CH 62

Anna's POV:

The last two and a half weeks have been exhilarating to say at least. We spend the majority of our time in the bedroom or the shower and we christened every flat surface in the house and maybe some vertical ones, too.

"What's so funny? You are giggling the whole time." My husband raised an eye brow at me in curiosity and amusement.

"It's just you really have it with that kitchen counter." I couldn't keep the giggles in.

It had just the right heights. He loved to lifted me on it so he could comfortably stand between my legs, his hardness pressed against my heat, while I had my thighs wrapped around his waist as we were drowning in our kisses….

"It's the first time I have a use for it."

"Yeah, see your point." More giggles escaped my lips as the pleasurable memories rushed through my mind.

"You know you are giggling way too much." My husband warned before he suddenly hovered over me capturing my lips.

"Hmm….this is wonderful." I breathed as we broke our kiss.

"I know."

I took a deep breath and suddenly memories of what happened after the honeymoon in Breaking Dawn ended invaded my mind, being most unwelcome.

I looked out gazing at the silver/blue sparkling ocean as it peacefully swayed with the pace of the wind while the warm breeze brushed over my skin whereas Edward was stroking my back in lazy circular patterns as we lay on a blanket on the beach.

My head rested on his shoulder what allowed me to feel his chest rising and falling with every intake of air that filled his lungs. My body was lying on the side while I couldn't rid myself of the unbidden thoughts.

About the little child I would never have.

About the little miracle I was not able to give to Edward and our family.

Those thoughts had been invading my mind every now and then ever since I got to know that I was in transition but until now I had been able to avoid them successfully.

To be honest I wasn't even quite sure if a Vampire could really father a child or if Stephenie Meyer or the person who was editing the books and so also involved in the creative process made that up or only parts of it but I was too afraid to disappoint the others to take a look into the matter.

Ever since I arrived back in the Twilight universe I didn't have my period, granted my red wave had never been what I could call punctual but a year of absence…

I found myself wondering often before the wedding if I should have cut the case of the possibility of getting pregnant but then I would ask myself why I should inform them about something, about a maybe existing opportunity if it wasn't an option for us, for me.

It would only hurt them, it would hurt Edward. He would blame himself because his venom was inside of me. It was twisted to see it this way but that was just my Edward.

I didn't like it to keep secrets from him but this would be a burden that he would not carry with me. Luckily no one ever talked about children and I was certainly not the one to begin with this dreaded topic.

I hoped and prayed that the knowledge of human/Vampire hybrids would be burned away by the flames of my transformation.

I felt guilty for having decided to keep it secret and for not being able to receive Edward's child if that was even possible.

Looking up at his blissful expression I knew that it was a good choice to keep quiet, not the right one but a good one.

Doing so was at some point a breach of trust between us but I was too afraid to see the pain, anguish, sadness and blame in his beautiful golden pools to be able to let a word of this leave my lips.

I was not perfect only human and in this case where I found myself between a rock and a hard place I decided to be a coward and run from the confrontation.

This was something I would have to live with.

Pushing those unpleasant thought into the back of my mind I enjoyed lying in my husband's arms as we relaxed on the beach. The sky was a little overcastted big, white, fluffy clouds were hiding the sun.

The mild wind that played with my hair pushed the clouds that were hiding the sun away and the sunbeams fell on the ground beneath.

As the sunlight hit Edward's nearly naked body, he sparkled like diamonds, sending facets of colourful light off in hundreds of different directions.

I took his hand in mine and lifted them both into the sun. His hand sparkled like the rest of his body while mine was shimmering.

I couldn't really explain how this looked like but I would compare it to a Moon stone. My skin had a luminescence about it when met with sunbeams. I rather liked it.

I always saw the sparkling as the beauty of his, their, our inhuman side. I knew it wasn't the same for him.

"Beautiful." Edward breathed and brought our hands to his lips before kissing the back of my hand.

"And this doesn't bother you?" I asked him with a smile in my voice.

"Are you turning my own words against me now?" He laughed out.

"And are you trying to skip the answer?"

