Ohhh Nohhh Never

            Talking with him in phone... its feel relief. Someone is with me. I am waiting for him to come to talk... I told him to check my dorm too... I told him there was to guys who's stuck in there... I can't go there... told him everything... he told me wait there wherever I stand. Like Janna told me... I am waiting.

After 10minutes janna come and handed me a bag. I thanked her.

" so care to tell me what's going on here. And you don't know how much angry Scarlett is." She said. Well I dont care about her. All i care is who's those man. And why are the asking about me.. fuck... is he find about me.. what I gonna do now. If James know about this. He's going to angry on me. Fuck.. I am in real mess. But how they know this. Did someone is there last night. There is lots of people how can he see me. But I know that shadows things. Maybe that's will help him to know about me. Its all my fault. Why can't I just stay my dorm. And only come for my practice.

"hello... I am taking to you.." Janna said to me interrupt my thoughts. " yeahh... i know. Is they are still there.." I asked her. All ignore her questions. I don't care what she think after that.

" yeahh... there still there.. who are they. And why are they asking about you.." she said. I looked at her she also little scared about this. How can I explained her. And there is nothing that she understand me.

" how could I know that. If I know that I will told you right. But.." I seen janna's is behind ray are walking toward us... " we can talk about this after match. Gotta go byy" I said and ignore her. And throw the bag in my shoulder and jogg other direction. Searching empty place were we can talk about this. It's all to dangerous. It's all I just can't get it. What was all going on. If he know that I am here so it's not good news. But how can he know that.

After standing the badminton court. Waiting for him to come here. There is no one to come or catch us. Everyone is bussy in game. So I don't think so anyone come here. Its safe place to talk.

" Hyyy. How are you?" He come and hug me I hug him back. It feel relax. But still I am nervous. Confused. Tensed. Scared. What if they know..

" I think they found me." I said in low voice.

" how can you be so sure.. no one know about this. What are you talking about this." He said giving me a question look.

" my roommate talked me that 2man are asking about me. And  and they had guns with them. " I said to him. We standing there and looking each other eyes. He joy drop and tans. Me to. Well I Don't wanted to going there. Were I come out. It's to complicate. Why can't he just leave me alone. Why can't I just live my life without any trouble and live happily.

If he know that I am live than I am in trouble.

" relax I am gonna find out who's they. And why they are asking about you" he said. And I nodded.

" I am with you don't worry okay. " he said. And hug me one. I hug him to this time little tightly.

" so about last night in arina.. care to explain" he said. We broke the hug and he looking at me.

" you know who is he?" I asked him. About earlier argued with max i asked ray about this.

" he is fighter. And this building and everything is all is his. He has his own gang. And in this town he's gang stronger to others. And I just have to warn you that dont messs with him. He's dangerous like him red..." he said to me dangerously.. "now tell me what are you doing with him "he said waiting for my answer. I told him everything about that stupid party. Our first encounter. He smiled. Doesn't shock to about this. He know how my behavior are.

" Don't laugh ok.. or i'm gonna kill you" I threatened him but than he  laugh hard. First I am going to punch him but than join with him and we both laugh. Than I also told about mr assholls what he do and how he throw me out to he is mentioned. He laugh and than stop. Thinking something and than look at me.

" I think you have to stay with him. It's better. And yeah we know each other in meeting. And he know about gang stuff. He don't know that you know that. Well that i am take care about all that. You have to just stay with him for some day's. When thinks going to normal I will text you. And than you can come and stay to the academy. To your dorm again without any worries" he explained everything. I just started to say him no with my head... I just can live with him... He's pysco killer.  I don't wanted to stay with him. Bus he again said. " Don't say no.. it's you sefty. And do what he said. Its for some day's. You know that what situation is... please. And I think it's best if you stay with him. No one do anything to you. And know them that you are still live." He said. I just don't know what to do. When I'm back there he's mention I dont know how he react. What he accepts me or not.. fuck... I hate him. I don't wanted to  stay with him.. why.. After that.. I just give up. And agree. And  we talk more. And than we said good bye to each other. Give each other last hug and than we left the court. And than walk to opposite direction.

I Didn't attend match. Ryan said me it's best if I don't attain. I am in the mess who's I gonna wanted to clean but how... First I have to know that who are they black man's that asking about me. And I have to quite to go to the court for practice for some times. Also for dance and gym.. fuck.. gym.. And most importantly I have to the face the real devil.. who's waiting for me.. and any time to going to kill me.. after that our last agreement I know he's can't going to enter he's house or help me out. After walking 15 minutes I reached he's mention.

I have to do this. I have to... I can do this.. ave... you can do this...I told myself. And ready to ring the bell..

And I did... I ring the bell.. once.... twits... no answer..

Were are the hell are he... why can't he open the door. Maybe he know I will come back.. he know i am the one who's bloody ringing the door. Fine he wanted to play with games.. he don't wanted to stay with him... it's good for me.. and him.. and also he's gang leader. I don't wanted to involve again with this shitty gangs.. I not interested also...

I feeling going too cry... fuck I can't... I can't going to cry... its all my flute.. I don't want that again repeat the my past.. I just dont wanted to die because of him... I already lost her... she's... no.. I can't. I thinking all that... I turn about to exit he's mention... but suddenly door opened...

" what are you doing here... and were are you going" he said and close the our distance.. I wiped my tears. I turned around and face him. Here we go..

This is it...