Chapter 4 Wants to Escape

The weather is not friendly, the rain has stopped. It rained again, adding to the confusion and restlessness in the afternoon. The heart is turned upside down because confusion hits the side of the heart.

Rina is bored with the situation in the hospital.

"Ri, you go home and have to find a wedding dress immediately!" His mother's notice shocked and hurt his heart.

"MashaAllah... Dad hasn't recovered yet," replied Rina, very annoyed, she spoke in a high tone because she was angry with her mother's attitude.

"Shoot... it's a Hospital!" Eza reprimanded the two from the middle of the door, Rina ran with tears in her eyes.

"What kind of mother is she, the mattress is too late for the ambulance. Weird and real. I hate ...," Rina is still walking fast, she is in the hospital yard.

"You are such a crybaby." Asep came with medicines that had just arrived from the Surabaya box. Rina wiped her tears.

"Will you run away with me?" Rina was very emotional, somehow the meaning of her words. A nurse passed by.

"Leave this Nis," Asep ordered the nurse while handing him the medicine box.

"No, I am who you are!" The nurse resisted Asep's orders and just left.

"Huh!" Asp emotion.

"What's the problem? How come you want to run away?" asked Asep facing Rina, they were one meter and a half away.

"I'm going to marry Eza's sister!" Rina revealed her secret, Asep immediately held his heart.

"Why? Does it hurt?" asked Rina worriedly.

"Ha ha ha, I'm just shocked, how can you marry his sister? The person you've loved all this time isn't his brother. You're not fantastic," teased Asep, Rina threw the leaf he picked, Asep brushed it off.

"That's why will you run away with me?" asked Rina looking serious.

"Yes, you can't ... unless you're rich. I'm still an apprentice here, besides, there's also no love between us," replied the handsome young man refusing, Rina ducked down with a breath that sounded very tight. "You may consider me your friend, I have always been a friend. So what do you think of Hafiz?" he continued asking while looking at Rina.

"Sit here," said Asep. Rina sat on a long chair made of iron, the beautiful girl bent her face.

"Listen to me, this time I'm not joking," said Asep turning his head, Rina was still looking down and her tears fell. Asep gave him a tissue that he had brought along with the medicine.

"Listen Rina. Sometimes we have to go through things that our heart doesn't want. Like your mother's intentions, which you don't know is in her heart, maybe... she wants the best for you, even though you will be a little tormented. You're my classmate who is smart and popular. At that time, I was amazed, yes, only amazed, don't be hope!" Asep joked a little, Rina was still in a sad state.

"Well ... my jokes don't work," complained the humorous young man. Rina smiled in tears, she pushed Asep's arm, until Asep almost fell.

"Poor to you Ri, if I were Eza I wouldn't tell you. It's really unfortunate for you, hopefully, one day you will be happy, Amen, I've known you for eight years and nothing has changed from you, even though we haven't seen each other for 4 years. You are still loyal to Eza. You can love, but don't love blindly," positive remarks from Asep.

"I know I'm stupid!" he said annoyed with himself.

"Ais ... I also know Eza even though we were never close, I'm still very under him, yes ... because of money too. Maybe if you marry Dirga, right? Dirga is that snotty kid?" Asep asked to make sure and remember his sister Eza. Rina laughed at the word snot.

"Finally there is a smile on your face," said Asep satisfied because he managed to make Rina's burden a little lighter. Rina looked at him.

"Your gaze scares me," said Asep, who covered his eyes with his arms.

"Why?" asked Rina frowning and still looking at Asep.

"Afraid that you will fall in love with me," Asep answered quickly. That word made Rina laugh. "Watch out you'll fall in love, love me, lest you're my soul mate...." Asep sings in a pretty melodious voice.

"You are terrible!" Rina stood up with goosebumps, Asep laughed to his heart's content. Then after Rina, they walked together and were almost two meters away.

"Don't worry, I already have a boyfriend even though I'm LDR, LDR is very painful," Asep said starting to open, Rina stopped walking and turned to Asep.

"Who?" Rina was a little curious.

"Andara, your friend, he's in Bandung, I'm loyal, but ...." Asep hangs his love story, Rina smiles hearing the news about her school friend.

"But why?" asked Rina very curious.

"Love is not approved because of my job. I'm not well-established, and you know that I'm the backbone of the family," he explained with a gloomy expression on his face. But Asep immediately brushed it off with a faint smile.

"Everyone has trials. I've been working," he said goodbye, walking quickly.

Rina thought, Asep looked back. "Hey listen!" Asep exclaimed.

Rina looked at him.

"Learn to love someone so that your heart doesn't break, because if it's broken you need cement to stick it together," said Asep with strange words.

Rina looked away and laughed, Asep walked away quickly.

"You are weird! Laugh to yourself!" Eza said coming from behind, Rina looked back she was embarrassed.

"Rina... why do you always stay strange looking. This is very sad, how the doctor appeared suddenly, O Allah, stop my feelings, don't you grow that feeling every day. Ah," said the girl from the heart. Rina was about to go with her head down, then heard Eza's conversation.

"Hello, yes my love. It's up to you, I will agree on the matter of dresses, make-up. Issues of invitations, guests, and others, I'm relaxed, yes honey, it's up to you, I love you. Evening, much." Eza said that into her phone, Rina walked fast with teary eyes.

"Looks like I have to listen to Asep's input, I have to open my heart, so I don't eat my heart melted. I feel like this is tearing my heart apart... Oh, God... Make it easy for my heart to accept this fate. Stop this feeling, O Allah, why does it hurt so much to love someone but that person never cares. Never even look at me. And if later I marry Dirga and always see Kak Eza's intimacy with his wife. Ha... I can't imagine, and I can't stand it. My heart is hurt, to the depth, I need a booster injection so that I don't get more critical. The more I digress, O Allah, it hurts to endure. Move on Rina. You can!" he said encouragingly himself.

He walked to the beach, then called Hafiz.

"Hello, Assalamu'alaikum," replied Hafiz, Rina sat down.

"Wa'alaikumsalam. Mas ...." he called in a split voice. "Heck heck heck. Huh...."

"Ri... why? Did something happen to Dad?" asked Hafiz very panicked. "Ri, dad why?"

"He, heh, est. Why is Mother so cruel, am I not her child?" Rina's question made Hafiz confused.

"What do you mean? Tell me clearly," asked Hafiz very curiously.

"Mother sold me ... he e ... why does he have the heart ...." Rina said sobbing.

"What?!" asked Hafiz very surprised by the cracked voice, he felt the pain that Rina felt.

"Mother is going to marry me to Dirga ... because his family proposed at a fantastic price. Mother said yes without asking me. is sick, you know Dirga's behavior that often harasses women," complained Rina.

"O Allah... why did it have to be Dirga, while Ilham yesterday proposed to you being rejected. Even though our family knows Dirga's background. Even though the village neighbors are famous for their behavior. Oh, Allah... Ri. We are looking for a solution. Then what about Father?" asked Hafiz sounding concerned.

"Dad just opened his eyes. I want to run away," he said then the phone was cut off. "Low battery, heh ... my fate," he moaned then looked at the ocean.

Continued.