Chapter 13

*YUCREA'S POV*

Weeks passed since the whole incident.lt was more troublesome to say the least.My body is still sore from all the activities from that day and all the emotions l felt.After taking a couple days off from school here l am again standing in front of the doors of hell and torture.l have this indescribable urge to just go back or run and change my identity and live a quiet life in country side or whatever maybe have two cats and l could maybe adopt when am at it.

'No but that can't work, l can't even take care of myself then how can l take care of the cats and the child,they would be dead in a week at an estimation.'l let out a heavy sigh at my thoughts which mostly l can't fulfill sadly.

They already put me in probation for what l did and l also got chewed out by the head of the family for not attending the ceremony and endangering my life and others as well.lt was a huge headache and l knew behind it all they were trying to fish me back to them.Back to those bloody hands.

L open the door and immediately all stares were directed at me but it doesn't last long thankfully as they continue what they were doing.l take my sit as l take out my notebook to write down the notes l missed during my 'holiday'.Luckily nothing seems out of the ordinary maybe due to them not knowing l was the culprit behind the take down of the terrorists and beasts at the amusement park but mostly l doubt they will ever suspect me after all am the shadow of the classroom.

As the lesson continues my headache resurfaces once again.l had already taken enough meds in the morning but it looks like l have to take more.l feel sick.l feel like am going crazy.lt's a matter of moments before they know.l pull myself back to sit straight as look at the view outside.lt seems some other classes are having their physical assessment classes.l feel even more dizzy as l stare at them or anything at this point.l can't even sit still in my desk.

'Damn!?'l can't even listen to what the bold man is saying but luckily for the first time ever he leaves early and with that l let myself fall in my desk before the next lesson starts.Even though l close my eyes l can't sleep.l feel more sick.lts like almost the feeling of suffocation.My headache doesn't help that much.

My pathetic situation continues through the day and the next and the next.l don't know when l had a proper sleep but let's not talk about that more importantly when l enjoyed the taste of food.Nowadays the food l once liked and enjoyed tastes like shit now.Am slowly turning into something that l wasn't suppose to turn into.l lay in the grass as l look at the blue sky.lt looks peaceful while am almost at my limit.

"Maybe am slowly turning into a zombie or am l already one?"l talk to myself as everything once again become to blurry to look at.

After having enough l drag myself up.L make my way to the library to return the books l borrowed.After returning them l decide look around for no apparent reason.l didn't have anything going on,so why not?.lt was like a safe place for me actually.

Minutes passed as l scrolled through some books l found.lt was almost time for my next lesson again.l stand l up to go but am physically tired which makes me immediately.l feel dizzy and collapse but before l could even reach the ground someone catches me.l breathe a sigh of relief.

"That's a close one."He says.l immediately recognised that voice.l turn to find Kam looking at me.We stay like that for a little bit as questions start rushing in my mind like wildfire as to why he was here and if he was also a student here why didn't l know but immediately answer that one because l know how am uninterested with everything and anything here.

"Are you okay?"He asks snapping me back to reality as l remove myself out of his embrace.People around us were already staring and taking about us.lt was uncomfortable and it didn't lift up my suffocation.What it did was make it even more worse than it was.l think l didn't control my strength enough which made him almost fall.l couldn't understand why but l bolted out of there.

l reached the nearest restroom as immediately washed my face with the cold water.l stared at my reflection which was too displeasing.l had a couple of eyebags here and there while my eyes were all faded and my lips were cracked from dryness, now bleeding.L looked like a mess maybe a hot one but still l looked like one and l hated it.