This love and then

It was really annoying as every hangover I had with Elise led to one sexual activity or the other which wasn't really my thing. I started developing feelings that she just wanted me for my body. I spoke to Nadia about it, she felt it is a normal thing in relationship especially a relationship I was in. To me it wasn't, I know sex was one major stuff in relationship but this was getting too much.

I was there lost in my thoughts when my phone rang and it was Elise deep down I didn't want to answer and at the same time I wasn't ready for argument this evening.

Hey babe

Hey babe

You voice sounds down should I come over

Ooh no, no, no

You don't want me to come

Then the thought hit me this is the opportunity to tell her how I feel about this relationship.

If you want to you can come over

Ok babe I will be there in the next thirty minutes

She ended call I tried fixing up my room to avoid her meeting it in a mess. I guess gay relationship is not a easy as people post it to be. I sat down at my window side thinking of the right words I will say to her when she comes and what exactly I want for our relationship. I enjoy being with her and at the same time I want to break up and I just sat in the midst of my confusion.

Somebody kiss me and I had to kiss back in process of chasing my breath I found out it was Elsie wow she us already here so soon than I expected

Baby she said as she pet my hair she wanted to see me

In my head I wanted to tell her I didn't want to see you that I needed space but instead I push her to the bed and started kissing her I guess she knew just how to seduce me. Immediately my brain kick in as she was about to take the upper wheel

Elise

Hmm Babe she said as she continues to suck my breast

We need to talk

Can't it wait, after this round

It is ... I felt her hand inside me and she took the drill slowly I was short of words at this moment and had to play along. When she was satisfied she reminded me about the talk, just there my insecurities crawl in what if I tell her about it and she start avoiding me or she demands for a break I can't pull it off

I just want to tell you that you look very , very pretty

She kissed me as she dressed up

Good bye love we will talk later.

Good bye

I felt like shit, I couldn't bring myself to tell her. What is going on I just held my hair as I walked around thinking.

....

Later in the evening I received a messenger from Elise the one I never imagined I will receive it was on one view lot of her nudes picture. I opened the first one that when I understood why she said I should view it when nobody is around. I wanted to stop myself from opening the others but it was quite impossible. The last video was quite surprising it was a pron video and she caption it as this night you and me.she sent me a message telling me to learn the moves in the video as she will like everything to be prefect. I was surprised I couldn't believe that she sent me all this and now she is coming over tonight what will I tell my mum.

I want downstairs and received information that my mum and dad will not be coming home it looked like Elise knew about this and decided to just tonight deep down I was excited about the sex marathon we were going to have tonight but the other side of me was tired of this love.

Around 9;00pm I heard a knock at my door and it was Elise. Nadia of recent has been in Ralph room it now feels like they are married.

Elise was dressed in a long transparent gown revealing her well pointed nipple. She hugged me and started kissing me as she helped me to undress. I removed her hands from my shirt, I felt this was the right time to drop the message

Sophia what is wrong with you

Elise I have been meaning to tell you

That what

I don't like the way our relationship is going most often it is all about sex which is practically annoying, we don't really know eachother

But babe isn't sex what relationship is all about

No Elise no, there are other things to relationship other than sex

Do you want to break up with me

No but if we can't work it out then it is best to go our separate ways

I don't think I can handle a relationship without sex but since that us what you want then a break- up will be better

Deep down I felt free and relieved

Well let get to the reason while I am here, my last night with you she said as she started fingering me.