chapter 6

​And then, after that, the story's ending was like (Voice of sarcastic girly voice.) 'I lived happily ever after until I died. Yaaaaaaaaay~~!'. (Voice normal again.) Do you really, possibly think that I have not exploded to this?

"waefiubeoycwiorytwt."

I'm getting angry again thinking about it.

I have no idea what was inside that author's head to insert a dying-so-pitifully character in this novel.

Teens from my past life all said that this novel was a novel that caught every teen girl's dreams and made it come true in it. I was like 'Hmm really. Well~ I don't know."

Even so, I didn't like-like Atanasia, but I had always thought that she was better than both Claude and Jennet. Of course, I also shouldn't care of others as long as I am happy, but this, this is just… Nah~

Why?

That's because I think that I am princess Atanasia from that novel!

"Whaaangggg!"

Feeling sorrowful, I cried loudly.

I didn't want to believe it for a long time now, but even not believing has it's limits. First, this is far too similar to that trashy novel! Even though it can be called  a coincidence, how can it be called that if the situation is also very same?! Even though I tried to ignore this weird feeling of 'wrong-ness', that was not easy to do.

"Princess!"

Lilly must came into the room, hearing me cry.

"Oh, what could be the cause of our princess's tears?"

I sobbed continuously within the familiar arms, burying my face into them. Recently, when I'm looking at Lilly when I'm emotional, it becomes more intense.

"Perhaps you're hungry?"

Lillian Yoruk.

The only person in <Lovely Princess> who believed in Atanasia's innocence until the end and fought for her. In result, Lillian dies with Atanasia.

Lillian was actually from a wealthy and well known family, so she really wasn't the one who could be Atanasia's maid.

However, she applied to work in the Ruby palace similar to how nanny is supposed to be. The reason for all this was because of Atanasia's birth mother, Diana's death.

Diana was just one commoner and a dancer, but her moon-like light blonde and her mystic purple eyes was to compliment, She was very, very beautiful.

Also,  she was talented enough to dance a very difficult dance in the front row during the banquet. Lillian who was tired out from the work in the palace happened to see Diana's bird-like natural dance, and had envied her.

But what happens to Diana? Oh, she entered the emperor's eyes and had to be the victim of his night as she was now locked like a prisoner in the palace. (Not that she went to the prison. She just had to live in the palace.)

"Whaaaaaaang!"

Claude that dog b*tch! No, it's  b*stard! Sob sob.

Lillian started to panic when I cried even louder.

"Ah, princess, what's wrong?"

How can I not cry when I think I am actually inside this Sh*tty world, even when I think over and over again!

Diana and Lillian's friendships was explained very shortly in the novel, but still. I felt a lot of things knowing it.

The friendship like the one I've witnessed from a movie called Anne Of The Green Gables when I was invited to a birthday party of a person of my age. The friendship of Anne and Dianna!

But, yes. I didn't have a friend. That's why I was just envying Lilly, but what happened to this big sister at the end? She died siding for Atanasia! WHAAAAA!

"Is it time to change her diapers?

Huh? Wait! I didn't pee pee though!

"Hmm… Not food, not diapers.."

HAAHH?! Whaaa! My chasity!!! The me who was forcefully undressed, now started to cry with my whole body recklessly struggling. Even though it's not once that I was in this kind of situations, I still am not low on my girly feelings!

"Hmm, recently princess is acting very naughty."

Lilly seemed frustrated that she couldn't figure the reason of my dissatisfaction. BUT! I was also frustrated just like her. Even if  I wanted to shout out my problems, I CAN'T TALK!  Really, I DON'T HAVE DREAMS TO DREAM NOR HOPES TO HOPE!

Reincarnate or not reincarnate, the fact that I've become a princess was a nonsense, but this just too cruel.

Oh~ Lillian. Why is Miss'(Referring to Lillian.) name Lillian? Why is Diana, Diana, and WHY IS CLAUDE, CLAUDE? A.N.D….. WHY AM I ATANASIA, WHY!

I'll just do Jennet. I won't do Atanasia!

"It's okay, princess. I'm here.'

I cried nonstop for a while more, listening to Lilly's words trying to comfort me.

Yeah, it's best to leave this palace ASAP (As soon as possible). Time, please run fast!