Zoe

My name is Zoe and you're about to read my story.

2 years ago

"Wake up Zoe, it's your wedding day". My friend Nadia said, trying to wake my lazy ass up.

I'm not a morning person and it being wedding is not going to change that.

"I'm up, I'm up" I said even though I was still very sleeping.

"splash"*

"aaaah", I screamed when I felt myself drenched. "I can't believe you poored water on me" I said to her. "It's your wedding day Zoe, I shouldn't be waking you up. You're supposed to be a bundle of nerves right now as the bride to be" was her reply. "you know I don't joke with my sleep" I argued. "yeah, yeah sorry lazy bones" she said sarcastically. "I'm going to let your sarcastic comment pass today" I said making my way to the bathroom to take my bath. When I came back to my room the hair stylist and makeup artist was already there, I got settled in for the role of the bride. You know, stay still and let them work their magic. After they're done, I looked good. I looked fresh out of a magazine. Now it was time to get into my wedding dress my dress. It is baby blue in color. It's a skirt and a top. The skirt starts from my bellybutton. From the bellybutton to to my knee is tight while it's loose downward. My top is a deep cut that shows a little cleavage with long sleeve.I have white crystals on my top which makes it look so good. I paired my dress with white heels to match the crystal.

To say I look good would be an understatement, I looked fine.

I'm having my wedding outdoor, in a meadow I found when I went camping with my friends.

5 mins later.

I'm about to work down the aisle, my nerve are now kicking in. I'm about to get married to the man of my dreams, the love of my life. That is that is huge. Why didn't I think about it? The wedding march start and I know it's my turn to walk out.

My husband to be looks dashing in his suit with his jet black hair jelled backwards. I can't help think that's my man waiting at the end of the tunnel to end my mission misery. I feel so happy right now. I haven't felt this way since I lost my family in that accident that left my mom in psychiatric hospital over the loss of a husband and only male child. I wanted her to be here but she's dangerous now so they wouldn't allow it. it hurts that she let her loss overpower her because I also lost a father and the brother, a twin and I would have loved to have my mother with me but I also have to watch my mom loose her mind more everyday. Like loosing a father and brother wasn't enough.

Jesus Christ today is my wedding day, why all these awful thoughts? I shake my hair to clear my mind.

I'm finally standing in front of my husband to be, as our eyes meet everything fade away.

The priest start the ceremony and soon it's my time to say the vows and I speak from my heart. Not because I want to, but because I don't remember what I practiced.

Jayden sure smith, my love, you found me at my lowest, I don't know what I can do without you. You held me through so much and I promise I will be by your side every day. Whenever you smile, my heart fills so full that it feels like it's about to burst open. I didn't think I'll be able to get here any time soon, or be this happy but I am and for that, thank you. You are and will always be my rock. I ended with tears rolling down my face. Jayden had on a smile so wide you could literally feel the happiness rolling off of him.

It was Jayden's turn now.

Zoe, my sunshine, being with you, we've come a long way. Through my ups and downs you were always there. On days I wanted to give up working on my company, you were there, reminding me where and why I started, giving me reasons upon reason to keep at it.

Zoe, baby, I will love you to the end of time and I will stay by you to my last breath nothing and no one will ever come between us. I promise you that I'm always going to be here baby because that's how much I love you. I promise to make you happy he ended with the widest smile I've ever seen that I couldn't help but smile too.