He smiled at me until his smile faded and he became serious, looking deeply into my eyes before closing them and taking a deep breath.

"I always saw this sparkling, as you like to call it, as evidence of the monster that I thought I was. The sun always reminded me that I belong into the shadows. That I am a creature of the darkness."

"And now."

The corners of his mouth twitched into a gorgeous half smile while I was transfixed by his butterscotch pools.

"Now, that I have found the light to banish the darkness it doesn't bother me so much anymore and actually I must admit that I really like the shimmer of your skin. I can see why you think my sparkling is beautiful, now."

I reached out with my free hand and stroked his face lovingly.

"I love you."

"I love you too." He covered my lips with his for a short soft kiss.

"Actually I was going to ask you: how was your bachelor party?" I smirked as he groaned.

"As if you didn't know," he covered his eyes with his arm, not wanting to remember.

"Were you at least having a nice bachelorette party?"

"Ah….yes…it was nice." I couldn't hide my smile and the giggles.

"What?" He was immediately alarmed.

"Nothing." I laughed quietly.

"I don't believe you for a second. What was that nothing?" He sat up and looked with a serious gaze at me.

"Hmm…..let me think?" I could see it in his narrowed pools that he was calculating, thinking about the possibilities.

"Maybe that nothing had been…." Edward looked pointed at me.

"Four strippers." I whispered.

The look on my husbands face was priceless before it was turning more and more murderous.

"Hey, you also had strippers on your bachelor party don't go all double standards on me." I warned.

That snapped him out of his murderous stare.

"But….but….but…ah…."

"Yes." He knew better then to get himself into the dog house by saying something wrong and stupid, well by my standards, but would he manage to remember it in this moment?

Edward opened and closed his mouth like a fish out of water.

"How far did it go?" He asked hesitantly after a few moments.

"They only danced and stripped and one of them took my hand cuffed hands and run then down his chest once but that was it. No other contacts made."

"Hand cuffed?"

"They were masqueraded as police officers." I shrugged.

"Tanya and her sisters." He shook his head a little upset.

"Who else?"

Edward looked intensely at me while his eyes were becoming darker before turning completely black but it wasn't thirst what made them dark.

Before I knew it his lips were on mine and he was pushing me down on the big blanket on the pale golden coloured beach.

"Mine." Edward growled against my lips before kissing down my jaw line and attacking my neck.

I didn't even know when it happened but only as he pulled my right peak between his lips I noticed that my bikini top was gone.

I moaned and arched my back as he swirled his cool tongue around my delicate flesh.

"Mine." He growled again against my skin, letting his cool breath wash over my body, causing goose bumps to arise.

"Yours. Always and only yours." I assured huskily.

His fingers were toying with other peak and I felt how the moisture was drenching my bikini panties.

Edward must have noticed too as he began to leave a trail of cool kisses down my torso along my belly until he reached the hem of my panties.

Sitting up at his heels he slowly pulled my panties down my legs while looking hungrily at me.

"So wet for me already?" He smirked satisfied.

"Always for you." I was able to replay before he took a deep breath, growled and buried his head between my legs.

As his cold tongue made contact with my overheated centre I gasped out loud at the sensation. My breath hitched whereas he kissed, nibbled and licked my sensitive skin. I panted his name as if it were a prayer.

What he has been doing to me with his tongue was tremendous and shook through my entire body. Soon I wasn't able to take it anymore.

"God…..Edward….I…..mmmm…"

"Yes, cum for me." I heard him chuckle against my centre and the vibrations send me over the edge.

I screamed his name, incoherently, as my orgasm was shaking through my body. I rode it out while Edward liked off every single drop of my moisture.

Still overwhelmed by my orgasm, I breathed heavily, as my husband sealed my lips with his. I could taste myself on his tongue, what made me moan again.

He tongue explored my mouth as I felt his hardness touch my heat, making him hiss at the contact and me gasp.

"I can't hold back anymore." He breathed out huskily and breathlessly.

"Then don't." I replayed equally breathless.

