C255: Where Comes The Bliss (Part 1)

Chapter 255: Where Comes The Bliss (Part 1)   

Shera Rigen's perspective

Camp Kinser - Okinawa island - Japan

September 1st, 2060 - 1:41 AM

"Sigh...". - A sigh came out, making a bit of sound for our silent moment

Everything to me is so dark right now, my husband isn't with me. I sit in a corner, cowering, hoping John is fine.

An assault suddenly occurred in the base when we were resting. Both sides shot each other, we were on our own, alone surviving ourselves, only five of us.

Somehow when we were trying to make a way out, we found snows. The sky was filled with strange things like snow, although it never appeared there ever until the assault occurred.

But we neglected those details but kept making our way out. While on the run, we got cut off so sudden. Now I'm still shocked to remember it.

In that chaotic situation, we got lost from John. A bullet hit my palm, and grazed a long line on my left forearm. A frag of a grenade made a shallow cut on my right shoulder.

The pain was very big, I lay on the ground. I moaned in pain, couldn't make a single step. Hatano wasn't lucky, her belly got some cut. But thank the Goddess, we were still alive.

Only Reimi was the one who wasn't injured. She struggled, crawling out of the wall while dragging both of us to follow. Only a dense snow ground welcomed us, soldiers patrolled around.

Luckily, we ended up in a small bathroom, inside a building that we found when we were on the run. There, we got ourselves healed by bandaging, we managed to stay alive... we were so lucky.

But staying alive isn't what I want right now. John... my husband isn't here with me. We got lost during that situation, and I really want to find him. But I want to have some information first.

Hatano was wounded, but she volunteered to go outside for the search. Her wounds were bandaged when did it. She hasn't gone back to the bathroom yet. Her slow return makes me worried.

The bathroom only has me and Reimi. We sit oppositely, but have the same point that the corner in which we are sitting, is dark, lacks of light. Around us are bandages, three ransacked green military backpacks.

Bandages, firearms, everything which we pulled out from the bags, are scattered around the floor. Our blood has been dried, but remains on the floor, so much to clean up. The coldness outside made it dry faster.

My hands hold Reimi's Advisor tightly. But the device's battery is a problem, three percent. I had phoned my husband from the time I could move... no response. Now haven't seen his call.

I sit in the corner, cowering more than usual. I try to lift my hands, putting them on my knees to have a little test. My bandaged hand is still burning hurtfully... so does my injured shoulder.

"Arrrrghhh...". - It was still a bit hurt when I moved

"Do you need anything, my Highness?". - Reimi got close to me, stopped me from moving my hands

"Find my husband...".

"I'm sorry for not making it comes true". - Huh...? Why did you lower your face

"My Highness?!". - I grabbed her collar, squeezing it with my fine hand

"You didn't feel that pain...? He's out there, we don't know if he's fine or...". - Thinking about my husband's current situation, my heart got squeezed, I felt... breathless

"It may be hurtful but please be patient and understanding of my decision, my Highness". - Reimi, I can be patient with everything, but bad things that happen to my loved ones ain't.  "She hasn't returned, both of us are fragile and no one knows what welcomes us out there if we step out". - Reimi, you're clever on this one but I don't want my servant to be against my words.  "Instead, we go to find the Allied... we may have a chance to see them, they will watch our back, also help us to find your husband and Sarah".

"Shakes head!".  "Everyone will prioritize needs of their closest ones and themselves before doing it for others". - Your plan won't work, Reimi

"We haven't tried it yet so you can't conclude it too quickly". - We stand on our own now, Reimi, stop dreaming of being rescued by the Allied.  "Colonel Cawess and Lieutenant Seeley may help all of us, they're high-ranked officers, if we see them then we m-".

"They won't". - From my view, both of them may have fled somewhere with other military officers when the assault here broke out.  "Hmmmm... we're on our own... only five of us". - Even when they were still here, they wouldn't save us at all

Who wants to waste lives of their troops for just to save strangers of someone?

"But we h-".

"I said that won't work!!!!!!! Now if you don't help me, I'll find my husband alone!". - Expressing my anger, I put my hand on the floor, trying to grab a gun.  "One choice, n-".

"Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough!". - All of sudden, someone coughed in front of us

"......". - I stayed silent, pointing a pistol at the bathroom door

The door is later opened with a coldness, the cold wind flies inside the room. A woman's figure sets her feet in, leaving traces of her feet, snowy, white and sticky on the floor. She comes close to me till Reimi casts a spell to create a small fireball in her palm.

"Anything?". - I asked that woman's figure, it appeared to be Hatano

"Shakes head...". - Her face seemed to be a bit... unwell.  "Cough! Cough! Cough!". - She covered her mouth, slowly heading to a corner to sit on

She drops her rifle and her military backpack on the floor tiredly, angrily. She sits there, pulling out lines of snow from her clothes, holding back from too much coughing.

"I will do the next go". - Reimi put the fireball close to the snow lines in Hatano's clothes, making them melt away

Reimi will be the next one to switch the shift... or I should say the duty to find John and Sarah. However, I'm quite hurried about finding my husband, I want to do it.

"My Highness, what are you doing?". - Just look after her when I'm gone

I don't say anything. Struggling to get up in pain, my right hand later holds a pistol as a weapon to defend. Due to my injured body, I can't carry all. I know I will face dangers if I go, but now I just want to save my husband.

"Stop it, snowflake...". - Huh? What did Hatano just say?

"You're still injured, please stop!". - Reimi rushed to me, holding my shoulders, she pressed me down

"Urrrghhh...". - She accidentally touched the wounded part of my shoulder, but I'll let her off this time.  "Reimi... I must find him".

"That'll be pointless, no way it'll be possible!".

"They're alive...". - Hatano got up and approached me after saying.  "Over here, see it?". - She snatched Advisor from my hand, then showed me the glowing screen

From what I see... there's a blue dot glowing, always appears as the sensor motion passes it. The dot is located somewhere away from us. That location belongs to an area that's beyond the sensor's perimeter. It also stays on the dark side map (The part that hasn't been discovered), John is there.

"Why there's only one...?". - Reimi was quite bewildered to know there was only a blue dot on the screen

"Sarah's battery is dead, only John's works". - Hatano later headed to calling both of 'em.  "........". - She called them but they didn't reply

"About it?". - I asked Hatano

"They may be in the situation that can't contact us".

"Two percent left". - Reimi retrieved the device, but from that time, I know we don't have much time to wait if the battery ends

A deep nervousness and a deep sorrow suddenly show up both in my mind and my body. John is not here with me and I don't know if my husband is really alright or not. We got far away too suddenly, I wish he replied to my phone call now. I hope that.

"Urrrghhh...". - As my sadness comes, I feel like to vomit

Something inside me, I can feel it... every time I get more nervous, I will likely vomit. This time, it comes again when I'm hurt. I just know to walk to a sink, then grab a wall to tighten myself, I lower my face down to the sink.

"My Highness, are y-".

"Arrrrrggghhhhhhhhh...!!!".  "Urrrghhh...!!!". - I vomited literally everything

"Ahhhh...". - After vomiting, only the haziness and the pains remained in me

"What's wrong with you...?!". - Reimi came to me, worried about me.  "You got some kind of illness again? Not good, not good... what do I do now?". - She only knew to lead me to a clean corner.  "Please rest!". - She put me there.  "Must have something, these things must have something... food perhaps, or anything...!". - She went on ransacking the military backpacks once again, hoping to see something good to help me

I feel powerless, unwell and full of sorrow. Reimi is doing her best to help me, but I just know to watch her doing it. My husband will surely be very sad if he knows I have an ill to be cured.

"Oi, Snowflake Hime - sama".  (Hey, Snowflake Princess). - All of sudden, I heard Hatano speaking up so I took a little look at her

"You should better rest...". - She looked up the roof, making a very cold exhale.  "Reimi and I'll go out again, searching for 'em... just don't follow us, you may kill another thing of yours". - Huh?

"This is not the time to pick a fight here!". - Reimi confronted Hatano, she pulled her up and grabbed her collar, pushing her to a wall.  "We're all alone, can't rely on anyone out there! We should be together, not holding grudges like you here! Just stop it!". - I only feel more tired to hear them quarreling

"I really d-".

