Blue Whale : "Then punish me"

I don't understand why the game would give such level knowing we all are here for money 

" Not all "!

it's you Alex, only you want money, I don't.

lily what are you saying ? don't you trust me I can handle this don't leave the game after coming so far with me 

this is enough Alex I don't want the money anymore all I want is to live my life, I don't want to die Alex, I don't want to die 

this words lily said felt so relatable to every team member except Alex he is confused he never thought lily would leave him he 

this words of lily broke Alex and his will to play the game , for the girl he was doing all this from the start the girl he was protecting , the girl he fell in love just after seeing her in the game thinking he won't be alone and that he have something to protect and that he can do whatever it takes to win that money and marry her and live a happy life with her 

were all these just thoughts? were they never to be Alex's reality 

did he forgot that life is more important than money, but what could Alex do more since lily wanted to live and Alex want the money which could give a perfect life 

was risking all of this really worth it ? 

all such negative thought taking over Alex mind he said lily to go with Young and other team members while he will waste his time 

lily is not ready to go without him and further she tells him why she wants Alex to be alive 

listen Alex, listen to me, as she came closer to Alex and them both touched their head-to-head and she said " don't die " 

I want you to live, more than anything in this world Alex I don't want the money which could risk your life what kind of waste that money is that will take you from me 

all this time I spent with you will never be forgotten, never 

so please give up, Alex let's find our way back home .

think about those people who died, did they wanted to die? you and I are still alive who knows what could happen...next!

just go lily !! 

and if you find a way don't come back and please keep yourself safe 

Alex pushed her away as young hold her hands and took her away as she is crying 

but there is really no other option, as the VIP member saw other leaving to find the exit and Alex sitting down like it is the end of the game 

what a tragic it is when your beloved leaves you aren't it, Kol? says the game admin 

does this remind you of something may I ask? yes .... it did remind me something 

something what?? 

[the game maker remembers his friend he uses to play game with a memory a flashback he have of his friend who suicide , he loved his friend so much, but he tends to be forgotten, did he really forget his death why he created blue whale game was this just for fun? all questions will be answered] 

No never mind Kol I forgot. "it's fine, somethings are better unsaid"

and speaker said to Alex why are you not playing this level, if you do not play this level, we will punish you 

Alex replied,

"Then punish me"