20 Sidestory Chapter 4

Noah's POV

Passed 2 weeks after that day.i didn't see him for that two weeks,he wasn't answering the phone,he was not at home and even Lucas didn't know where he was

That night i was completely shocked.i would never EVER think that me and my best friend,would ever kiss...the kiss..

I never felt like that...never had the feeling like that with other people

What is happening to me,how can i be thinking like that?

I always thought i liked girls.do i now?

I have to check

I went out to the bar,yes i had breakdown yesterday but i still have some charm left

I picked up the girl and went with her to the motel

I took off her cloths and stared at her chest.i didn't get arroused even a little bit

I felt nothing,i didn't even want to touch her

Then it hit me...i have thought about this the whole next week...the reason i wanted to sleep with girls was to make myself believe that i don't look like a fem boy

''Omg,is that Sebastian Wylde?''i heard some groupies yelling next to the store

Seb huh?you have SOO much trouble for not picking your phone

''Well,well,well. Mr Sebastian Wylde''i looked at him with death stare

''I-uh, you've got the wrong person''he said and ran off like crazy

I chased after him yelling ''YOU FUCKER GET OVER HERE''good thing i'm fast runner,i cought him and pushed him so he fell of the floor

''Fuck''he said and i realized i was sitting on top of him while he was laying on the floor''can you...please move away..a little bit?''his face turned so red that it was purple

''Ah yeah,sorry''i moved away and started asking questions he just listened and then said

''I can't explain it here''

''Then stand up,we're going to my house''

As we arrived,i felt awkward being around him in the empty house

''Listen,you can just forget that kiss,it was a mistake''

''Mistake?''i felt my body filling up with rage ''MISTAKE???your fucking kiss made me go and hook up with some chick and i realized''i stopped for a moment to take a breathe ''I FUCKING REALIZED I'M NOT INTO GIRLS''

''I'm sorry okay?i didn't mean to say it like that''

''You didn't mean too that's what you say all the time,i almost went crazy and plus that you didn't even pick up the damn phone''

''I Was fucking confused too,i didn't know why i dud that,i didn't know why i wanted to kill that girl when you said she was staring at you,i didn't know why i got exited when i kissed you.I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND''I went to hug him,he was on nerves so his heart was beating fast,he looked down on me in a few minutes and stared into my eyes

I knew exactly where this was going so i kissed him.He kissed me back and took me by my waist to lift me up

At this point i was already on the table making out with my childhood friend

My heart finally felt relived,it was the best feeling i experienced before

He kissed me on my neck

''Can i touch your chest''

''Yeah,but i don't think there's much to see''i smirked at him while he almost hurtfully laid me down on the table,he touched my chest gently and then took off my shirt so exited that i almost giggled,he touched my chest again and started rubbing my nipple

I don't know how was it possible to get turned on by this but somehow it dis turn me on

''Mm...'' the moan just came out of my mouse,i saw him grinning

He kissed on my other nipple and started to take off my pants

''What-''

''I'm not doing anything''he said and kissed on my lower waist''yet''

''Huh?i couldn't hear you''he smirked at me and said it was nothing

Hell how am i going to explain this to Lucas