Edward growled as he slowly pushed himself into my wetness. We both groaned blissfully at the intensity of our joining. I loved it to feel him inside me. Nothing ever felt so right as the both of us being joined together.

"God, I love it to be inside you. This is where I belong! Always have and always will!" He rasped out before he opened his eyes again and looked at me with utter adoration shining in his darkened golden pools.

His lips made mine prisoner to his as he started to slowly move out of me before he let himself slid back in again. My hips began to roll with his every thrust.

We both moaned and panted as he increased the rhythm going faster and harder. His lips found my neck sucking on my skin there marking me his.

His forehead was on the side of my neck while his hips slammed more rapidly, but still careful, into me.

I gripped the blanket beneath me as I could feel the pleasure in the pit of my stomach building. It was a warm feeling that grew hotter with his every move until it built a ball of fire that was about to explode.

"Edward…..I...mmmm…ahhhhh…."

"I know….love…me too."

A few more strokes and my orgasm exploded strongly within me, consuming my being entirely. My walls rhythmically clenched around him and he roared my name as he came inside me a few strokes later.

We were both a shaking mess of tangled limps after we rode our orgasms out. Edward was still hovering over me. His trembling hands held most of his weight of me while his cool breath panted against the side of my neck.

We were still one and no one of us made any move to change anything about that situation. I smiled as I felt him inside me while he let some of his weight press down on me. It was heavenly to have him this close.

"You are beautiful Mrs. Cullen." He breathed against my throat after he recovered slightly.

Edward lifted his head up to be able to look at me. Love and care was reflecting in his golden pools before he bowed his head down to place a tiny kiss on the tip of my nose.

I was too breathless to give him a respond instead I locked my arms around his neck, pulled him down to me and covered my lips with his.

Edward's POV:

"Do you have everything?" My love asked while she was going through the house to make sure we didn't forget anything.

"Yes, I packed everything."

"Good and the place is also cleaned guess we are ready to go home."

"You know they have people to clean it. I still don't understand why you had to clean up." I laughed and shook my head, suddenly feeling sad to leave this place.

My lovely wife just gave me a look before she sighed wistfully.

"I must admit I will miss this place the last three weeks been….."

"I know." My love smiled at me whereas her beautiful hazel pools sparkled with love and life.

My smile fell a little when I realized just how much I would miss that brilliant hazel once it would be replaced with the same gold that I owned.

My love ambled right into my arms and I pulled her as close to my body as I could.

"We can come back here, anytime." I whispered into her hair.

I took a deep breath and inhaled a lung full of the scent of her exotic smelling shampoo that was mixed with her own unique and intoxicating scent. I relished the combination and hummed in pleasure.

"That would be nice." My wife sighed contently against my chest.

"As much as I would like to stay longer here we have to go so the sun doesn't catch us, my love."

"You are right." Anna nodded against me before she suddenly looked up at me with pleading eyes and a cute pout on her sweet lips.

"Can I drive the boat again?"

"You are a little adrenaline junky aren't you?" I laughed.

"Then we are a perfect match don't you think?" She smiled cheeky.

"We are a perfect match." I confirmed seriously. She gave me a brilliant smile which I kissed greedily and we made to leave.

~0~

"This is awesome." My love squealed while we were cutting through the water.

I was standing behind her having a firm grip on her waist while she was steering the boat. The first time she had driven the speed boat was as we went for a sight seeing trip to Puerto Princesa.

"Do you….ah…I mean do we actually own a speed boat?"

It still wasn't perfect but she was learning that everything that was mine was hers now, it had been from the moment on I fell in love with her.

"Yes, Jasper bought one about two years ago though I'm not quite sure in which port it is right now. We'll have to ask him but you only get to drive it after you are turned."

"Bossy much?" My love mockingly warned.

"Speed boats are too dangerous for someone who is inexperienced." I tried to argue.

"Calm down, I know I wouldn't try to drive one as a human I'm not that crazy besides I have only a week or so left." My love rolled her eyes at me.

