"Now to help you sort your feelings " Alfred muttered before trapping Jack's lips with his.
His lips felt soft against his mouth and Jack seemed to obey his every move.
Jack felt time stop as Alfred's lips touched his, they were foreign but at the same time familiar. The sound of his heart was beating in his ears. His nose was filled with his scent as his tongue moved in his mouth.
Alfred pulled away from Jack as they both gasped for air.
"Does that answer your question" Alfred breathed. Jack nodded.
"And what is your answer?"
"I think...," he said. Alfred's green eyes stared deep into Jack's blue eyes.
"You think, so you not sure " Alfred frowned.
"You need to know what you're saying, Jack. You can't possibly say that because we kissed two times now " he said.
"I know but I can't keep beating around the bush with these feelings. They have been there since that day and it's time I face them. They are new to me and I don't know what to do with them " he said.
"I tried so hard pushing the thoughts away and find a reason to hate that kiss but thinking about it made me hot all over, maybe because I have never kissed a man before I thought but it wasn't that cause when I thought about kissing any other man it nauseated me then why did I still want to only kiss you ?" he was crying again.
Alfred hugged him again, "Am sorry it's all my fault "
Jack nodded still sobering, "Yeah it's all your fault "
He looked at him wiping away his tears, "Why are you such a cry baby?" he smiled
"It's the alcohol " Jack accused
Alfred laughed, "Thought you said you were it drunk anymore "
"Am not. it's just.." he cried.
"Don't say anything, I understand " he said pulling the sheets around Jack who was trembling now.
The covers had slid off during their kiss and his upper body was exposed.
"Go to bed now you tired " Alfred said laying him back on the bed.
Jack stared at him, "This is going to sound needy but is going to say it anyway "
"Go ahead "
"Can you sleep next to me, I feel cold " he said.
Alfred nodded.
He pushed off his shoes and Jack moved to create space for him. Alfred took off his coat and watch and then lay next to Jack.
"Come closer so you can warm up," he said.
Jack moved over and Alfred held him pulling the covers over them.
"Feeling cozy?" he asked.
"Mmmm," Jack murmured his eyes were getting heavy as the warmth pushed him to sleep.
He was turning soft what would his boss say if he found out. But he didn't care for now cause all he thought about was laying in Alfred's hands.