Dream

"Monica. Monica. Wake up!" Someone patted me and call my name. Familiar voice but I can't determine whose voice is this. I open my eyes and I saw Meg looking at me while checking the time.

"Sis why?" I answered.

"What do you mean why? It's weekends sis we will go to the beach remember? Come on move your ass up I don't want to be late." My sister pulled me and pushed me into the CR. She said she will pack my things all I need to do is to take a bath and dress up quickly so that we can leave right away.

We're all inside the car now, Meg says that the beach is just a 2-hour drive. Nate is the one who's driving, Meg in the passenger seat and I'm here in the backseat still wondering what happened that night. It's been days since Nate and I got drunk. My head hurts every time I try to remember what happened. I don't even remember which one is real and which one is just a product of my imagination. When I wake up the next day, Nate is no longer in my room I'm sleeping on my bed and the bottles of beer are gone. Nate didn't mention anything after that night, she still the usual Nate.

"Are you okay Monica?" I got surprise when Nate call me. "Ye-yes, yes I'm okay Nate". I tried to smile to make her believe and I just looked out the window. It's a good thing there's no traffic, for sure we will arrive early.

"Is it okay if we stop over? I just need to go to the CR." Nate asked. Sis and I agreed. While waiting for Nate, I decided to call Aira, because I really need to talk to someone about me and Nate. I can't open up with Meg since they're friends. And it's awkward if I tell her that I have this weird feeling towards her best friend.

OTP

"Hello Bes!" I greeted Aira.

"Hey Sup?"

"I have something to tell you, but it's kind of awkward. I just really need someone to talk to about what happened. Are you free right now?"

"Sure! I'm listening, I'm not doing anything so I'm cool. Is it about Charlie?"

"Nope not about him, ahmmm... promise me first you won't over react and tell me honestly what do you think of the situation, it's just that It really bothers me."

"Alright Monica Bautista! Go on spill."

"So my sister's best friend and I got drunk few days ago. And then we play this Truth or Dare game. And then I dared her to kiss me. The problem is I don't know what happened after that. I don't know if we kissed, I don't know if we make out. Ughh! I don't I can't really take it off my mind." I stomped my feet and pulled my hair out of frustration.

"Oh my god! Sorry you said don't over react. Okay calm down Aira. Well why don't you ask him?"

"It's a...a her actually."

"What???!! Well now girl I can't calm down. I mean who is this person? Girl you're gay??"

"Bes I doonnttt knooww, I'll call you later once we arrive at the beach."

"Oh, beach vacation. Okay I will wait. I can't give you a proper advice if I don't know the whole story."

"Okay bes, thank you. Talk to you later. Love you!"

While travelling I receive a message from Aira asking for a picture of Nate. Then I realize we're not friends in any social media. I tried to look for her account and of course she and my sister are moots. There you go. @Naance, nice it's public profile. Scroll, scroll, what's that? White rose, she loves white rose? Aside from white roses all of the other image are building and people that are in black and white. Gotcha! Picture of Nate. She's sitting on the grass and staring at the camera with her poker face. Her eyes look so deep and no emotion. Her hair is a little bit longer that her hair now. Hmmm, why all these pictures are in B&W. I reached the last photo and there I saw Nate hugging someone from behind looking so much happy. The girl she's hugging has feline eyes, sweet smile and has an elegant aura. I check out the girls Instagram @PatZ.

"And we're here!"

I was so busy stalking Nate and the girls profile that I didn't noticed that we arrived. I just went back to Nate's account took a screenshot of her solo pic and the one with the girl and send it to Aira. We checked in and went to our own room. Nate has her own room while Meg and I were together. We just change our outfits and went to the beach right away. I am wearing a yellow two-piece swimsuit, Meg is wearing a black one and Nate is wearing an all-white polo and shorts. We sit and feel the beauty of the beach.

"I love it here, thank god we really push trough on taking a vacation before going back to work." Meg says while closing her eyes and feeling the breeze.

"Jet ski later girls?" said Nate.

"Why later? Let's do it now!" Meg and I answered together. We ran to the man who's guarding the Jet ski and we ride one by one. We are like children chasing each other in the middle of the sea. Nate and I almost collided and Meg fell because of her clumsiness. We still wanted to play and chase each other however it rains a little heavier.

"Woooahhhh! I'm so tired!" Nate shouted as we went to our room.

"It's really great! What are we going to do next? I saw a lot of bars earlier, let's go later?" Meg says. Of course I agree, no beach vacation is complete without a party.

"Okay, okay, it's still early so let's have some rest first. If you want to do something do it first. I'll just take a nap to have energy later." Nate said goodbye to us. We agreed to do what we wanted to do individually before the party started.

I'm drying my hair and my sister is the one who's taking a bath now. I remembered that I was going to call Aira so we could continue our conversation. I check her reply to what I sent earlier.

-Girrllll this "her" that you're referring to is more handsome compared to other "him".

-Bes who's the girl? She has a girlfriend? My god! You gay and a relationship wrecker!

-Hey Monica! Hey mistress answer me!

This girl is really crazy and her imagination is really out of this world.

OTP

"Hello mistress? Please continue the story." Aira greeted me with her judgmental voice.

"Stop with that mistress thing Aira Diaz. The girl you're talking about; I don't know who she is but one thing's for sure Nate, don't have a girlfriend. I asked Nate last time when we got drunk."

"Oh! Okay, so she's free. But wait girl, please explain to me again what you feel and why are you being bothered with this girrll? Let me just put a little emphasis on the giiirlll. Actually I don't care if it's a girl or boy, but bes what's this? You just wanted to explore your options?"

"No, no. It started that night when we got drunk. That night I dared her to kiss me"

"Ah right yeah that night. Maybe it's just a result of you not having a boyfriend for a long time, don't you think? Why not try to hook up with Charlie?"

"Woah! Woah wait! It's not that easy bes. And no I don't want to talk to that guy again."

"Bes, based on what happened and what you've told me, that's the only reason that I can think of. Think about it, why a straight girl like you will suddenly be attracted to a same sex? And regarding your sister's best friend, I don't think she's being bothered about it nor having any romantic feeling towards you."

"Okay, I guess. Maybe I just need to let it go." I told her even though I really don't agree on what she said.

"I think so too, don't think about it anymore. Enjoy yourself instead, you said you're at the beach right? So just make the most out of it. Alright bes?"

"Hmmmkay. Thanks Love you!"