~0~

"A bed! There is a bed!" My love raised an eye brow at me after we entered the private Jet that I had booked from "Blue Star Jets" and she discovered the huge king size bed.

"Care to explain." Anna had an amused expression on her face.

A devilish grin spread across my face as I took her into my arms and brought my lips to the shell of her ear.

"Well I was thinking that we should use the opportunity to join the miles high club." I purred seductively at her, letting my cool breath sweep across her skin what caused her to inhale deeply and shiver in response.

I loved each and every the reaction I could tickle out of her body.

"Mmm…..and you have been thinking about that idea for how long exactly?" She mused with an alluring smile on her lips.

"When we were on the flight to our honeymoon. When I had you in my arms I thought about it but since I didn't know how it would be to sleep with you, I thought it might not be the best idea but now….."

"You wanna give Emmett a run for his money?"

"Mmm….I do remember you telling Emmett that I outshine him in a certain department." I tighten my grip on her.

"When is the take off?" My love asked while her eyes sparkled and she bit her bottom lip in anticipation.

After successfully joining the miles high club, three times I might add, we arrived at the airport in Alaska. We haven't even touched the grounds and I could already hear the thoughts of Alice and Esme who came to fetch us up.

0~0~0~0

I heard the shower running and every single water drop as it hit her flawless, soft skin. She insisted on a shower after she had come back from her run. Every since my venom worked inside her body she liked to take a run in the forest every now and then for an hour or two.

I didn't really have a problem with that but I didn't like it that she was insisting on going alone, without me, though I understood the need for a moment to oneself with no one around to hear what you are up.

Privacy was something that didn't exist in a house full of Vampires after all.

We have been at home in Alaska for about a week and in a few hours I would sink my teeth in the delicate flesh of my wife.

Carlisle came up with the idea of injecting my venom with the help of a shot but Anna insisted on carrying my scar. As she confessed this to me I was shocked at first but something primeval and extremely possessive inside of me was very fond of that idea of her carrying my mark on her delicate skin.

I was equally excited and scared out of my mind about what I was going to do. I knew that I was strong enough not to drain her and Carlisle and the others would be there as well but the uncertainness was twisting my stomach.

Alice couldn't tell if she would remember me or not. I was terrified of the idea that when she woke up she wouldn't know who I am. I was painful to think about the possibility that she might forget what we have. What we mean to each other. That she wouldn't love me anymore.

I knew that the last thought was ridiculous. I shouldn't question her love for me, not after everything that happened. But still the thought that she could shy away from my touch was unbearable.

It was making me sick to my very core to think about the pain I was going to inflict on her in a few hours.

This was the last time I would have her in my arms while she still possessed a beating heart, a pulse and a warm body. Of course to me she still will be warm it just wouldn't be the same warmth anymore.

I would miss her hazel depths and her blush. I would miss the rosy flush that overtook her body after I brought her to the highest of pleasures.

As much as would miss all those little traces of her I couldn't wait for the things we would gain.

Being able to really show her how much I loved her without having to hold back.

Being able to race with her through the forest.

Being able to spend the rest of eternity with the love of my life.

"Are you alright?" My love asked concerned as she came out of the shower in nothing but a towel while I was sitting on our bed still naked from last night activities.

A smile graced my lips. She was the one who was going to go through the fires of hell and still she was concerned about me.

"Not really but I will be in three days, I hope." I smiled weakly at her.

"If I should lose my memories we have the videos and the diary." My wife was trying to comfort me while I should have been the one to comfort her.

"Love what are you thinking?" I looked intensely into her eyes pleading for the truth and not something appease me.

"I wonder how much it will hurt. I mean I do have an idea but still." She was thoughtful.

"I wish I could take over the pain for you." If there only would be a way.

"That's sweet but I'll mange and now we should do something else then talking." My love announced before straddling my waist.

Sitting down on me her hot wetness brushed over my member making me instantly hard. I groaned at the sensation of her sitting on the top of me rocking gently up and down.

"Love….." I managed to get out before a moan escaped my lips.

