What am I to you? (unedited)

Okay... Liam had definitely not planned for that to happen. His emotions were all over the place, and the thought of Oliver slowly slipping out of his hands into another man's was driving him insane. The entire night, he hadn't been able to sleep a wink. He had also turned off his phone to avoid any calls from his friends since he suspected they may have tried to call him. And today, he hadn't bothered to go to school. He was a complete mess. 

Imagine hating gays for more than half your life because you were harassed by one, only to suddenly start liking a boy. A boy who had a girlfriend and whom everyone was interested in. It was insane. Purely insane!

He looked at Oliver's face, which was still normal. Everyone knew how easily the look on Oliver's face transformed into that of either shock or confusion. It usually didn't take much before his eyes grew wide. But now... Oliver was just staring at him with his usual straight, frustrated face.