Psycho Love

I just added another injury to his heart

My face was laughing

My heart was crying

Reprimands rang amok in my mind

Just what have I done

What was I thinking

How could I hurt him so much

I get it I was stressed

But why did I do that to him

How could I be so selfish

When did I become so twisted

I'm sorry my love

He doesn't deserve this pyschotic love

I won't blame him if he walks away

Because what I have been doing so far

is far from love

more like abuse

At this point, I can't even look at my self