"Pip! Pip!". - Advisor suddenly popped up notifications

"Haaahhhh! Haaahhhh! You're there, John...". - I gasped, crawling to the device then picking it up

"John... John... sobs! Sobs! Sobs! Sobs! You're here...!". - Seeing my husband's face on the screen, my heart got warmth than ever

Private First Class Sarah Hatano's perspective

"Shera, Shera, you're still okay?!".  "Ahhhh!". - John screamed in his happiness when he saw his wife was still alive

Both sides finally managed to make a video call despite staying in the dangerous zone. I'm so glad to know Princess is still alright. I'm a little bit tired to move, so have to tap Commander's back to ask him to crawl closer to me.

"Are you hurt, John?".

"No, I'm fine". - He didn't hear me at all, just kept on talking with his wife happily.  "Reimi, is she okay?".

"She's over here, she's fine".

"Good good... thank God!". - John couldn't stop expressing his emotions, he got up and walked around the restroom with his eyes on the screen

"Sis, you there?!". - I got up, approaching John

"Hey, why did yo-". - I saw my big sis pulling out Reimi to have her face on the screen

"You okay, sis?".

"Nod...". - She just nodded without saying, I sensed that she was staring at me

"I'm okay...". - It's good when no one in the group was hurt

I want to get closer to SA but John moves her away from my sight, sigh. He walks around the room, feeling happy to the top of the cloud.

"John, please let me know where you are to let us find you". - His wife immediately went straight to a reunion purpose

"Just calm down, Shera...". - John got closer to the room's door, then he got to a wall.  "Snow's falling, outside is very cold and... I can't see anything clear out there". - He put one hand on the door's frame, looking at far away - the ground filled with snow and strong winds, blurry things

"Where are you right now? Is that place safe?".

"We're in a small building, my Lord, a small bathroom". - Reimi sounded up, she took the device from Shera

"Hey!". - Shera got frustrated when her servant snatched the device

"My Highness, please forgive me, just a minute". - Reimi raised the camera angle, then walked to the room's door.  "You see it?". - She opened the door, showing us an empty area

"Yeah, what's wrong?".

"I don't know what's outside looks like now, but this place is very empty". - Reimi closed the door, returned to Princess.  "Hatano had just made a searching for you two earlier, she didn't go far".  "My Lord, please let us know about the location you and Lady Sarah are in, both of us are ready for the 2nd searching".

"Just forget it, it ain't gonna work". - John returned to the room, sitting near me.  "We went quite far to the South since we got cut off... we were in the snow when you were calling us so...". - Commander got to the door and opened it, peeking out cautiously

"We found an undergrounded restroom or something... it's safe here, to me". - John closed the door, then locked it.  "There were firefights recently, but now it's silent so don't know what's happening outside either". - He sat near me, I got closer to see Reimi.  "You shouldn't be here, we'll search for you instead".

"John". - Princess got on the screen alongside Reimi.  "Actually we went to the South too, and ended up here...".  "The building we went in had a large white burned sign in the entrance's top, words are worn out because of the fire".

"Yeah, that description may help me a lot".  "We'll surely find you when the weather out here gets better".

"The battery is dying, my Highness, one percent...". - Reimi looked closer at the screen then informed us

"John, pl-".  "Pip!". - The call has been disconnected

"Shera?!".  ".............". - John didn't utter anymore, he just deeply grazed at the screen in silence.  "Shit...!". - He put the device on the floor, then turned off it to save the remaining battery

"They're still okay, Sarge, please calm down". - I got close to John, then hugged him to comfort him

The restroom is now filled with a deep silence, the cold winds from windows and our breaths. Everything out there after China's assault is beyond our imagination. There's no reply from the Allied yet. Though John brought with him a picked walkie-talkie, there's no reply from the Allied yet.

"Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough!". - All of sudden, I coughed non-stop

"Ah, shit". - John got up, he pulled out a lighter from his military backpack

"It's hard to get rid of this kind of snow". - He lighted up the lighter.  "These windows are too badly designed, we can't shut them off... fuck this shit". - He dragged the military backpacks away from the windows

"Here, get here". - He told me to sit in a corner which doesn't have a window

I get up then approach the area, I sit on it. Although getting warmer thanks to the lighter, the restroom is still cold to me, so does John. Hmmmm... our clothes are still filled with these sticky snow lines, must get rid of them before our clothes absorb these toxic things.

"Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough!".  "Ackchooooo!!!". - My sneeze shocked my brain so bad

"Urrrghhh... urrrghhh... ahh". - I rubbed around my throat, now I feel both sore and dehydrated, not good!

"Wait for me a bit". - John got out of the room

I know the cause of my sneezing and my coughing is my clothes. They're covered with these annoying snowing things, every time I sniff it, my nose seems to sense some kind of allergic, so I cough. Urrrghhh... so bad, I feel exhausted after coughing too much, ahhh. I don't want it!

"Urrrrrgggghhhh!". - I tried my best, I got up and started trying this plan

I strip off my coat, my pants, my shoes, anything that I see having snow sticking to them. After removing those things, I throw them to an empty side of the room. Now the floor is full of scattered clothes, ransacked backpacks, rifles... and some snow.

"Haaahhhh... ahhh...". - I moaned in happiness

Now the only things that remain in my body are just my bra and my underwear. Though not wearing too many clothes, my body feels more comfortable when I don't cough anymore. I can still feel the coldness when my body touches the wall's surface. But it's still better than wearing clothes with those sticky snows.

"Gulps... gulps... gulps...". - Now my tummy is gulping, asking for food

I immediately take a look at the two military backpacks. Somehow their shapes make me feel like they used to be our Alrotz bags. Now I just wonder if these bags have food or water inside or not.

"Urrrghhh...!". - I held myself by using my hands, somehow the cold winds from outside are oddly getting stronger

I don't have a problem with sneezing and coughing anymore, but the coldness is torturing me. I feel very tired, shaking, trembling when the coldness from windows is getting colder than ever.

"Hey, found somethin' ". - Commander came in the restroom with a... barrel?

He doesn't look at me at all but is doing his best in pulling the thing forward. His forearms aren't fully healed yet, they are still bandaged and he's still hurt. Because I want to help John, I get up then rush to the barrel to roll it to an empty corner.

"Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough!". - Again, I coughed again after sniffing... John's clothes were all filled with snow

"What the hell's wrong with you, Private?!". - Please stop being noisy, I am helping you!

"Huh?!". - Oh, now I've realized what John was meaning.  "Uhhh, ummm... it's quite cold and my clothes are stuck in those snows, uh".  "Just forget it, forget it!". - Feeling embarrassed, I rolled the barrel faster till it reached the corner

"Cough! Cough!". - I must stay away from his clothes a bit.  "You should better take off your clothes too, we need to clean up the snow, melt it, erase it, Commander". - Silently walked back to my previous position, I took a seat slowly

"Great, outstanding answer". - John teased me or something, but I didn't hold it long in my mind.  "I found this one outside, still good to use". - He tapped on the barrel twice, then took out some wooden planks inside it

"What are you gonna do with it?". - I asked John, gazing at him while using my hands to cover my sensitive parts

"Heat up the place". - He swiftly pulled out a lighter.  "Some of 'em are dried, but most are filled with snow... but still good to use". - He managed to set a plank on fire, then threw it back inside the barrel.  "Wait wait wait!". - John chose a seat on a nearby corner, he pulled out some magazines from his ammo pouches

Then he takes out some bullet shells from a rifle's magazine, as if he is doing... oh, I get his purpose now. Commander is thinking about using the features of the smokeless gunpowder inside the shells to assist in igniting the fire. Hmmmm... maybe I should join hands too. He needs help anyway, we are on our own.

"Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough!". - While taking out the bullet shells, John coughed some, his snot even came out.  "Shit...". - He got up after using a knife to open up a shell, then poured the gunpowder inside the burning wooden planks inside of the barrel

"Ahhhh...". - He used his sleeves to wipe out his snot.  "Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough! Cough!". - It ended up making him cough terribly

"Lemme help you". - I approached John, hoping to help him, even just a little bit

"Just stand there, Private!". - He pointed his index finger at me straightly, prohibiting me to step closer.  "Cover those melons, or both of us are gonna cough...". - Wait, what is he staring at...?

