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20.1: A Garden Of Blues

I'm standing in front of William's house, watching Tobias lean against the front door with Benji's leash wrapped around his wrist. He's staring at me with a smile, but it's too dark to see the twinkle in his eyes or the glisten of his lips.

"It's a starry night," he tells me. "I haven't seen one in a while. In five cycles."

I look up at the blanket of blackness above us and try to tuck in the tears I've been crying nonstop ever since I've left Jacob. I try to stare down at a particularly bright star, hoping that Tobias would blame the stars' light and not my pain for my teary eyes.

"I have the oddest of desires," he then tells me and I look down at him. He's grinning and has his hands shoved in his pockets.

I roll my eyes with a weary smile. "To feel?"

"That's not odd," he tells me with a slight shrug. "I want to have bubble gum."

I blink at him for a while, not sure if I heard right. "Gum?"