Chapter 9: Coffee Shop

When it came out of the coffee shop I remained seated. I am still trying to process what he was said.

I didn't even notice the tears that were dripping from my eyes. It was as if I had run out of breath. I have difficulty breathing.

I slowly got up from my seat and made my way out of the café. I almost fell in the first steps. I have a pack of eyes now that was staring on me.

I turned my head left and right on the road but I could no longer see him. he was completely out of my sight. He has completely lost in me.

Again, the rain fell again. It's simple and makes no noise. Compassionate and Responsive. It seems like it knows how I feel right now.

the days passed where I did nothing but lock myself in my room and cry. I just go down to eat or drink. My aunt didn't ask about it, I know she already knew the reason.

He knew Francis after all.

One morning I woke up stupid again. Otherwise an idiot is crying. Wondering how the two of us ended up like this. I really don't understand Especially that he doesn't gave me any supposed reason

deserve better? F*ck him! why does not he make hisself better instead!

I don't want any better. I just want him. just him.

he just left me without any explanation but wanted nothing but separation.

Didn't I deserve some explanation? I don't even remember us having any misunderstandings or even the slightest quarrel with me.

I can't find any reason to part with it like that!

My brain isn't so narrow that I can't understand what the reason is. I just need at least one reason! Because I don’t understand why!

There were so many questions left in my mind that even I myself could not answer.

I quickly got up and took a shower, got dressed and went down to the living room.

I needed an answer.

If he can't give it voluntarily, then I'll take it forcibly! I'm going crazy with so many questions in my mind now.

I arrived at one of the condos owned by Francis that we often visit. It just happens to be here. The guard didn't hit me because As I said, Francis and I used to hang out here.

He smiled at me and greeted me.

I walked until I came to the front of the elevator. It's a good thing I don't have to wait time. It immediately opened and so I immediately entered.

I hit level 5 and impatiently gently stomped my feet. Fingers played. I was restless, nervous about what would happen next.

When the elevator opened I was almost hesitant to get out. If only a woman hadn’t come in and smiled at me, I wouldn’t have come out.

I was embarrassed to step out and apologize.

Room 527, I slammed the door and sidestepped. he will definitely peek and when he sees me I know he won’t open the door. If he is inside.

Soon the door opened wide. Soon after, Francis came out. He is not wearing any top clothes.

He turned his head left ansd right and was shocked when he saw me. as if he was seeing a ghost,

"Babe ..." I whispered uncontrollably.

Next thing I knew, my tears rolled down my cheeks. Again, he turned his head left and right as if someone was looking. he was as if breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that I am the only person outside.

"Dan, what are you doing here?" he pulled me inward.

There was still the trace of shock in his expression. Unexpected to see me now in front of him.

"I'm texting and calling you, but you don't answer me. I miss you ..." even on social media I've been binlocked by him.

I approached and was about to hug him, he quickly grabbed my two hands to stop me "we're done, Daniela. You should go. You shouldn't be here."

he quickly opened the door again and forced me out, I struggled.

"but I just arrived! I just need an answer! I have a lot of questions, Francis! Why? Won't you even explain or give any reason to me now?" I paused

"You left suddenly. You left me suddenly. I don't know what is the problem is or did we have a problem ... Why did you broke up with me? What's wrong? Did I do something you didn't like? Do we have a problem? Please explain to me ... " I added.

he stopped pushing me out but remained standing in front of me. Too many questions were inside my head, but this is all I was able to say.

"Speak up! I need an answer! I need a reason! Or any explanation at all!" I almost sat on the floor in extreme weakness. he remained silent

"Don't you love me anymore?" I asked almost without a voice. Hoarse and faint.

somehow I dare to expect that he still loves me and he just needs to fix something, but no. I hope I did not ask,

"Not anymore, Dan. I'm sorry. But I fell out of love." bullshit!

"Francis Martin is in a Relatioship with Eunice Dela Cruz"

It's been a few months since the last day I talked to him. Even though I was blocked from messages, his status still popped out in my news feed.

Maybe I'm really unlucky today and this is the first thing that pop up when I loged in my facebook. Very nice.

"no, Francis. You didn't fell out of love, you just found the girl you really love." unconciosly, I whispered into the air as if Francis could hear it.

I lay down and measured my gaze to the ceiling as if I could beat it.

You can't really force someone to do something they don't like, because after all, they can do it voluntarily. No coercion, but waiting for the right person.

I watched the look of the woman that was tagged with Francis' status. It is white, has a pointed nose and beautiful eyes. Its lip is also thin and still reddish.

Very Beautiful!

While I was still pale with vinegar!

She looks familiar!

I was not content to just stare at her face in the small picture. I pressed her name and started rummaging through his photos.

It's just so beautiful indeed!

I can't even be criticized! Just as I thought!

This is the woman who took the elevator when I went to Francis at the condo! So maybe it just looks like it saw a ghost because we might seen by Eunice.

Looks like I've got the answer to all my questions.

What am I against her?

she looks like an angel.

The face is so white and really perfect! Any man would fall for that look!

I immediately clicked back and just scrolled to facebook. My day is already ruined, will I ruin it even more?

I should have known that not having a closure is already a closure!

He is happy now. I should just be happy for him too. I left the laptop turned on and went downstairs first to get a snack.

When you come back a minute later, a saw a friend request. I pressed it and almost ran out of breath again when I saw who was it.

Where did he know my facebook account !?

I pressed the delete request button and in less than a minute it sent another request!

As before, I deleted it, and he did the same, sending a friend request again

"Peter Mendoza Sent You a Friend Request"

I was about to press the delete button again when my cellphone rang. There is a text from Jill

'I and Jun gave your Facebook to Peter! Have a good day, D! I love yah '

I just rolled my eyes at the air even though I knew she couldn't see it. Instead of pressing the delete button, I pressed the confirm button.

I was about to log out when I received a message from a man that I only accepted in less than a minute,

Peter Mendoza (active now)

Do you love Coffee?

I own a Coffee shop.