My wife lifted herself of me a little, grabbed my length and positioned it over her entrance. She brushed my hardness over her entrance and her firm nub a few times, teasing us both.

My hardness twitched and jerked in her hand at the contact and was throbbing painfully because of the denied access.

"Love please." I begged her.

She stilled her hips. Her thumb ran over my head once tickling a throaty groan out of me before she lowered herself on me taking me deep inside her. We both gasped out loud when I was finally buried deeply within her.

I was basking in the bliss of being inside her as I noticed her gazing on me. My eyes fixed on her burning gaze and I saw that she wanted to say something.

"Will this ever stop?"

"Will what stop love?" I asked not understanding.

"How much I want you pretty much all of the time?"

A huge grin plastering itself on my face at her words though I did believe she had no idea how much I really wanted her.

"I mean before our first time I told myself that we needed to wait until the wedding. I was repeating it like a mantra in my head and I somehow was able to deal with the need, the craving but now I want you all of the time. And it is never enough. Not even close." She tried to explain while she wore a frustrated frown on her beautiful face.

"I know exactly how you feel love but when you become a Vampire this lust, need, will only increase."

It was pure agony not to have my hands on her. The days to the wedding been torture and now I want her all the time in all ways imaginable, more then I every though I would want anything in my life.

"….and it is normal to feel that way. That's how Vampires feel about their mates. The desire, the need, the craving is natural. It does take me a nearly unbearable deal of self-control not to jump you every second of a day, my love."

At my words her walls clenched around me, making me hiss in pleasure, my head fell back into the pillow.

"Love I don't think we will leave this cottage much after your chance for a long while."

"I only hope we will not destroy it. Esme and the others put so much work into it, a little house just for the two of us."

"You know they did that to get rid of us." I laughed.

"A freshly married Vampire couple is something to be avoided. I know that."

"Really." I raised an eye brow at her and in this moment she moved. The air escaped my throat shakily.

"I like riding you." My love moaned, speeding up the rhythm. I put my hands on her hips to guide her and to increase her pace.

"Mmm…." Language of any kind was lost on me in that moment.

0~0~0~0

"Son, are you ready for this?" Carlisle asked me as we were back in the main house.

It would be easier to handle Anna in the huge main house if she should get out of control once she woke up then in the small cottage.

"How could I ever be ready to send the love of my life to hell and back?" I snapped at him.

"I'm sorry I didn't want to snap at you it's just…"

"I know son." Carlisle put his hand on my shoulder and smiled warmly at me in understanding and compassion.

"The girls will be here any minute." Carlisle said while I sat down on the bed.

My wife, my mother and my sisters were all in Alice's bathroom. Alice had bought Anna comfortable clothes for the change and they were giving me a moment to prepare myself.

"It will be alright son have faith." I smiled weakly at him.

"I already said goodbye to Anna and I'm here to wish you all the best. It's going to be alright Edward." Jasper said as he entered the room.

My love insisted that he left as long as she was turning and spent the three days at our cottage. She didn't want him to suffer along with her.

Jasper send out a wave of calm and faith at me making me feel a little bit better.

"Thanks." I muttered softly lost in thought about what was to happen in a few moments.

~0~0~

Anna's POV:

~0~0~

"You look awesome in that cute outfit." Alive chirped happily as I presented the sport bra and the hot pants.

"As if you didn't know that already." I rolled my eyes at her, shaking my head while I smiled. She stuck her tongue out at me in respond.

"Prove of your maturity?" I teased her.

She stuck her tongue out at me once again whereas I giggled at her antics.

"Are you nervous?" Esme asked concerned even though she had also been amused by Alice's behaviour a second ago.

"A little but it will be fine. I just know it."

"We should get going before Edward losses it." Rose rolled her eyes hearing Edward nervously pacing our bedroom.

"Let's get going." Alice sang while she grabbed my hand and started dragging me out of her bathroom as suddenly I got hit by a vision.

~0~

After the white, creamy mist that had first completely blinded my vision was slowly dissolving I could see myself in our living room. The vision me was sitting on the cream coloured couch. The back of my vision self was facing me.

