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"๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ, ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ช๐ต! ๐'๐ฎ ๐ข๐ญ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐บ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ฌ๐บ!" ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ด๐ข๐บ, ๐จ๐ช๐จ๐จ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฅ๐ญ๐บ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ญ๐บ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ญ๐ข๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ต๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ, ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ช๐จ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฎ๐ช๐น๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ข๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐ข๐ณ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ.
"๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐๐ฆ๐บ๐ฏ๐ข, ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ช๐ฃ๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐บ!" ๐๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ช๐ค๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ค๐ฆ.
"๐๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ช๐ต! ๐๐ฐ๐ต ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ณ! ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ณ!" ๐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ค๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฑ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ. ๐๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ถ๐ฏ๐ช๐ต๐บ, ๐ ๐จ๐ณ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง๐ง ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ ๐ด๐ช๐ป๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ช๐ค๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ญ๐ข๐ฑ ๐ช๐ต ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง๐ง ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ง๐ข๐ค๐ฆ. ๐๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ช๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ข๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ด๐ถ๐ค๐ค๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง๐ง ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ, ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ช๐ต.
"๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ข๐ต! ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ!" ๐๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ช๐ต, ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ข๐ช๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ด ๐จ๐ณ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ, ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฑ, ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ด๐ค๐ข๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ.
"๐๐ต'๐ด ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ! ๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ?" ๐๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ, ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ค๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ง๐ข๐ค๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ.
"๐๐ต'๐ด ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ! ๐๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ, ๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ! ๐๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ค๐ช๐ข๐ญ ๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ด! ๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ฐ!" ๐ ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฒ๐ถ๐ช๐ณ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐จ๐ณ๐ข๐ด๐ฑ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐บ.
๐๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ช๐ต, ๐ข ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ญ๐ข๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ด๐ค๐ข๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฑ๐ด ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ฌ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐บ.
"๐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฅ! ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ!" ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ต๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ, ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ๐บ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐บ ๐ถ๐ฑ.
๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ง๐ง ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด, ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด๐ญ๐บ ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ช๐ค๐ช๐ฏ๐จ-๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ค๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ.
"๐๐ต'๐ด ๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ'๐ด ๐ง๐ข๐ถ๐ญ๐ต, ๐ฉ๐ฆโ ๐ฉ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ! ๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ! ๐๐ต๐ฐโ ๐๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ!" ๐ ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด ๐ญ๐ข๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ต๐ณ๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ข๐ต๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ, ๐ข๐ด ๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ค๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ.
"๐๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด. ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด." ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฆ๐ข๐ต ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ข๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ด.
"๐๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ, ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ฆโ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ!" ๐๐บ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ๐ด ๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐ธ ๐ถ๐ด ๐ด๐ฑ๐ณ๐ข๐ธ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ณ, ๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ฌ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฏ-๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ด ๐ข ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ข๐ต๐ฐ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ข๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ.
"๐๐ข๐ฅ! ๐๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ฆ!" ๐ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ธ๐ข๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ญ๐ข๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ด ๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ'๐ด ๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ช๐ง๐บ.
๐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ. ๐๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ด๐ต ๐ถ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ต๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ด๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ข๐จ๐ด ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ.
๐๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต-๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ, "๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ, ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ."
๐๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ'๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต, ๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ฌ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ.
"๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ต, ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ." ๐๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ข๐ค๐ค๐ถ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ญ๐บ, ๐ด๐ฎ๐ช๐ณ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ต๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ข ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ถ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฅ๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ. ๐๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ถ๐ต๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ข๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ช๐ต ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ. ๐๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ, ๐ ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐บ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด.
๐๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ต๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ, ๐ ๐ด๐ข๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฑ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ข๐จ๐ด' ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ.
"๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ช๐จ๐ช๐ต ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด. ๐๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ข 1 ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ 2 ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ท๐ฆ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ 1 ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ 9 ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ." ๐๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฅ๐ญ๐บ ๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ.
"๐๐ญ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ช๐น, ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ." ๐๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ.
"๐๐ถ๐ฉ? ๐๐ฐ, ๐'๐ฎ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐บ ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆโ ๐๐ฉ."
"๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ? '๐๐ฉ'? ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฅ๐ช๐จ๐ช๐ต๐ด?!"
"๐๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ญ๐ช๐ฑ ๐ช๐ต ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ, ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ช๐ต'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ. ๐๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ!"
"๐๐ฐ, ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต!"
๐๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ด ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ค๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ต ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ต๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ด ๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ค๐ฉ๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ข๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ. ๐๐ถ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ข๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ต๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ, ๐ธ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ด.
๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐บ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ. ๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ด ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ต.
๐๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ต๐ญ๐บ.
Flashing my eyes open at the sudden and familiar high-pitched noise. I closed my lids shut, blinking my eyes briskly as I let my vision readjust in the darkness. Groaning, I cast my head to the direction of the sound.
There lies my phone on the nightstand, screen lit up, and slightly moving from the vibration. The very loud and familiar ringtone of mine, recurrently repeating on a loop.
