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<Episode 49> Episode 49. Though it's all disorganized, it's still my first date in life with my girlfriend!

"You're late."

He murmurs softly in front of the agreed-upon station.

"...Sorry."

A charisma that makes you nervous with just one word.

Though I've acted confident in front of women before, it's different with her.

Meeting outside, she captivates with her unique aura and the admiring glances around.

Even my own eyes, which were close to her, aren't exempt from being captivated.

Platinum blonde with elegant hues.

Her hair has more waves than usual, neatly braided along the lines.

The ivory knit dress extends down just to the edge of her thighs.

The shoulder line is boldly cut to reveal the collarbones, adorned with a beautifully crafted diamond necklace that glimmers around her chest.

Her makeup seems almost untouched, blending naturally with her milky skin.

As my gaze descends, her high heels are pink, revealing toenails finished with pedicures.

Each nail's art is different, adorned with butterflies or other intricate patterns, likely done recently.

Moreover, as you get closer, a sweet vanilla scent mixes with indescribable high-end perfumes.

Nothing is overlooked.

Yet, it boasts a subtle balance without being excessive.

Today is our first date.

After deciding to date, it's the first day Seonhwa and I have met outside.

Seonhwa has always paid attention to fashion, but today she has upgraded it significantly.

With her refined beauty akin to a polished gem, she turns ordinary women on the street into mere pebbles.

Stepping out onto the street, I can clearly see the dignity of beauty YouTuber Lee Seonhwa.

She's got style.

Though I'm also late due to grooming, I have no excuses.

For the date, for the partner, I prepared a lot, so making excuses would be shameful.

"Hmm..."

Still, Seonhwa scans me up and down, seemingly understanding the effort.

"But what's with you today?"

"Huh? What do you mean? Don't you know? It's a Rolex."

"... "

As I confidently flaunt the luxury fashion I wore on a previous broadcast, she glares at me with disdain.

Then she sighs.

A look of resignation emerges.

She looks at me as if I'm pitiful. ... I've tried so hard, why?

"Okay, let's go. I don't want to stand around too long."

"Yeah, let's go inside since it's cold."

"..."

"..."

"..."

"..."

"What are you doing? Lead the way."

"Huh? Lead the way?"

My head turns as dumbly and cutely as a chicken's neck.

A moment of silence dominates the street.

A chilling aura rises up.

"...Surely you didn't meet me for a date without preparing a date course?"

A sinister drop in the dark cave.

A chill runs down my spine.

An imaginary sharp dagger passes through my chest.

When you think about it, it's true.

Though I've had many intimate moments with women, this is my first date.

It's my first girlfriend in my life, and since most of our meetings have been at home, this is our first date.

The order is all messed up, but it's a first experience.

Hence, it's all so unfamiliar.

I only thought about dressing up a bit and going out, didn't meticulously plan a course.

"..."

As my girlfriend's gaze tries to fixate, unfocused and chilly, I quickly rush to justify myself.

"Of course, I've planned it! With an incredibly fantastic course! Seonhwa, wouldn't you be blown away the moment we get there?"

"Oh? Where to?"

"Well, since you've dressed up so beautifully for once, there's this new motel built like a medieval castle in that direction—"

"Forget it. Just drop the fancy crap and let's grab a drink."

"—I was kidding! Anyway, let's just walk for now! They say there's a lot to see at that department store!"

As I prepare to lift my arm elegantly to hail a taxi, she hurriedly fades away.

Eventually, as the anger gauge lowers, I wait and gradually close the distance again.

To soothe her, I lean in, wrapping my arm around her shoulders and comforting her.

"Don't get too upset from the start! We've got plenty of places to go since we've been out since morning! Um, how about we relax at a cafe first?"

"Hmm..."

My girlfriend, realizing what kind of person I am, presses her lips together firmly to contain her anger.

Unable to stay like this, I reluctantly follow her down the street with a sense of obligation.

Thanks to the cold weather, the heat dissipates quickly.

"But why did we decide to come out today of all days?"

"...Are you meeting me just for that?"

"Of course not! I don't mean it that way... You're a broadcaster. Can you just come out like this with me?"

Seonhwa is a broadcaster.

Though I am her boyfriend, publicly dating could lead to controversy.

"Hmph."

With a grunt, she retrieves a sunglasses case from her backpack on her shoulder.

With a branded logo embossed prominently, she takes out its contents.

Luxury items that perfectly match her style.

At this point, her face seems to suit anything well.

But it's not about whether it suits her or not.

"...Are you really trying to conceal your identity with just that?"

"You wouldn't be recognized as much as you think. You're not a celebrity, and you're not that famous. Even if you come out, not many people would recognize you."

