A Night of Mourn (03/24/20 - 11:42 PM)
Why, oh why, did I always feel alone?
Is it because I made the wrong choices,
Or am I the wrong choice?
I always felt I was never enough,
Could I find someone who would make me complete?
Comparing myself to everyone felt like the solution,
To the growing pains that are growing inside of me,
Which I thought that were healed before
Guess I was wrong, it was a scar that was wounded again
In this night of mourn, I am mourning for myself.
Cause who I thought I was all this time,
Is already dead,
Dead and will never be found again.
Why do I always feel like I am the loser?
All of the victories I achieved, were just temporary
Temporary happiness in which I'm not sure,
If it will ever come back again
I always felt like a machine,
Emotionless and only doing it's responsibility,
Importance were only given to me when I'm needed
Oh LORD! I need someone who would make me whole again!