Grabbing the device from the nightstand, I hit the green button bringing the speaker on my ear and turned on my side at a much more comfortable position.
"What?" I said rudely in a very groggy tone, irritated by this certain someone who interrupted my sleep.
"Hey! You're still awake! Were you writing?" I flinched at the sudden noise and move the phone instinctively away from my ear at the sudden volume.
"What the hell? Who is this?"
"It's Heliodor!" said the voice from the other line, as if he just had three cups of coffee and ate a half dozen of energy bars.
"Whaโ Who?" I asked confused as I scratched my eyes to hopefully wipe off some sleep off of my system.
"Is this the wrong number?" he said and was briefly followed with a momentary pause.
"No, it isn't, it's yours I got it saved as 'rant girl'."
Despite my dazed state from being abruptly woken up, irritation and annoyance still boiled up within me. "What the hell? Are you pulling a prank on me?"
"You forgot already? It's me! We ๐ข๐ค๐ค๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ talked yesterday morning."
I was very confused, unhinged and sleepy at that moment. I didn't know what this guy was talking about, nor do I recall anything about what he was saying. Though his voice sounded oddly familiar, that still explains nothing.
As I was about to remove the speaker from my ear and end the call, the memory popped up out of nowhere, and I suddenly remembered the events that occurred yesterday morning. And indeed, unfortunately for me, I knew this guy.
Retreating the device from my ear and bringing it to my view to check the time, my eyes widened as I saw the clock showing me it was currently 3:30 am.
I brought my phone back to my ear and spoke, "You actually saved my number?" I asked in disbelief.
"Yes!" Shuffling and momentary faint clash of plastics being heard from the other line.
"Why did you call me?" I said as I stretch out to relieve some sleep tension and relax my body.
"What's wrong with calling someone?"
"It's 3am in the damn morning. You're asking me what's wrong with that?"
"Fair point."
'๐๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ข๐ช๐ณ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต๐ข๐จ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ช๐ป๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ?'
"Fair point? You woke me up from my precious sleep!" I hissed at him.
"You practically did the same thing yesterday. Waking me up with a call, so it's kinda an unintentional pay back?" He said, directing the question more to himself than it did to me.
"You woke up from my call at 9am. You should have more than enough sleep already at that time. This is different. I literally went to bed three hours ago. I'm not that well rested yet!"
"But you 're awake now, are you?"
My eyebrows knitted in confusion. "What?"
"I said you're already awake. And it doesn't matter anymore. There's no point in going to sleep now because based on your angered and irritated banter you're now fully awake."
Even if I was still half awake, I was fully aware of his suppressed laughter, him probably trying hard not to let it out.
'๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฆ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ด๐ญ๐บ ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆโ'
"Shut up. I go to bed when I want to, whether if I'm sleepy or not, I do what I want to do."
Groaning in frustration, I continued. "Why did you even call me? Why me? Don't you have any other friends to call?"
"I do. But I didn't want to bother them, they're probably asleep."
I sat up from my bed hastily upon those words. Utter incredulity and disbelief probably very much clear on my face right now.
'๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ข๐บ?'
I scoffed rather loudly, making sure to let him hear the gesture I just made.
"You didn't want to bother them. But you didn't mind bothering me?"
"That's right."
I rolled my eyes so hard I might probably see my brain. "You're very honest and blunt are you?"
A tud of wood scraping the floor, followed by a noise of running water being poured into a container was heard from the other line, "I don't want to waste my energy beating around the bush all the time."
"I hate you." A familiar light-hearted chuckle echoed from the other line.
"You don't even know me."
I my eyes knitted at his reply, "I know you, your Heliodor right?"
"Yes? But that's not what I meant."
"And I don't care." Turning to my side, I dangled my legs down the edge of the bed and stood up, making my way to door.
Silence loomed from both lines that lasted for several seconds. It wasn't tensed nor it was awkward, but it was rather a comfortable ambience. Well, at least, as comfortable as two individuals who know a little to too much information about each other, as they could be.
"Why did you even save my number?" I said, finally breaking the silence, now making my way down the stairs, doing my best to be silent with every step, careful not to wake anyone up.
"I don't know the specific reason, actually. But I think I just find it entertaining to talk to you!"
Making my way to the kitchen, I opened a cupboard and brought out a glass, "You're being very enthusiastic for someone who just saved a random stranger's number."
"Well, to be fair, we aren't actually strangers anymore. I know about your issues in life, and you know my name!" I flinched once again at the sudden volume and moved the phone a little farther away from my ear.
"That's way too much energy for an hour like this. Would you keep it down? Unlike you who probably have a place of his own, I don't want to wake the whole neighborhood up and break my eardrums in the process at your rather loud, annoying, and obnoxious voice." Soft shuffling of paper and plops of tiny splash of water, with soft jazz music playing in the background, reiterated from the other line.
'๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ?'
"You're being overly dramatic. And I don't live on my own, I'm naturally loud so they all just got used to my constant noise."
