Neha's Past

"This time Manish also doesn't oppose the divorce, so the procedure goes smoothly, at first I wanted to take Mahendra with me, but Mahish's father opposes it, Mahendra is the sole heir of their family. I also have my own selfish motives, also that time Mahedrna is five years old, he is not the toddler who needs his mom for everything, That time he has school, and also a nanny to take care of him.

Manish doesn't restrict me from meeting him, and I can also take him with me for many days. And talking about the new lover of Manish, she is still in the phase where she wanted to choose her career over a child. So I am not worried about it all.

I never think it will hit Mahendra so much, after the divorce I travel with my boyfriend all over the world, to be honest, he is my first love. So I am quite happy, at this time, I often priorities my new love over Mahendra, most often I just call him instead of meeting him. And also all the time I meet him, are often rushed.

Later I got to know that his father is also the same, so Mahendra never feels secure due to his parent's lifestyle. After nearly three years I break up with my boyfriend, first I am in depression because I never think I will be alone again. I spend some time while blaming others for my misfortune and suffer due to my own thoughts.

Later I decided to take charge of my life. That time I first decided to repairs my relationship with my son, but it is already too late. I try and get the cold shoulder, I try lots of methods to win him back. I try to use love, anger everything, but my son is not able to trust me again.

In that period of time, I again get addicted, thankfully I also have some good friends, so I come out of that, later I started a business. Manish gives me good alimony, so there is nothing to be worried about.

After that, I started to get success in business. I also go to meet my son often, even he doesn't give attention to me. I also started to help some children with education. I often think that Mahendra will forgive me. And indeed now he doesn't hate me that much, but still, there is coldness.

But now he is going too far away from me. " Neha said while crying. She is not able to speak for a long time.

"Aunty..." Reva doesn't know how to comfort her, she just patted her back.

"Reva I really wanted to do something for my son, it is okay if he doesn't want to forgive me, I just wanted to spend more time with him."

"Aunty....." Reva wanted to say something but before that Neha again interrupted her.

"Reva I know I do a lot of mistakes, in the start I never realized what is important for me, I wanted to get love from men in my life, but I forgot that until and unless you love yourself you don't get the love which you want. After all, we get the love that we think we deserve.

I don't blame Manish, we never love each other, and even though he cheated on me, he never promises me about being loyal. He never abuses me or troubles me, even after our divorce he help me when I need help. Talking about our son, he also tries his best to be a good father, it just his definition of a good father is to give so much money to his son"

"I know as parents we really are a failure but we try our best to give him best, I understand the harm I done is too much, but I want a chance please please give it to me" This time Neha literally bow down to Reva. Reva feels too embarrassed.

"Aunty what are you doing?' Reva said while stopping Neha from the bow down. and before Neha can say anything she started to speak.

"Aunty, I can just invite you to live with us. And I don't think that Mahendra ever hates you, he is just angry at you. And I can say he also love you, it just he don't show it"

"Thank you so much child to give me this chance, can I come today?" Neha gets too happy listening to Reva's word. She never thinks this girl will agree so easily. Now she is getting the chance she will use it.

"Ahhh aunty, can you come tomorrow, I need to talk with Mahendra too," Reva said.

"Oh ya I forgot due to my excitement, Okay then I will come tomorrow morning, thank you thank you so much, Reva," Neha said while smiling from ear to ear, seeing her like this Reva feels too good.

"Aunty one more thing, I wanted to say sorry about Aditi, she bites your leg, I am so much sorry about that" Reva said sincerely.

"It's okay my dear. And those children are too cute. Am I forgot I bring some chocolate for them" Saying this Neha gives her a big bag of chocolates. Reva smile looking at this.

After that, they talk about very different things and have lunch peacefully.

After bidding goodbye to overexcited Neha, Reva returns home, she now has only one question which is how to convince Mahendra about Neha's arrival.

Also even though she promised Neha, what will she do if he doesn't get angry.

Anyway, she decided to try her best, there are fewer chances that Mahendra will refuse her.