"But wouldn't it be awkward if someone who knows us sees us? Or if we end up in a photo together?"

"... "

Seonhwa doesn't immediately respond to this question.

Broadcasters, especially female ones who show their faces, are sensitive about their relationships.

Even the slightest scandal or unfounded rumors require public apologies and explanations.

In cam rooms, being in a relationship can be a fatal weakness.

It's directly related to their livelihood, tied to the viewers.

Implicitly, relationships are forbidden like the existence of endangered species.

Seonhwa must be aware of this.

After a while, she murmurs softly, barely audible to anyone but me.

"...I don't want to only meet you at home..."

With a face slightly reddened from makeup, she turns her head, raising her long eyelashes sharply.

So that's what she meant.

It wasn't just about having a simple physical relationship; she wanted to be with me as her boyfriend.

Despite the risk of being caught, she wants to go out.

She wants to have fun together.

She wants to show off to others.

It's such a simple desire.

Having spent time together, I've come to understand Seonhwa's cat-like mentality, not wanting to reveal her innermost thoughts.

Considering the mistake I made from the beginning, I don't say we should turn back.

I really wanted this, a date.

Like any other dating couple.

Feeling jittery that this cute creature is my girlfriend, I tightly hold her hand.

When I hold it, her hand dances lightly in mine.

Feeling like she wants more, I intertwine my fingers with hers, and she quiets down.

"♥"

Seonhwa smiles as if satisfied.

Every time the queen appears like this, she's so adorable I could die.

─Wow, amazing...

─Wow...

─Incredible...

And there's the concentrated gaze of passing men.

Literally, every single one of them stares.

At least once, they all glance at Seonhwa's face, and even after passing by, they continue to stare blankly.

Despite wearing sunglasses, the style inside can be guessed, leaving an impression.

Thanks to the high standard of the queen's beauty, I also feel a strange sense of superiority.

I stroke the back of Seonhwa's hand, held tightly in mine, and whisper softly as I approach.

"Can I just hold your hand like this all day?"

"Don't ask silly things like that...."

"You're so beautiful today. From the moment we stepped outside, it feels so strange to have you as my girlfriend."

"Hey, don't say something cheesy like that. You're giving me goosebumps."

"I'm serious. Can't you feel your hands sweating?"

"...♥"

We exchange affectionate gestures like lovers.

Despite it being cheesy, she doesn't seem to mind these mood-enhancing lines. The cute duckling, slightly flustered, chirps.

In reality, her hand is so damp it feels like it might be getting a rash.

Even though it's just a stroll down the city streets, I'm feeling unusually nervous, thanks to having my elegant girlfriend by my side.

Ignoring the initial misstep, we continue in good spirits.

In fact, we're just walking without a clear destination, but it feels good anyway.

A romantic couple deeply engrossed in each other.

Although it's fine as it is, I still want our relationship to become closer.

"Ah...♥"

Boldly, I release her finger and wrap my arm around her waist.

I embrace her slender waist on the street like I'm advertising her as my woman.

Her waist is as slim as it can be, but Seonhwa's waist is almost non-existent.

I put my hand on a body that would inevitably make other women jealous.

Surely, she's used to this posture, even though it might be a bit embarrassing outdoors.

Despite being outside, she skillfully accepts my touch.

As I embrace my girlfriend closely, the scent of vanilla and sweet coconut emanates from her temples.

She leans her face in closer.

Even walking becomes uncomfortable with her in high heels.

"Hey... you're too close..."

"There's nothing I can do. Your scent is just too good, Seonhwa."

"Don't... say stuff like that. It's embarrassing."

"It's a date, let's not worry about other people. Let's just think about the two of us right now."

"Ugh, really...♥"

She looks displeased, but not entirely so. The adorable queen's temper mixes in.

Alright, let's go a bit further.

As I subtly release the hand wrapped around her waist, I aim for her buttocks.

That's exactly what I intended to do.

Oops!

At that moment of descent, my hand is caught red-handed.

"...What are you doing?"

The queen's low voice bristles with irritation.

The good atmosphere cools down completely.

"You're crazy to do that outside."

"Well, the mood was good so I thought—"

"Are you messing around in public instead of on the bed? Are you insane? If you touch my butt or chest sneakily during a date again, I'll kill you. Got it?"

"...Yes."

With a firm pinch on the back of my hand, the queen's eyes shimmer with a bluish flame.

Unlike Yeonsoo or Mina, Seonhwa wasn't as lenient.

She absolutely does not tolerate being treated like a prostitute and utterly scorns such gestures.

It's not about being sexually liberated. She seems to think that since we're officially dating, such behavior is unacceptable.

"Hmph, got it."

With that, she doesn't let go from my side.

"...♥"

I gently wrap my arm around her chest.