Opening up the fridge, I brought out a pitcher of water and poured it on my glass.
"I'm not being overly dramatic, I'm just taking necessary precautionary measure to shut you up." I said, doing my best to keep my volume down.
"Fine, fine I will. You haven't answered my question though."
I raised my eyebrow at his words. "Which one? You had like million things you just said, which one was it?"
"Why were you still up?" Rough brush of something coming in contact with paper was heard recurrently from the other line.
"First, just like I said 4 minutes ago, I wasn't up. You woke me up, airhead. And no, I wasn't writing, nor do I plan anytime soon. I have more important matters to attend to."
"Isn't like summer vacation already? And you're going to college, right? So you just graduated. Jeez, take it easy."
"Don't call me that weirdo. I have many things to do, especially now I'm an incoming college student. How about you? Aren't you studying?"
"I was." My face morphed into confusion at what he said.
"What do you mean 'was'?" Opening the fridge, I returned the pitcher back in.
"I was in my second year in college when I got bored, so I dropped out." My eyes widened and my jaw dropped on the floor at the way he said that news nonchalantly.
'๐๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฅ๐ช๐ฐ๐ต, ๐ฉ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ญ๐ด๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฅ๐ช๐ฐ๐ต.'
"What do you mean, it doesn't matter? 'You got bored?' It's fricki'n college asshat, and you already started it! So why stop?"
"Dunno, didn't feel like it."
I sat the almost full glass of water down on the countertop with a loud tud that echoed throughout the kitchen. Scrunching my nose up in frustration this conversation was causing me, I brought the glass up and downed the water in one go, releasing a breath immediately after finishing it.
Making my way to the sink, I sat my phone down on the countertop turning the speaker on. "You're unbelievable."
"I know right, I'm actually at the top of my class in Engineering. And when I said I was dropping out, my peers were hysterical. Professors even tried talking me out of it. But my mind was set, so I left."
"Your parents didn't stop you?" I said as placed the glass in running water, cleansing it with dish soap.
"At first they tried to stop me, but because I gave them a long enough essay of reasons worthy of Harvard standards, they eventually agreed and stopped making a fuss about it." I rolled my eyes.
"What parent won't make a fuss if their child incredulously dropped out of college out of nowhere?"
"Well, it won't matter if you've already done it, all they can do is accept it and move on."
"I can't believe you. I don't know if you're too brave or too much of an idiot."
"Ah shiโ Why isn't it light enough? I literally poured the entire bottle already!"
I furrowed my eyebrows at his sentence, but decided not to bother myself by asking. This conversation already escalated far enough from my anticipation.
I let out a tired yawn before I spoke out my thoughts. "You're a top student but decided to just throw it all away. Basically, you're smart and stupid at the same time. You better fix that contradiction and choose a struggle, it usually drives people into being more dumb."
"Dumbest of all dumb!"
"That's not something to be proud of."
"Love who you are! And I love myself."
I closed my eyes shut, pinched the bridge of my nose, and released an exasperated sigh.
'๐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐บ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐บ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฐ.'
"Why are you even up? Or better ask myself, why am I still talking to you? This is not getting me anywhere. Goodness it's the same thing as yesterday I can't believe myself."
Quickly rinsing the used glass on the sink, I made my way up the stairs and headed to my room.
"Well, ultimately I slept throughout the day, so that's why I couldn't sleep. I couldn't do anything so I painted."
'๐๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฑ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ.'
"And what matters does it concern me, to your painting that you have to call me?"
"Nothing! I just didn't have any idea, so I called you to ask some, or better yet admit that it was an excuse to call you, but then something popped out in my mind while I was talking to you, it was a total win."
My stomach twisted at a certain phrase he just said, making me confuse on what sensation that was. Shaking my head out of those thoughts, I brushed the feeling off and ignored it completely.
Closing the door behind me as I entered the room, I headed to my bed and plopped down.
"I hate the idea of the fact that I was used, but nevertheless, good for you, unlucky for me. And if you would excuse me Mr. Heliodor, I need my sleep. I have a long day ahead. Goodbye."
"Hey wait, you're doing it agaiโ"
At the sound of the beep, his sentence was cut alongside with it. Sighing, I let my body relax on my bed, gazing upon my ceiling, staring deeply into the pit of darkness looming above me. Turning to my side, I checked the time, showing me it was now 3:26 am.
Positioning myself to look the other way, I hugged a pillow and buried myself deep under the covers, hoping that sleep would visit me quickly and return me back to where I was interrupted earlier.
'๐ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ๐ต ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ.'
Breathing deep and hard, I shook the thoughts off my brain and tried my best to blank out my mind.
But despite my refusal to not think anything about the matter, I still can't help thinking if I would really want to dream about him, if I was willing to be with his presence, even if it was just a dream, even if I knew very well that it would surely be accompanied by pain.
Either way, one thing was for sure.
'๐ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ด๐ด ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ.'
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