Chapter 11

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Fukumori stood there, unsure of what to say. His mind was racing about all of the information that he just got. Yes it was what he wanted, but now he regrets it. His heart hurt and for the first time in years, he felt the urge to cry and apologize. How could he be such an asshole, how could he do that to someone that he loved.

"Yoshiya.."

Before he was able to finish, Yoshiya stood up and brushed himself off.

"You don't need to say anything. I already know what you're going to say."

Yoshiya turned to the taller male, his eyes filled with tears, his voice shaking as he spoke. "What's in the past, stays in the past, right?"Fukumori watched as the short male ran away back into the building. The doors released a echoed bang as they closed. He just stood there, slowly lowering his head as tears slipped out of his eyes and down his cheeks. He held in the sobs that threatened to escape.

~Fukumoris POV~

I get that i'm an asshole..but how could I do something like that to the person I was in love with...god…I' not even questioning that I was gay..that's not important…

He lowered himself into a squat and rested his elbows on his thighs while also resting his face into his hands. He didn't know what to do, he wanted to fix things and try to mend it, but before he was able to finish his thought, his head started hurting as the memories that he thought he lost before started to rush back in. After a long week of trying to remember, he finally did, but not in the way that he expected.

A small sob escaped his mouth. The things that he did to Yoshiya started to make sense on why Daxai hated him. What was he going to do? He didn't know...all he could do for now was think about his mistakes and try his best to think of a way to fix them.

~Yoshiyasu POV~

Yoshiya wasn't going back to the roof, no. He was headed to the bathroom, there was only one person he wanted to talk to right now and it was the person that was there when he was going through that hell, Daxai. He didn't even hesitate before calling him, he hit his contact and the phone button, putting the phone to his ear and listening to the ringing sound. There was a click "Rose?..What's up?"

Yoshiya sniffled

"I told him Daxai..I told him everything…"

There was a pause as Daxai thought, furrowing his brows as he used the end of his shirt to wipe the sweat off his forehead. His other group mates gave him a confused look. Once he realized what Yoshiya meant, his eyes widened.

"Did he do anything? What happened?"

"No...but then again, I did run away so I have no Idea…"

Daxai sighed and nodded, running a hand through his hair.

"Look...I hate to do this but I have to go, I'm in training…"

Yoshiya sighed as well

"Alright...i'm sorry.."

"It's o, i'll call you back later"

Yoshiya hung up first and slowly slid down the stall, sniffling and hugging his knees. The only thought that was going though his mind was What if he does it again...what if it's worse this time...will I need to move school again?..

~End POV~

They both had a lot to think about. Fukumori stood after sometime and didn't even bother heading inside, he just turned around and began walking home. He didn't want others to see that he was in a weak state, he didn't want to deal with people for the rest of the day. He already had a lot to think about now and he wanted to be alone as he did. He had his head down as he walked, not bothering to put his headphones in. He didn't want to be distracted from this.

Daxai on the other hand, didn't want to think about it since all he could think about was what if Fukumori gets back together with Yoshiya and Daxai has to watch the person he fell in love with be taken by something else. Little does he know that that has already happened and the person that took him was Yoshiyas friend. Yutaka looked at his phone with an anxious look on his face. He wanted to text to make sure that his boyfriend was ok but he also didn't want to interrupt, but in the end he didn't text but Instead he called. The phone ring until the smaller boy picked up

"Yoshi?...Are you ok?..."

Yoshiya didn't respond, he just stayed quiet since he didn't know how to respond to that question. The silence only made Yutaka worry though, he stood up and gathered his things, not taking the phone away from his ear. "Where are you, I'll come to you"

Yoshiya sniffled again and closed his eyes.

"Downstairs boys bathroom.."

Yutaka nodded and hung up before running through the halls, avoiding people as the bell rang indicating the change to everyone's next period. He only stopped when he arrived outside of the bathrooms that Yoshiya mentioned, he slowly walked inside seeing that it was empty.

"Yoshi?..."

There was a sniffle in response and Yutaka knew it was him, he walked over to the last stall and gently knocked which slowly opened soon after. Yutakas heart broke a bit to see Yoshiya with puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks. He pulled Yoshiya into a tight hug, rubbing his boyfriend's back gently. Yoshiya hugged back and clung to the other male, feeling a lot safer now that he was being held and wasn't alone.