Chapter 79 - Do You Think Im Ready?

"Is it to you liking your majesty?"

I absently nodded, not really paying much attention to the maids fussing about my clothes, hair, and the rest of my appearance. I knew it was important, but my mind was elsewhere. The speech was only an hour away and from what I'd been told, every single citizen of the capital was waiting, including all the nobles and even some people from nearby towns and villages. All come to hear the speech the new king had to say, the speech I had to give.

It was sort of odd in a way, considering the fact that I'd had complete confidence in myself when the idea had come up, but now, if I was being honest, I was nervous. Not overly so, but this in a way was more important than the meeting I'd had in the throne room with the nobles. These were my people now, the common people that built up a kingdom, an empire. Ruling over a people who hated you was not easy and not something I wanted, not that I thought I'd mess it up that bad, but nerves were never and tended to pop up when least wanted.

"I think this is fine," I said, waving away the maid. "You've done excellently as usual."

They smiled and I made sure to remember to complement those working for me whenever I had the chance. It took no effort, but clearly had a great effect on morale and endeared them to me further.

Once they had left I did a quick once over of my garb. It was far more flamboyant and expensive-looking than anything id' worn before. My trousers, vest, and shirt, had bits of ribbon and lace, and like the cape and armor I wore over them, it was all embroidered with gold and silver. The armor had been a sudden addition, but the maids had liked it so much that I'd hadn't the heart to tell them, no, not to mention the fact it looked damn good, and I'd rather them see the armor than the lace-covered shirt beneath. I also had a pair of gauntlets, which felt very light, and easy to move in, which had been confusing at first, but then I'd noticed the glowing runes. It was enchanted.

Enchanting was definitely something I was going to need to learn more about, especially with the ideas, I had in mind.

To finish everything off, was the crown, which was ornate as all hell. Gems, jewels, gold, and symbols of bright silver and gold light shone like stars in the night sky, It was mesmerizing to look at, and I probably could have spent an hour staring at it, but I had a speech to give.

My summons were already prepared and prepped for when I brought them up to show my people, and though a few had seemed nervous, I'd assured them nothing would happen, and that they would be fine. It was probably best if I got a move on, but there was one thing I wanted to do before I did, one thing that had never failed to help me before.

"Migi, I could use some advice right about now."

Migi appeared quickly from my right hand. Unlike my other summons Migi had been quiet in the two days break, which was partly my fault. I'd asked him to remain quiet and watch and learn all the information I did. I could have easily had Migi handle it all, but I didn't want to do that. I wanted to learn, I wanted to be an actual king, not just some power player behind the scenes pretending. Of course, I would be a fool not to use Migi to his fullest and I most definitely planned to, but I would also learn and be a king, though if there had been a way for Migi to pop information and understanding into my head, I probably would have taken it. Don't judge me for that, I wanted to learn and understand, I never said I wouldn't take a shortcut if I had the chance.

"You require advice, on what topic? Your increased heart rate, sweat production, and nervous twitching indicate that you are worried about the upcoming speech, but that is a normal reaction from what I know of humans."

I sighed. "I'm not entirely sure myself what advice I want, but every time I've called you for help, you've managed to ease my nerves and fear, and reassure me of the path I'm on."

"I see," Migi replied. He was quiet for a long moment before he moved up to stare into my eyes. "I could repeat what I said before or simply reassure you that you don't need to be nervous and that it's illogical, but I won't. Your nerves are natural. I understand why you are nervous, and there is good reason to be so, but you should not let your nerves hold you back to control your actions. Time after time, you've managed to do what you set out to do, despite your fears and nerves, and yes my words may have helped but at the end of the day, it was you who acted upon them. When you go out there today remember what you've done and what's at stake. Do not let your fear or nerves control you and follow Domino's advice. Focus and control are what you need. Push away any stray thoughts and focus on the task ahead. My words may sound obvious, but that is the best I can offer you."

I took a deep breath and repeated the words, focus, and control in my head as I turned away from the mirror and walked out of the room. Migi was right, there had been a dozen things I'd had difficulties within this world and I'd made mistakes, but I'd pushed on and accomplished my goals. Me, a former introvert, who'd had little knowledge that wasn't fictional in nature. But I'd prevailed in the end, and I'd gotten to this point and still kept most of myself. I was still Nathan. That was something I knew others would have struggled with. With the power and authority, I possed. It would be all too easy to turn into a tyrant, but I hadn't.

I was still Nathan, and I was going to give a damn good speech.