"Sit the damn down!".

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Everything seems to be going well although I didn't help him much earlier. Right now, we manage to set up a large amount of fire source to stand against the coldness out there. However, to get rid of our coughing and sneezing, both of us had to... strip off then drove our clothes away.

We are sitting together, beside each other. The burning barrel is nearby, filled with the heat of fire, warm enough. Our clothes that got stuck in the sticky snows are now placed all around the barrel to melt down those things.

When our clothes are clean, we will be able to redress then get out of this undergrounded restroom. Outside is still dark, filled with a snow storm, strong winds keep coming into our room by the windows.

We have lost contact with our group recently. My SA and Reimi's SA have run out of battery, only John's is left. However, we had to turn off that device too in order to save the battery. We can't charge now, the devices need the solar power to do that.

Although not knowing the exact location of our lost group, we managed to learn some descriptions of the area they drifted in. When the sun rises, we will get out of this restroom then make a search. That plan is risky, we don't know if any danger is out there or not, but both of us have made our decision to find our group.

Till this time, the Allied hasn't made any announcement, or made an action. At the beginning of the secret assault on this base, firefights and strikes from the sky kept sounding loudly. Right now, we hear nothing more but the silence of the outside's coldness, filled with snow.

"Hey, don't look!". - A moment of thinking of mine was disrupted by John, he kept staring at my breasts.  "Hmmph...! Don't peek...!". - Scolding him wasn't enough, I had to cover my sensitive parts by using my hands

"Need visual to communicate, I don't mean anything bad". - Hmmmm... your answer has some point, but it doesn't mean we have to talk by looking at each other

Because both of us are like the same, the difference is that our underwear remains. Hmmm... maybe I should sit a bit farther. I feel odd to be with John, my heart beats faster than usual and I get blushed when he looks at me.

"Don't sit far, fire won't reach you to heat you up, Sarah". - Now I don't know if he intentionally wants to sit near me or just cares about my problem

"As long as we don't make things go further... I've married so... just believe me". - I don't know what you're meaning, Commander!

Hmmmm... now I've just figured out something... so this is how the feeling of a man and a woman in the same room looks like. Although we only sit together, something inside me is urging me to... I don't know. It urges me to do something with John, I think his feeling also tells him to do so too.

"Ummm...". - Both of us gazed at each other for a few seconds.  "Ummm... nothin' ". - We looked away, but kept our distance nearer.  "Gulps...!". - Now it's my turn to be the one who has problems!!!

I had just glanced at John's body and his groin before looking away with some drool in my mouth. I must stop it! My mind and my body feel very odd right now, I just wanna stop it. But that feeling keeps urging me so bad.

"I'm hungry...!". - I distracted myself, I rushed to a nearby backpack to take out some... only had water and MREs

"Gulps! Gulps! Gulps! Gulps!". - I immediately drank a lot of water as I could.  "Haaahhhh! Haaahhhh...! Haaahhhh...!". - Some water drops had just fallen on my breasts

"Don't look!".

"I didn't...". - John kept excusing, he later sat on the right side as if to cover something of his

But I soon calm down, then sit beside him once again. Hmmmm... I don't know if I am doing this right or not but I'm hugging John. Of course, my breasts are pressing on his back, he's sure enjoyed it a lot.

"Uhhh... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be loud". - Maybe I had just turned on something in my body, my body feels so hot and I can't think of anything properly

"Ahhh... nothing, nothing". - John forgave me, but somehow I feel like both of us are feeling very hot!!!

"Ahem!". - I put my hands away from him.  "...........". - Then returned to my seat, staying silent there

A long silence occurs as both of us stop talking. The fire is still burning inside the barrel, though it seems to be getting smaller as time goes by. Somehow I see the coldness is getting bigger. The planks are being burned out very quickly, we need an alternative source to keep the fire running, or it will die.

