Can't do 'it'

An hour earlier.

In a red Ferrari, two shadows were overlapping.

A pretty woman was kissing a man passionately. If anyone in the streets saw her, they would immediately recognize her as the big actress who swept away all the awards this year through her beauty and talent in acting.

While the man she was kissing, was a new actor who swept the industry with his beautiful looks.

As the atmosphere was getting hotter, the actress opened the man's pants.

The man's action halted. This made the actress become irritated. She tried to massage the man's shaft. But there was no reaction from the man.

The actress separated from the man and looked at the thing she was holding in anger.

"Why it is still soft?!"

The man flinched.

"I kissed you. I let you fondle my breasts and I even touched your dick! So why it's not reacting?!"

The man helplessly sighed. He pulled up his zipper while cursing inside.

He even dated the most desired woman in the industry, but it still not working.

"Am I not making you hard? Are you into men?"

"Of course not!" The man answered angrily. This kind of accusation was what put him into this messy situation.

"I'm just not into you."

The woman's eyes turn wide. It was a big blow to her pride. "How could you?! Although you are indeed handsome it doesn't mean I am not of your caliber! Many men are lining up just to have a date with me. I could not believe I dated a man like you! Get out!"

The man was kicked out. He stood in a daze as the car left.

Then he realized it was his car. His car was stolen!

But there was a bigger problem than that.

Dang.

The hard work he put into by enduring the woman's attitude for a month went down the drain.

Cale sighed.

Actually, it was not the woman's fault. It was his.

He stayed single until he graduated high school. There was no reason. He did not find someone he liked and dating for him was not interesting as reading and watching.

Yes. Despite his heartbreaker look, he was a nerd who enjoyed reading and watching alone more than being around his peers.

But during his college days, when he rejected the women who chased after him and even rejected the campus beauty, a rumor spread that he was into men.

As someone who was inspired to be an action star, having that kind of reputation would end his career.

He haven't started yet but he was already facing such trouble.

So he tried dating.

But....as expected dating for him was a waste of time. He found it exhausting and stressful.

And there was even an urgent matter that he had found out about after his ex-girlfriend tried to get him on the bed.

He could not get 'it' up.

No, to be accurate he could not get 'it' up when he was with someone. Even though his partner tried to arouse him and touched him, he could not get aroused.

At first, he thought it was normal. After all, he needs to lust someone's body or to be totally in love with someone in order to get it up. Although his ex-girlfriend was pretty, he did not lust after her.

But when his ex-girlfriend broke up with him, she called him impotent.

Cale knew he was not impotent. There was a time he got a hard-on when he was in high school reading a smut novel. And he could get 'hard' once he imagined those scenes he read.

But when he tried to do 'it' with someone else, his thing would go soft.

When his peers drag him to watch porn, he did not get much reaction.

He thought it was a 'privacy' thing. Something he could only do alone.

So Cale tried to watch porn by himself just in case. That's when he found out that he could not get hard even a seductive woman get naked in front of him.

Cale who took health as his priority for being an aspiring action star went to a doctor to fix his impotency.

But he was physically healthy so he was transferred to the psychological department.

There he met his physiatrist who recommended him to date more.

Cale followed the doctor's advice and chased after the most desired woman in the industry.

He appreciated the woman's looks and seductive body. But although the woman was pretty, how was she different from the others? Cale could not tell.

Nevertheless, he tried.

Fortunately, the actress that was said to have high standards also likes him back. It took him three months before he could allow the woman to kiss him and touch him.

But the result was disappointing. Even the most beautiful woman in the industry could not make him hard.

Was there no hope for him?

....

Standing alone on the empty road, Cale felt that his future was bleak.

Because of his fragile and handsome looks, his role was mostly the moonlight of the female leads that died because of sickness or accident. Or the first love of female leads in romantic drama but got rejected because he was doomed to be the second male lead.

He was new to the industry, but many fans liked him because of his face.

However, Cale was not satisfied with that role. He wanted to try different roles in the industry and improve his acting ability. While trying to achieve to be a great action star.

So he divert to another path and took smaller roles in an action movie.

However, the result was the same. He becomes the younger brother of the male lead whose role is to die young and be the reason why his brother went crazy and retaliated against the evil organization.

His fans grew overnight but for the wrong reason. They were heartbroken and fell in love with his role that the fans crowned him as the 'fragile little brother'.

Cale was dissatisfied. He wanted to be seen as a manly character who could fight and play around with guns.

In other words, he lacked masculinity.

So he tried to look for another role again after the recent movie. This time, he found an open role in an adult movie. He wants to audition.

However, the crew was strict and they do a background check.

If they dig into his past and learned about the past rumors, wouldn't they fail him? They might even put him to a test to prove the rumors were not real.

Cale felt the need to resolve any issues that he was into men or he was impotent first before he could audition and show his 'manly' side.

But how could he do that when there was no woman whom he desired physically?

Sigh.

This problem was really giving him massive headaches.

Anyway, he first needs to go home and think of more solutions to solve this.

Cale touched his suit jacket.

"...."

He looked for the pocket in his pants.

"...."

It was empty.

Cale looked at the barren road.

Dang.

He left his phone in the car.