I Won't Mess This Up

"Come on Craig... We are going to be late you don't want detention again do you?" 

I look and see young Token.

'Oh my god... I'm back...'

I grit my teeth balling my fists.

'I won't fuck this up.... I need to change everything.... It can NOT be the same..... I won't be losing anyone more or less. Not until the number is at 0. Now, with her.... I can't have Kyle with her... He needs to be away from her... He can't be in this situation at all.' 

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We were in class when I see her come in late again.

Cartman made his stupid comment.

I look over and see her sadness begin to grow.

'What can I do to not fuck this up?'

I see Mr. Garrison not caring with this whole situation.

"I'm serious why does she get no consequences when she's la-" 

I kicked the bottom of his chair leg causing him to fall backwards.

The whole class erupted in laughter.

I didn't do anything but look ahead seeming unfazed like normal.

"Eric stop being obnoxious, Jesus Christ!!!!" Mr. Garrison roared. 

He grunted on the ground loudly. 

I felt eyes on me. I glanced over and see her look at me. I looked at her until I felt a tap on my shoulder. I look and see Clyde with a wide smile. 

"Dude that was fucking hilarious." he said still chuckling. 

"He deserved it." I said crossing my arms.