turning point.

I was a first year student in the higher institution. she couldn't get admitted alongside with me. it was really a sad moment for us both because we have always thought of being together always. I had plans of taking my studies serious and graduate with first class grades. work in one of the biggest financial institution in my nation and be a notable working personnel too. marrying Nonye was one of my biggest future plans. as time unfolds...

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I supported her plans of coming to see me in school though. besides I can't deny I wasn't missing her. her first days of staying with me in my hostel room brought intriguing moment. she only stayed for three weeks before we discovered she was barely two weeks pregnant. could remember one of those days she stayed, she was in her ovulation period. she did warn me not to touch her during those times, but I couldn't resist touching her and she couldn't resist my touch too.

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we don't make use of condoms while sexing. but unfortunately for me, couldn't withdraw while ejaculating. after realizing, she rushed washing off. but it was too late. Nonye is pregnant for young Nonso. I can't let my parents know and she too can't. how can we bear this. she too who is a potential undergraduate has her admission at stake. what are going to do? she asked me. I don't know I answered feeling like a loser. try disclosing to your mother I suggested to her. I'm dead if I do that Nonye said. she will be highly disappointed in me.

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she made sure I lived comfortably, never lacked anything and now I failed her, Nonye added. I think we should give each other space, I said. Jesus Christ,hell no! we can't do that or are trying to abandon me amidst this whole shit? Nonye asked. try understanding me the earlier, the better for us. I left the room out of frustration. I could hear crying bitterly while my mind burned. we were both helpless.