Suddenly I caught movements from the corner of my eye and I noticed Edward enter the living room as he wore a content smile on his pouty lips. He ambled over to my vision self and sat next to me.

"Are you alright? Is there anything I can get you?" Vision Edward asked my vision me in a gentle and caring voice.

"No, I'm fine thanks for asking."

"Are you tired?"

"No, I'm fine but please could you help me up I can't do this alone anymore." I saw my vision self turn her head to face him. My vision self was glowing somehow, happiness was radiating off of her though what confused me was that in that vision I was still partly human.

"Whatever you want, my love."

Vision Edward helped vision me to stand up and as the me in the vision slowly rose from the couch a huge belly came into my view.

"I'm as huge as a balloon."

"You are pregnant my love and you are absolutely beautiful." He carefully placed his hand on the belly and lovingly stroked the huge middle.

~0~

The vision ended and I was gasping in shock while clutching my stomach. Next to me I noticed Alice who looked at me with wide ripped open eyes while she was desperately trying to collect her yaw off the floor.

Somewhere in the back of my mind I knew that she must have had the same vision while the majority of my mind was blank, simply stunned into silence. All thoughts and means of thinking had been banished out of my head by that vision.

Suddenly Edward stormed into the bathroom before Esme or Rose even had the chance to ask what happened.

"W-W-What was that?" He very nearly yelled while he looked shocked and freaked out at me with wide eyes that asked a million questions while his breath was leaving his mouth in forceful gasps.

"She is pregnant!" Alice exclaimed all of the sudden obviously snapped out of her stupor.

Her words hung in the air of death silence.

I still wasn't able to from a comprehend thought let alone to speak. What the vision had showed me was impossible. I couldn't….

I had to take a deep breath before I allowed myself to think the words.

The vision showed…..

I seemed to be…

Looking at Alice's stunned and amazed and Edward's absolutely shocked expressions I had to be…...the vision had to be…

I was pregnant.

I was pregnant with Edward's child.

I swallowed hard as the words rolled around in my mind.

"…..impossible. Vampires can't reproduce in that way." I heard Carlisle say when I pushed myself into the real world again.

"But in my vision she had a huge belly and Edward even said that she was pregnant." Alice argued.

"Edward?" I heard Carlisle's voice carefully address my husband who remained silent.

"Forget it. He is too shocked." I wasn't looking in Alice's direction because my eyes were fixed on my Vampires face that was frozen in a quite funny mask. His features were half melted off his face while his mouth was slightly open as he rigidly stood at the other end of the bathroom facing me, staring, but not seeing me.

I noticed movements out of the corner of my eye and saw Emmett and Jasper hover at the door to the bathroom having curious and slightly confused expressions on their faces.

"But how?" Carlisle wondered. "We are frozen it shouldn't be possible."

"Actually Carlisle. It is possible." I breathed out before I realised that I had spoken. My voice sounded weak with shock and surprise.

All eyes shot in my direction demanding an explanation.

"Actually it is possible human females and Vampire males can reproduce in that way. The children are half Vampire and half human. I know about some of them. I just haven't thought that it was really possible." It blurted out of me, automatically, as if someone had pushed the play button on a radio.

"What?" Emmett asked dumbfounded.

I opened my mouth and looked at my teddy bear of a brother while my right hand went to my belly and I rubbed tenderly over my perfectly flat stomach. As I did so my head suddenly fell down and I starred down at myself.

The idea that in a short while I most likely wouldn't be able to see my toes anymore was completely alien to me. Just then I realised that there was something growing inside of me.

By then I really needed to sit down before I passed out.

"Anna, are you alright?" Carlisle's worried voice asked me.

I shook my head and looked straddled up at him. He was at my side and had his arm around my waist holding me to him, supporting most of my weight.

"Ah…yeah….I…wow…..pregnant." Yeah every good use of the English language but honestly just a few days ago I was regretting that I couldn't get pregnant and when I found out that against all odds I was indeed pregnant I was too blown away to think straight enough to answer a simple question.