"We've got a problem here". - John got up then observed the burning barrel.  "I don't know if I can find a good one to keep the fire run or not, but I will try to make some". - He later got to his clothes

"Wait...". - I grabbed his hand, begging him not to go

"...". - John glanced at me with a questioning face, he later looked away as if not to make me feel annoying

"It's dangerous out there... we'll find another way".

He doesn't say anything, but sits down slowly. Both of us glance at each other once again, we feel very hot when we keep getting closer. Gulp...!  The way my body reacts to John's... I'm excited for no reason, I feel like to do something with him, gulp!

"Slap!". - I used both of my hands to slap my cheeks.  "Hmmph...!". - However, everything ended up urging me to come closer to John

"Your first time ever experiencing this, aren't you?". - Huh? What did you mean, Commander?

"Look at you, you're too naive for me to answer...". - He tried not to peek at my breasts, or my body's sensitive parts

"Hmmph...!". - To be honest, not intentionally, but I peeked at his groin several times before looking away too

"But I'm ain't naive!". - I covered my breasts and my crotch, feeling embarrassed.  "But yeah, it's my first time experiencing this feeling, it's odd... very". - Now I just wonder how would a man and a woman do to each other if there are just both of them freely in a room

Hmmmm... I can't get it!

I must distract myself, yeah!

"Commander... where comes the bliss?".

"Huh?".

"I mean...". - I glanced at him, keeping eye contact.  "I mean... what really makes you feel happy?". - I looked away, but couldn't stop myself from avoiding peeking at his groin, gulp!

"My family...". - Oh, I understand the feeling of losing your family, Sergeant.  "Every time I feel tired, depressed, exhausted from working... seeing my wife when I go home is enough to fly away from tiredness".  "Now I just want to see her again, I want to reunite with my wife... I love her a lot...". - Done sharing it with me, he lowered his face.  "Sigh...!".

"We will soon gather under one roof, Commander". - I grabbed his shoulder, comforting him

"Seeing you and others stay safe is enough to make me feel good...". - I tapped his shoulder, smiling to give him some moods to go forward.  "Whatever happens, as long as we are together, we'll get through it no matter how".

"It's bad when people in this world have to live in war... why do we have to do it?". - Later I returned to my seat, looking up the roof, wondering several times

"Many circumstances lead to it, Sarah, you won't understand it fully... so do I". - John got closer to me.  "Life's full of things, It's such a pity to see how history repeats itself, right?".

"Eh?". - I glanced at John, wondering

"The old make wars then they realize how bad it is... so they make peace then rebuild everything for a better future".  "But the young don't know what war looks like, they repeat that mistake like their grands, the loop keeps going without an end".

"I wanna create a world where peace is the obvious thing". - I spoke up my real thoughts to John

"It's a long road to start with".  "Not easy to make it, Private".

"I'm doin' it now...". - Or that's what I am thinking about

All of sudden, the fire inside the barrel is nowhere to be seen anymore. Up to now, both of us have just realized that the fire is turned off. Oddly, the coldness and the winds from outside start trembling us. The room is not just filled with darkness and silence, but also the coldness.

"Shit...!". - John took a look at the barrel.  "Woods are burned all, no fire's left...". - He grabbed a lighter inside a backpack, then lighted it up

"Snows have disappeared, but clothes are still not fine".

"What should we do now...?". - I got more trembled, both of us kept shaking, exhaling cold breaths to the bone

While holding myself from the cold, I see John handing me some clothes. However, I just know to put them on my head and my back to cover. My body keeps shaking although getting covered by the clothes.

For some reason, we end up hugging each other in the cold, trembling non-stop. When the cold gets colder, we hug ourselves tighter than ever. We are now just two people struggling to get through this cold time.

"Sarah... haaahhhh...". - John called me while hugging me, his breath was very cold

"Kiss...!". - All of sudden, he kissed me, even grabbed and squeezed my breast

"What are you!".

"Just calm down, I'm trying to help you!". - He pressed me down on the floor, telling me to calm down but... why?!

"Just tell me what you are doing exactly!".

"I have no choice left, I'm sorry but we have to heat up to keep us alive".

