Disorder

I am Boruto Uzumaki, i am 14 this year."Ugh.."i said while rolling on my bed. I am a pretty normal and decent kid..but "it's still 3:30 am why time is flowing this slow today..."i said to myself in a low voice. But...i have a problem in myself...i can't sleep at night no matter how tired i feel how sleepy i feel i just... can't sleep at night...

"This is getting boring to death as everyday passes" i exclaimed with sorrow to myself. You must be wondering that i should tell my parents about it...but i can't bring myself to tell them to know the reason

~flashback~

When i was 4 years old..one day i couldn't bring myself to fall asleep...i went to my parents room carrying my pillow.."mom..dad..are you awake?" I knocked on their room door and asked. The door opened "Dear..*yawn*what happened boruto..why aren't you asleep yet.." they asked me with worried eyes.

I hesitantly asked them " can i...sleep with you ?". My mom and dad smiled and at me and said " sure why not..come here". I ran lay down beside my dad and everyone fell asleep but...i couldn't..i asked my mom why i can't sleep..my mom heard me mumbling and worriedly said "what happened you don't want to sleep tonight?". I replied her "i want to sleep but i can't sleep". My mom in tense wake my dad up and told we have to go to hospital..my dad who was tired from all the work worriedly woke up and took me to near hospital. The look i saw on their face i told myself "i made them worry about me too much, i made them worried about this small thing and now they are more tired". As i thought about all those things we reached the hospital. My dad showed me to the doctor..my parents were relieved after what doctor said "it's no big deal its just some light insomnia which happens sometime don't worry". I also felt relieved at that time.

I looked at my parents they were almost on the verge of tears. "We are relieved that you are fine we were worried a lot" said my dad and mom. I felt happy..but even what the doctor said i still couldn't fall asleep and after sometime i stopped and told my parents that "I can finally sleep now". My parents were more than relieved after that..but i form a guilt inside me..because..i lied.."i don't want them to worry about me anymore..i want them to be happy..no, more than happy" i said to myself and promised myself that no matter what i... won't make my lovely parents worry about me

~flashback ends~

"It's almost 6:30 now..anytime now hima will come to wake me up..i better pretend to be asleep" i said to myself. After some time a knock came to my door "big brother wake up!! Breakfast is ready!!". My cute little sister came to wake me up..however her voice isn't that loud but she do her best. " Yes yes i am awake and i am coming down now" i said from inside the room. My little sister hima heard that and ran downstairs to tell mom how she awake me in her first try today too..

~After morning routine~

I came downstairs where mom and hima where sitting on the table waiting for the breakfast. "Good morning mom, good morning to you too hima" i greeted them and "Good morning Boruto"my mother said to me with a smile.."Good morning big brother" my sister hima said while jumping on me. Mom and i chuckled on how energetic she is. After we are breakfast i was ready to go.."how's academy going boruto?" My mother asked. "It's pretty good to be around everyone"i said. Yes, academy..."okay mom, see you later bye hima" i told them and left to the academy....i am not happy..i am not sad either..its because i don't have a single friend in the academy..i was always alone..

~At the academy~

"Hey, see that guy came again..cocky bastard" some students whispers to themselves. "That arrogance how can someone be so arrogant i can't believe it" another student talking to themselves. Yea..i was the one whom they are talking about its not like they are bullying me or anything.."that's why i don't want to come" i thought to myself. "Oh..top of the school, what are you glooming about" kakashi sensei said to me coming towards me. "Nothing..just worried for test which is tomorrow" i replied. Kakashi sensei laughed and said "Yea..don't push yourself too hard boruto..take care and do your best".

When i couldn't sleep at night i got bored of just watching walls and roofs of my room..so i thought why not utilize it i study whole night , i practice jutsu , taijutsu, and after sometime...nevermind...as i grew up i finally understand that i can not sleep no matter what so its useless and i study hard again..when i was 10 i almost read all of the books in the Library there was nothing to read now....

i entered my classroom and everyone turn their gazes on me "urggh..those gazes i don't like it" i thought to myself and sat on my desk at last corner of the class. "See sarada don't go near that boy he is very arrogant because he come to the top of the class everytime and he this of us below i am telling you this just because you have transferred here" cho cho told sarada. "That's totally wrong i didn't approach them because i thought they were looking down on me so i train harder and harder my whole life i have never talked to anyone how can i just do that.. it's not like i don't want friends but the way they see me they don't want be near me" i thought to myself ..i yawn and put my head on the desk and fall asleep...i discover in morning i can fall asleep but it's not enough.."How can you be so sure ? He doesn't look like he arrogant at all to me" sarada said to cho cho. Cho cho sighed and look away.

{Sarada's POV}

I am Sarada uchiha i am new here i transferred today. My friend cho cho i was glad i met her after such long time..but the first thing she said to me was " don't go near that boruto he is very arrogant , cocky and think highly of himself " . I got curious and take a look at him but..everything she just said doesn't match what i can see he just looks lonely so i asked cho cho "how can you be so sure? He doesn't look like arrogant at all to me" cho cho sighed and look away..i take another peek at him and..he was sleeping?

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