chapter 1

ELISSA POV...

You know how you marry someone thinking the fact that he is terrible in bed and has a small penis wouldn't matter because he was filthy rich?

No?

Just me? Okay.

Well I have been married to my husband Don Campbell, for four years now.

And i hate it.

Yes I enjoy the shopping sprees, expensive yacht vacations..... Trips to the Bahamas and Hawaii... Going to see the beauty of Italy.

But there was just this one thing, well, two.

First, i had to go to those trips with either my girlfriends or by myself with a body guard.

Because my husband was never home... He was always so busy going on business trips for weeks if not more.

That was the main reason I did not want to get pregnant at that moment.

If he is never here for me, how would he be here for the baby?

Two, when he was here, we never actually got into it.

He was always tired from working at the office.

And when we actually did it, guess what?

I couldn't even feel it.

He would just lay on top of me then get off after a minute.

Was he that small? Or just terrible in bed?

With being a sexually unsatisfied wife, I had to switch to toys.

Even when he was in bed sleeping next to me.

I had to use vibrators, dildos, clit suckers....

I had to give myself an orgasm because my husband was unable to.

I couldn't blame it on marriage because even dating he was always like this.

Even our first time together i laid there for a full minute wondering when he was going to start, turns out he was half way.

When i realized that, I faked my moaning so he wouldn't get offended.

He made it all better by taking me to the Chanel store and spent alot of money on getting me all the bags I wanted..

So i forgave him

The only time i enjoyed sex with him was when i was riding him.

I could go with the pace i wanted and i could at least feel him inside me.

I haven't seen him in two weeks. He went on a business trip to Colombia. He did call me, telling me loved me and what he would get me, but i needed him physically.

I was so horny and i needed him to at least do something with me today.

I knew he would come very late, around 11 pm, so i waited for him in the bedroom. My wet pussy wasn't going to let me sleep anyway.

I was shaved, clean and ready for him

When I heard a car come through the gate, i immediately got naked and laid on the bed waiting.

He took like 3 minutes before he opened the door.

"Hello husband!"

I said lying on my side, my elbow folded supporting my head up while i licked my lips.

"Elissa, you're still up?"

He said walking to me

"I missed you too much to sleep."

I knelt on the bed, and started kissing him removing his coat, then his tie.

I started working on his shirt when he grabbed my hands and stopped me.

"Not today honey I'm tired. I had a long flight and i just want to sleep."

I looked at him frustrated.

"But I need you..."

"Maybe later okay.."

I watched him take off his shoes and belt then go to the closet and come back in his pajamas.

"Later baby. Okay?"

He kissed me as he got into the duvet.

I just sat there looking at him.

"No, no later... I want you now ."

"Come one Elissa you can go one night without sex. We'll do it tomorrow."

Closing his eyes.

"One night? I haven't seen you in two weeks. And even when you're here we rarely do anything because you're always tired. You're not my husband you're my roommate. I don't like how we rarely do anything. I have needs Don!"

". ....."

"Don? Don?"

"....."

The motherfucker was already asleep.

Aargh! I was so frustrated with him. How can he do this to me? I was so mad.

I quietly opened my draw and took out a dildo.

I started fucking myself with it while looking at the ceiling quietly until i came.

This was the only way for me that night.

I went and cleaned it and cleaned myself then put it back.

I slept  with my back towards my husband. I did not what to see his stupid face even in the dark.

                                           30th April 2023