I tore my eyes away from his concerned face and cranked my neck coming face to face with the blank expression of my husband who hovered close to Carlisle and me but made no move to touch me or say anything.

"Ah…" I was about to say something but Esme interrupted me.

"This is not the place to talk and Anna needs to sit down…..or maybe lie down?" She threw her husband a questioning glance.

"It's enough if I sit down." I smiled at her.

Carlisle had his hand on the small of my back while we all made our way downstairs. Edward was hovering close to me but was guarded. His face didn't betray a single emotion.

I sighed because I knew exactly what was running through that head of his.

"Did this also happen…" Carlisle began to ask after we were all seated in the living room.

"In the books?" I ended the question for him while I was sitting between Esme and Edward.

"It did but I never thought that it was real…..It was always my opinion that Stephenie Meyer ….it just didn't really fit into the story. Some kind of Disney happy ending and it kind of killed the last book," I giggled weakly in spite of myself before a heavy sigh left my mouth.

"Can you tell us what happened?" Esme asked me as she took my hand into hers and looked warmly and with motherly concern at me.

"Sure," I murmured while I gazed into her golden pools that bathed me in security.

"Well there is a Vampire named Joham," I began and cranked my neck to fix my gaze at the coffee table as I was trying to gather all the information I had about this topic into an understandable order.

"He thinks of himself as a scientist and he wants to create a super Vampire race. He sleeps with human women and leaves them then to carry out the children before he returns to collect them. I know about three hybrids. Two girls who are with Joham and Nahuel who is his son but lives with his aunt Huilen in Chile. I think somewhere in the mountains there but not sure about that."

Dead silence spread through the space. One could easily mistake our living room for being a grave yard at a moonless night because for a moment a really sinister vibe pushed through the air before the atmosphere exploded into a jumbled mess of questions and opinions.

I didn't understand a single one of them though I did notice it when Edward was suddenly not at my side anymore but jumped off the couch and paced the space in front of the fire place while running his hand through his hair over and over again, turning back into his old brooding self.

I rolled my eyes.

"Silence." Carlisle raised his voice louder then usual but he didn't yell, immediately the voices quieted down.

My gaze wandered from my brooding husband to my father-in-law.

"But if you knew about the possibility why didn't you tell us?" He asked looking at me curious and worried but not upset or angry.

The others were just as expectant of the answer as he and even Edward stopped his pacing.

"I have venom in my system I thought it was impossible to get pregnant…and as I mentioned earlier I didn't even really think it was real. I thought thatStephenie Meyer had made that one up…." I was at loss for words.

Carlisle nodded looking thoughtful.

"I would like to make some test to see if you are really pregnant."

"Yeah, that's probably a good course of action," I blew out a lung full of air.

"You two can test all you want. I'm going to be an aunt." Alice cheerful voice rang through the air.

Carlisle looked straddled at her before he shook his head at her excited expression as she was bouncing in her seat next to Jasper.

"Aww….all the shopping I have to do now. Oh my god this will be the first time I can buy clothes for someone who is pregnant and imagine all the baby fashion…." Alice was over the moon by then.

I looked away from Alice as she was making a list in her head of what she needed to buy and looked at the other members of my family.

"A baby." Rose quietly whispered while her gaze was on my belly and a small joyful smile graced her face.

I had been afraid that she would be upset about the fact that I was pregnant while she wanted nothing more then her own baby but instead she was looking fascinated at my stomach or maybe that was just the silence before the storm.

Emmett still looked a little stunned but seemed to like the idea of becoming an uncle more with each passing second while Jasper didn't really know what to make out of it.

When my gaze landed on Carlisle, I could practically see the catalogue of questions building in his head while Esme beamed radiating off utter happiness as she was holding on to her husband's arm.

And then at last I looked back at my husband who was pacing again and did look everything but happy and excited about the entire situation.

"Edward, are you O.K.?"

At the sound of my voice he snapped out of his mad man pacing and looked at me with wide, cold, fearful and calculating eyes.

And didn't I know what he was thinking? I thought half bitterly and half annoyed though I was able to understand his fear.

