She Is Back

Do you remember how I used to beg you to stop but you didn't? Did you care about how vulnerable I was and how I was going about everything? Did you know that whenever you hit me how scared she became? 

No. You are a monster, father a monster. I don't want your explanations heck I don't even want to see your face!" I yelled.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry" Ashton cried.

"Go away, father," I said as I turned around not wanting him to see my tears. No matter how much he used to hit me, I didn't stop loving him. He was my father, how could I?

"I'm so sorry, baby girl. I never meant to use v-violence against you dear. Sophie's death had hit me hard and I didn't want to face anyone at that time, I loved her with all my heart and whenever I saw you, you reminded me of her because you look so much like her. 

It angered me that she left me so soon, I was supposed to be old and happy with her but see, God had other plans." He said.