Prologue 1: Before I met him.

Tang Miran lives with her fiance who has no job and her best friend Gu yu tong,she calls her 'yuyu '.yuyu complememts her shapely figure,long blonde hair and tall figure,sharp red eyes. she was the definition of beauty,not like Miran who was also has attractive and gorgeus body,attractive smile and petite bodyshe was also beautiful but has pale skin more like white skin ,dark long hair,big hazel eyes.

Tang miran was one child who fall sick easily,it was until she was 5, she was diagonised with a Ventricular Septal Defect [a hole in the heart ].her fair skin gradually turned pale,she was nicknamed snow white.her parent hated her pale skin. she had to go through the taunts of all her elememtary friends all by herself until she met Gu yu tong who stood for her,after that day her and yuyu became friend ,yuyu gave her a new nickname coco.

They were friends until her mother and father died in a fatal accident at age 10.she was the only survival.she was taken to an orphanage in the middle of nowhere,she was able to run away at age 18.running all around she met meng Cheng who treated her like a human being after yuyu.with his help she was later able to get in contact with yuyu,then she started working so hard so as to lead a happy life with meng Cheng.

A year later, meng cheng proposed to her ,because of that miran started giving all her salary to him, yuyu who now lives in the house Miran rented, use to tell her this sentence '19 yet so stupid ' miran didn't actually mind , she felt she was doing everything for the sake of love.yuyu hated the idea so much," firstly,Cheng was a fully grown man,he's 22 yet so useless"yuyu use to say angrily,it was obvious she hated her friends fiance,but that wasn't the case at all.

she had been working in a company as a receptionist and she works as a cook in a road side big shot restaurant,well not exactly as a cook ,not that she gets paid.she does it out of her love for cooking.

That night she was so happy that it was her and Cheng's one year anniversary,she bought Cheng's favourite cake and champagne,miran wanted to surprise him instead she got surprised instead.she went up to her and Cheng's supposed room,she could hear voices inside the room ,they were laughing as if they were watching a stand up comedy.she opened the door slightly,her eyes couldn't believe what she saw.her own cheng who she had loved for months was with another woman not just any woman but her bestfriend.they were naked on the bed ,wrapped around each other like shrimp.

"Cheng?" yuyu called,"what is it ?"Cheng answered shoving her hair "who's better me or her ?"she asked.Miran heard cheng laugh."don't compare yourself to her,she's a workaholic "he said indiiferently.miran clumched her cloth firmly and covered her mouth so as to not make any sound."don't call her that,she working her butt off for the both of us."yuyu said her voice was calm it didn't sound like she was defending her at all."what about the wedding? Are you still going to marry her?"yuyu asked curiously "why would i ,you're pregnant for god sake don't stress yourself too much.the one I'm going to marry is you,we will live happily with my child "cheng said almost like daydreaming.

Yuyu was pregnant that explain her morning sickness,craving and sudden irritation for everything."what if she's pregnant too?"yuyu asked jealousy vivid in her voice "how can she pregnant when I haven't touchd her.she's still pure ."cheng pointed out yuyu nodded snuggling closer to him "don't mind her she's just so naive "yuyu said after a short silence "she's not naive ,she's just stupid,she thought I would get married to her because she gives me all her money.did you think I'll get married to a girl with a hole in her heart,I mean it doesn't make sense."

he said with so much disgust vivid in his voice "so you're technically saying you're going going to dump her"yuyu asked he nodded calmly his brown flowing swiftly. gosh he looked handsome but he was with another woman."don't you think its going to worsen her condition if she finds out" she said worriedly."well... Who's going to tell her ?nobody, so we're going to keep our little charade until were ready to carry out our plan"cheng said rubbing her tummy slightly.

Miran closed her mouth more tightly upon hearing what he said,she backed away trying to escape without letting them find out ,but she failed miserably her back hitted the flower vase in the front of the room.the vase came down smashing into several pieces just like how are heart has just broken.her cheater fiance rushed out ,he was shocked to see her standing in front the room.

"you..."cheng wanted to talk but miran stopped him "there's no need to be shocked ,I just came here too get something."she said laughing nervously trying to make it seem like she wasn't crying cheng moved closer to her to clean her wet face,"fake concern again " she muttered taking a step back "cheng was shocked he never thought she of all peole will dodge his hand."what's wrong ?" he asked worriedly obviously it was fake.

"me?!.i'm fine,I'm perfectly fine,well yuyu take care of yourself pregnancy can be tiring."she said purposely.Cheng was shocked "you knew all along ?" he asked "i didn't know, but now I know. I made a mistake by coming back early today " yuyu rushed out with tears in her eyes and hugged miran "gosh coco I'm sorry I didn't mean to break your heart" "who said you broke my heart "she said without the slightless indiffernce in her voice ,she needed to show them she wasn't weak."what do you mean ?"yuyu withdrew and looked at her.

"i mean I'm happy for you guys and especially for my goddaughther or son " she said smiling ."so you're not angry " "ofcourse I'm,you could have told me you liked my fiance.I know it hard to say but I could have let go of him "she said making the couple feel guilty."it's our ..." Cheng wanted to say something but Miran stopped him."it doesn't matter ,i kept the cake I bought inside the refrigerator.have fun eating it ."she said and turned to leave ,a hand stopped her

"I'm sorry once again "she met Cheng's guilty eye "i wish you use to look at me like you're doing now. Live a happy life "she said and released her hand from his grasp.she dashed out of her own apartment like a maniac.

It wasn't untill she got into the dark street she realized she had been running and the champagne she bought was still in her hand.she began drinking it until she was drunk ,well even a 5%alcohol can make her drunk,she walked down the street until she got to one of the company she was working in branch hotel.

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★A ventricular septal defect (VSD) sometimes referred to as a hole in the heart is a type of congenital heart defect. In a VSD, there is an abnormal opening in the wall between the main pumping chambers of the heart (the ventricles BBB).★