, you will end up stressing your eyes the more,listen,you are not a liability, and me and Felix are not complaining we see you as a younger sister so we want to help you any way we can okay,so just clean your eyes and eat your food before it gets cold,thank you ana,(she smiles and hugs silver) your welcome there always,now eat your food am coming, with that she leaves.

After I finished eating the thought has been eating me came back to hunt him,what is this inner feeling I am having for this guy,I don't even know his name, or even anything about him,I just saw him for the first time and started having this feeling for him,is this love?but it feels like it but I will never say it out loud. it feels as if we are meant to be together no matter what we do,it is as if it is fate?,but that is totally ridiculous, sil,what are you thinking about what is disturbing you, what are you talking about ana ,like I have been standing here for 15 minutes now,sil15 minutes and yet you didn't even notice,oh am sorry ,don't think I am going to leave you without you telling me young woman,um is just about my boss,okay continue and don't skip a detail,um I think I am having feeling for my boss,it looks small but it is there,Ana's face changes into a more understanding and gentle face,and I think I know why because since I was small I have never bothered myself about thoughts of boys or men and to the extend that some thought that I was gay,Don't disturb yourself about that,it is not bad to love a guy,it is natural girl,but have he noticed, no am not sure he has,then what you have to do is just to wait and monitor his actions towards you to know if he also loves you,because he may be the prideful type that would hardly say there feelings to their lover until the are forced. So just think about this and stop worrying yourself dear,okay thank you so much you are indeed a good friend.