chapter 4

Have you ever tried to do a funny thing at one point because you thought it was the best thing to do?Then later you come to remember and you don't know whether you should pity yourself or laugh?😂😂

       Tina's POV

   Flashback

"If you here your name,lem meet you in my office."Madam Carol said.

She had come to class 8 stream and I had seen her still passing through the other classes.

"Nelson Steve,Regina,Michael,Dorothy,Evans,Paxton......"she continued and almost the whole class went leaving only a few of us.Around seven of us while the class consisted of fourty seven students.

"Hey,Tina...what have they done?Why is madam Caroh calling them?why have we not gone?Why is it that everybody has a patner?"Those are the questions I was being asked by my fellow classmates.I was the assistant headgirl and so they had thought I knew the answers.Maybe I knew.

Almost the whole class had crush on me .That is boys .So,everyday I woke up to find two or three letters in my locker.I had grown tired of them.The boys.The letters.So,this day ,having night preps our Maths teacher decided to have a make-up class and as usual we were required to seat in groups.Having a seat with five boys and other one girl ,our discussion began.Not too long before the lights went off.We were still in the state of confusion when I felt a hand going through my blouse and the next thing I discovered was it cupping my boobs.

Shit!who could that be?I yelled and that attracted the whole class and immediately the lights were back.I felt like crying .It was something I had never tried.Somebody had never dared to touch me and now here I was.All the attention was drawn to me and I couldn't hold it so the next thing I did was getting out of the class and heading to the dorms.I felt mistreated,guilty,useless and I cried to myself.Being tired I found myself deep in slumber and the next thing I knew it was dawn already.

Having taken breakfast,I felt that I couldn't go to class because they would watch me.Don't judge me.I was way too innocent for that.For somebody to touch me.My sensitive parts.So I had to report that to the teacher.

"I have also noticed some relationships going on in the classes and adding to your case that gives me a strong urge to punish those students.Go back to your class Tina and thank you for reporting  I will take care of that."

The teacher said.

Immediately I settled in the class ,madam Carol entered the class and started calling the names.I knew what it was about.Will you say I was way too abnormal and stupid to report that to the teacher?

I cant say how many cains those fellow students got but maybe they were more than I assumed because nobody could laugh.You know ,what is expected especially to boys after they get beaten around girls.They pretend not to have felt the pain while in reality they are in pain.

Since then have never had interest in boys.Yes i had crushes but I never gave them time to express themselves.I hated men but now here I was on my head occupied by that one face even tho I never knew his name well.I only knew his first name as Syl and I never minded about the rest .

        Syl's POV

        FLASHBACK

"Hey babe..?Irene had called me that sunday after the service.She was on her trip with her family during that holiday and therefore the only means for us to communicate was through the phone.

  "I wanna talk to you about ...um...something ..but..um..not in a bad way."she said sounding nervous.

  "Hey babe it's okay you can talk to me when you are ready.Am actually willing to wait because for real you are really worthy the wait.I said to her to lessen the tension.Irene was that girl I had trusted with my everything.Secrets,my weaknesses and my happinesses.I was willing to wait for her until she was through with her studies and she achieves her dreams then I could marry her .But actually you never know what the future holds for you .

"No actually I think am ready .....

"Please you can tell me later when you are not....

But before I could complete the statement,she cut me off.

   "I want to break up with you.I don't want to be your girlfriend anymore.Please Syl am sorry it just.....j..ust..that it won't work.Byee and am sorry."