He didn't know what I did so of course he would be freaked and scared for my life. My annoyance with him died down and I was preparing myself to assure him that everything would be alright.

It took him a few try's before he was able to speak.

"What happened to the mothers?" He asked in a voice void of any emotions staring at me with a hard and guarded gaze.

I sucked in a deep breath and sighed.

"What happened?" He demanded stepping closer.

Immediately Rose was between him and myself. Her attempt to protect me from my own husband caught me off guard and I jumped a little on the couch while she was growling at him to back off.

"She is my wife, Rose. Get out of my way." Edward growled back at her and clenched his jaw in anger while Emmett shot him a warning look.

"Edward, stop it immediately. I will be fine. I know what needs to be done. Our baby and I will survive this." I crossed my arms over my chest and glared at him.

He was so not going all Breaking Dawn on me.

"B-But….."

"No buts." I stood up and stepped from behind Rose squeezing her arm to show her that I could handle it.

"Are you sure?" She asked me looking into my eyes before her golden pools wandered briefly to my belly and then back up to my face again.

"Yes, Rose I'm sure." I smiled at her.

She gave me a short nod but when she turned her head in Edward's direction her eyes were hard on her brother not trusting him one bit.

I stepped closer to him standing right in front of him. His eyes were pleading, angry, pained and scared. I smiled warmly at him and took his hand in mine resting it over my belly.

"This is our child. Your baby girl or baby boy and soon you will be able to hear his or hers thoughts." A variety of emotions was crossing his face at my words.

"It will be fine we have Jasper, enough substitute blood and a Doctor with a lot of practice and experience in the house." I smiled at him.

"Jasper." My husband asked confused.

I looked at the soon-to-be-uncle and he looked even more confused and surprised then my husband.

"Well I was hoping you would help out a little. You see babies move in the womb and this one is stronger then a normal baby so I was hoping you would use your gift to calm your niece or nephew down." I smiled at him.

When I read Breaking Dawn I couldn't for the life of me understand why Jasper's ability wasn't even taken into consideration when Nessie was kicking the living daylight out of Bella. Jasper did knock Bella out in the hotel when they were fleeing from James why no one though about doing it to the baby I would never understand.

Actually there were a lot of things that just didn't make sense in that book especially concerning the pregnancy because to every problem they encountered even I was able to come up with a solution and I had about as much understanding of medicine as Jessica Stanley of astrophysics.

Jasper was completely taken aback by my words. Alice skipped to his side and locked her arms around his waist.

"Of course he is going to do it, right honey." She smiled up at him.

Jasper looked a little helpless and overwhelmed but nodded with an unsure smile on his lips.

"If I can help."

"Thank you Jasper." I told him before turning my gaze back to my husband. "And then when the labor sets in Carlisle has to do a C-section to get the baby out of me which will give you enough time to bite me. All those women could have been saved if Joham would have stayed to take care of them."

"Could have been saved?" Of course that was what he heard out of everything I had told him.

"They were left alone to fend for themselves so of course they had no chance. Even a normal pregnancy isn't without risks so don't give me that look." I crossed my arms over my chest and glared at him.

"Anna," he nearly groaned as he said my name while a pained expression shadowed up on his face.

I was close to just slap my hand down on his shoulder and tell him that I would have this baby and he better just deal with that reality but then I remembered what he once told Bella in Breaking Dawn.

"Listen Edward, I love you. I will always love you most but I want to have this baby…."

"It's dangerous," he threw in interrupting me.

"I'm not even going to comment that." I rolled my eyes as I heard Emmett chuckled behind me while Edward glared fiercely at our brother.

I took his hands into mine and pressed our intertwined hands to my chest, looking up from under my lashes into his troubled honey colored pools.

"Don't," he shook his head as his voice was a quiet whisper while he was pleading with is eyes for me not to pull out the big guns.

"Edward, I really, really want this. Please," I didn't need his blessing to continue with the pregnancy but I didn't want him to run around making plans of how to get rid of our little rug rat either.