Things to learn

I fall down the cliff and as I was falling, I felt like my soul left my body.

I passed out for a couple of seconds and after I got my concuiosness back, I was still falling, then suddenly, memories flash through my head in a matter of seconds.

"Relax your muscles and feel like you're a feather floating around"

It was a memory of what old man Winsor said.

And so I began to close my eyes, relax my entire body, cleared my thoughts and I imagined myself as light as a feather floating.

After a few a minutes I still felt like I'm falling,then when I opened my eyes,I saw that I was about to hit the ground,my stress started to build up and my heart starts to beat faster, and as I was about to face death,I was only thinking about living, No,I was desiring,yearning and longing to live.

That's when something happened, My body began to feel like I was hovering, floating around.

I felt an extreme joy, is it because of my new experience? or is it because of fulfilling my desire, the desire to live or is it because of a purpose? Yes, probably,I still doesn't understand what does Old Man Winsor trying to say but the only thing that I know is,it did seriously helped me.

And all of this new things that's happening to me right now is still confusing me,everything was happening so fast and was Old Man Winsor really talking about DESIRE or is it about finding a PURPOSE in life?

If it's a purpose wouldn't it be just useless? because aren't we just living to find joy,to fullfil our dreams and after that we just die,life is just about pleasure, pain and joy, it's just an endless cycle of life and death. We are born to live,go to school,find love, graduate,get a job, create our own family and die, but we are lucky if we can complete this cycle.

And why do I even have to protect everyone or the whole world,if we're just all going to die at the end, ,My Mom told me that I should "live my life the way I wanted it to be", but aren't I just a prisoner of my own fate, following others, pleasing everyone and trying to be the best that everyone was expecting me to be?

"Zen,Oyyy Zen are you still alive?"

It's the voice of Winsor, looks like I'am spacing out again.

"Yeah I'am"

I saw everyone staring at me and the way they stare at me felt like it's killing me, it , it's like I'm being judged by them.

"What the hell are you doing, you've been spacing out for a minute"

Looks like Winsor was angry again or is he just worried?

"I'am sorry,that won't happen again"

Winsor called out everyone and we all gathered around while floating in the sky.

"Okay, So all of you have already learned how to fly, we should now move on to the next topic"

Winsor snapped his finger again and we all just instantly teleported to a new place.

"Everyone Welcome to the Gaia University, the real one this time"

We were at the gate of the Gaia University and when we entered inside, I was amazed, because everything looks so futuristic, and the school buildings were massive.

"Before we continue, all of you should know where your rooms at"

Winsor snapped his finger again and we teleported to another place,a place that is full of trees, well it's actually just part of the entire school and on each trees there's a door and Winsor explained to us what lies inside the doors

"Inside each door is nothing but a white space, Inside everything that you Imagines became a reality but it can only happen inside and if any of you brought something inside here, outside, it will disappear, and of course this is the rooms that I'am talking about"

"How about our stuff?

Everyone asked.

"Don't worry , Every stuff that all of you has is inside, So just go inside and create your own room and get some rest so that tomorrow we could start a new class"

I waited before everyone entered their room and when everyone else is now inside their own room, I opened the door and I saw nothing but a white space and my bags, the entire room is just like a white space without any end, and so I started creating my own room by making it simple, I just imagined my old room nothing else because I was too lazy to think.

I lay down on my bed, and I suddenly remembered something.

"Shit I forgot to call my Mom, where's my phone?, Ohh right I could just imagine it"

I tried to use my imagination to recreate my phone and it worked but something is different.

"Huh? why the hell isn't it working? there's nothing here, it's just a blank screen"

After minutes of thinking of thinking I realized something.

"I get it know, So basically I need to understand how cellphones actually works to make it work. For example if I want a dictionary or any types of books, I can just easily imagine that there's a book here but the thing is, the book would be completely empty or there won't be any words that are written"

"I basically can create a Universe here, but first I need to know or understand how the universe actually started, how things are created like time,space or any concepts, I could literally create my Own Physics.

Well this seems to be pretty much logical and didn't old man Winsor said that logic here is useless? Anyways enough thinking I should call my Mom already"

I checked my bag and I saw my phone and after that I decided to call my Mom.

Ringing.....

"Hello? Zen,are you okay? did you arrive safely?"

My Mom answered the phone and the those are the first thing that she asked me and it's good to here those words because I can only hear those words if I'am far away and

I answered her happily.

"Yeah Mom, I'am okay,how about you?"

I asked her.

"Yeah I'am just fine, Your aunt and her daughter is here with me"

I'am glad to know that she's just okay and she is not alone.

"Ohh okay"

I'am not that type of a person that like to say how I really care about people,I rarely says that I love them or I'am happy.

"So how's your day? Did you enjoy it? are the people there nice?"

"Yeah they are Mom, don't worry I'll be fine and I'am now a responsible adult"

"If you say so, You should take a rest because tomorrow would be a very long day for you and you are going to experience something new so you should enjoy it"

Enjoy it? should I really be enjoying this type of life? The safety of the world is on my hand, it's the biggest responsibility of all.

"Okay Mom good night and take care"

"Yeah you too, sweety, good night"

Call ended..

The voice of my mother always calms me down, it sounds angelic and controlling at the same time, controlling because everytime I hear her voice I always listen to whatever she orders me to.

If a puppeteer uses a string to control a puppet, she on the other hand uses her voice and I'am the puppet,well to be honest it's not her voice but rather something, something that I doesn't want to see.