"Hmmph...!". - I slowly loosened my body, allowing John to do what he told me

"Shera, Shera, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry". - He started whispering, apologizing non-stop

"I'll make it fast, Sarah, I'm sorry when I have to do this, just hold on there".

"Ahhhh!". - As John finished, he pulled out my bra without hesitation, making my breasts exposed to his eyes

"Hey, stop it! What are you doing?! You know this is very bad but you keep doing it, don't you?!". - I tried to push him away, but John held me very tight

"It's getting colder, only doing this will save both of us!". - Hmmmm... what should I do right now...? Should I put my trust in him for once?

"Only this time, only once...".

"Hmmph... I'll trust you". - Then I put my hands down, feeling nervous, wondering what he would do next

Right after I put my hands down, John starts grabbing my left breast, then squeezes it forcefully. The way he does that as if to excite him, so do I when I feel it's so... ecstatic.

"Ahhhh...!". - His tongue came out then started licking mine.  "Kiss!". - He kissed me like a beast, his tongue kept wrapping mine without letting it off.  "Sarah, ahhh!". - John grunted, moaning while rubbing my crotch non-stop

Following Commander by doing that, I can feel some kind of heat created through our actions. Thanks to it, our bodies get hotter, preventing us from dying in the cold.

"Haaahhhh... haaahhhh...". - Right at this moment, something inside me is urging me to come to John

John is doing something, he is removing my underwear carefully. However, I can't see him doing that, just guess it. Haaahhhh... haaahhhh... my gasp is getting hot instead of getting colder.

It means the method to save us from the cold is working very well. However, we need to keep our heat up more to make sure we won't get cold once again anymore.

"I'm sorry when we have to move further, Sarah...". - John looked at me, apologized while squeezing my breasts, feeling it in his mind

Both of us stare at each other for a while without speaking up a word. At this moment, John is trustworthy to me. Although I want to say something to him, the cold is getting closer. We must do it instead of talking to keep ourselves alive through this night, we must keep working.

"Kiss!". - I grabbed his nape tightly, then gave him a sweet kiss without saying anything

"Urrrghhh... ahhh... urrrgh...". - Right after kissing me, John grunted with one of his hands squeezing my breast, while the other one he put on the ground to hold

Hmmm... I feel something hard and hot colliding with my groin area. Ummm... or exactly, it is rubbing my vagina, sometimes... it twitches, as if to wait for the right moment to explode.

"Huh?". - I tried to take a look

"Hmmmm...". - Now I feel so embarrassed

That is John's penis. He's going to do something with me, eh? Slamming that thing inside my vagina, right? I just don't want to see it! I close my eyes.

"Urrrghhh... ahhh... I don't if you're really still, by the way...". - John rubbed his penis around my vagina, he was explaining to me something.  "If you still have it, then I'm sorry when I have to take it away from you".  "It's gonna hurt, I'll surely be gentle, urrrghhh... urrrghhh!". - He started squeezing my breast more powerfully, his other hand started squeezing mine as if to break it

"Urrrghhh!". - As his grunt sounded out, something hard and hot slammed deep inside my vagina slowly, reaching the bottom of my uterus

"Urgh...". - I managed to hold back from moaning

I can feel something burning inside my uterus leaking out. A pain inside. Somehow I sense that I am having some kind of blood loss, by doing it. However, that problem is not a big deal right now, but John.

"It hurts, don't! It's too rough... it hurts!". - I moaned out, asking him to be gentle

"Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh!". - John seemed to be not listening to my begging, he just kept slamming it up and down

I can feel my breasts bouncing up and down when John keeps doing that. I try to hold myself from the pain, trying to tolerate everything ahead.

"Ahhh...! Ahhhh! Ahhhh!". - Slowly, I am trying to feel his penis inside my uterus.  "Urrrghhh... slow down, please be gentle!". - The pain is still there, but now I feel something good through doing this

I uncontrollably close my legs to squeeze John's waist, not letting him off. Not just that, my hands grab his nape once again, then I slowly head up.

"Kiss... ahhhh... ahhh... ahhh!". - I started becoming active. Right now, my tongue wrapped his tightly, I greedily kept John for myself and forgot the purpose of what we were supposed to do earlier