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Uncalled Love.

"Sam, you know, people are crueler than we think. Some leave you to live your whole life in grief and guilt and some will bring you from that shithole only to push you back later...... I loved her and she left me forever. Now I'm in love with him but I have to leave him forever." I said in between sobs "Why doesn't the person I love stays in my life...Why do I feel pain, in the end, every time I love?... It's hurting Sam. My heart can't take more." I said in a muffled tone and started crying my heart out --------------------------------------------- LOVE the best ever feeling mankind can ever have, it can heal any pain and save any life. People say- love is the best medicine but why did they fail to realize that it's also the reason for the sorrow, grief, and pain? Kiet had led the perfect life a child can ever have until his parents got divorced. From then, his life has changed and 'love' has become his greatest enemy and so is his mother who forgot that she had a son and was spending her whole life in the grief of losing her husband On the other side, Song, never really cared for any people. He thought love was a mere feeling people show when you have money. His life was filled with girls, money, and rudeness, and never really cared about anyone's feelings...not even his mum's. Until it was too late. His opinion on love changes and so was his life when his mum dies in a tragic accident. His life was filled with depression and guilt. The two completely opposite worlds with tragic past and common opinions on love come together when fate showed mercy. They become roommates, the kind of roommates who don't know the existence of another. Slowly each other know about the other's past and the pain in it. Will they help each other to overcome their fears? Will a cold heart and a broken heart, melt and heal to form one, they are always meant to be? The old-school campus story of two imperfect hearts soon changes into an epic love story which ends up with Kiet choosing between his love and his career. Can these two hearts feel the love they deserve? ----------------------------------------- "Song?...Song." I called him not too loud for him to jolt He slowly turned towards me and smiled "What are you doing there? Come down" I said with a terrified tone "I-I can't. I can't. He's never gonna let us be together" "He will, pl-please just come down. We'll talk about it okkay?" I said while going towards him "No, he won't. I-I can't bear this anymore, Kiet. I can't feel the pain of losing you too" He said in between his sobs "Please......don't this to me" I said with tears rolling down. It was the first time I felt this type of fear. The fear of losing the one I love forever "I will always love you, Kiet. Goodbye" He said in a low tone and leaned back. Soon he fell off the roof "SONG..." I screamed while jumping from the roof. It can't be like this. I can never lose him...not again -------------------------------------------- Participant of Webnovel Spirity Awards 2021 Theme: Slice of life.

Seulil2061 · LGBT+
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Nightmare.

"Let me hug you for some time then." He said while tightening the hug.

I kissed his head and started stroking it gently. Not soon after I found him sleeping soundly on my chest. I kept his head on the pillow not waking him and got off from the bed.

I got fresh up and folded the clothes on the bed while Song was sleeping on the other side peacefully and kept them in the wardrobe.

It was about time, so I went into the kitchen and started preparing for dinner. I was cutting the vegetables when I heard a muffled tone from the bedroom. I quickly went inside, praying for my guess to be wrong, and saw my fear coming true. Song was having the nightmares again.

"Mum, Mum, Mum...." He was crying out in his sleep.

"Song, Song. Wake up. Wake-up." I said while patting his cheek.

He opened his eyes suddenly with his face full of sweat. He was still crying. I hugged him and started consoling him.

"It was just a nightmare, just a nightmare. I'm here. It's okkay, everything's okkay." I said in a quiet tone while patting the backside of his head gently.

He calmed down after some time and I broke the hug.

"Are you alright?" I asked looking at his face which was still frightened.

"I'm fine." He sniffed.

"Was it the same nightmare?" I asked.

He nodded his head in agreement.

"Again? It's almost been a year since they have stopped." I said with a worried tone.

"I don't know. It was the exact same nightmare." He said in a dull tone.

"It must be due to what you were thinking when you slept. Take shower, I'll prepare dinner." I said while caressing his cheeks.

"Okkay." He said in a quiet tone.

He got up, took his towel, and went inside the bathroom. I was about to return to the kitchen when I heard a beep sound from my phone. I took the phone to check and it was Link.

"Sam and I are on our way. Make dinner for four." Was the text message he sent.

"Okkay," I replied and went inside the kitchen to prepare the dinner.

I was busy preparing it when Song came into the kitchen.

"Dinner's ready?" He asked.

"Almost," I said while stirring the soup and turned off the gas.

"How are you feeling now?" I asked after turning around walking towards him.

"Much better." He replied.

"Are you sure? Did you skip your medication? Let's consult your psychiatrist tomorrow." I asked while coming towards him.

"I haven't and there's no need. I don't want you to cancel the trip to mum's house." Song replied with a smile.

I nodded my head still with the worried face. He hugged me by the waist and kept his head on my shoulder.

"I'm fine really. You worry too much." He kissed my cheek and rested his head back on my chest.

I hugged him back without saying anything. We were like that for a while and broke the hug when we heard the door knock.

"Must be Link. He said they will come over for dinner." I said and went towards the door to open.

I opened the door and saw Sam and Link with a bag in Link's hands. They both came in and saw Song at the dining table.

"Hai guys." Song greeted them with a smile.

"Hey man." Link said.

Sam went towards him and started babbling about something. I served the food on the table and we all started eating.

"Kiet, you packed your bags right?" Link asked.

"Yeah." I nodded my head.

"Good." Link said and we continued eating while having random conversations. We completed our dinner and I got ready. Link and I grabbed our bags and were about to leave.

"Song, you sure you don't wanna come?" I asked again.

"Yeah, I will come tomorrow. I have to pack things." He answered.

I turned towards Sam and spoke.

"Sam, please take care of him, he's having the nightmares again," I asked.

"Again?" Link and Sam said at the same time.

"It's just once. Don't make a scene. You both are getting late, you should go." Song replied.

"Take care," I said. While Link was bidding goodbye to his girlfriend.

We both came out of the dorm and got into the car. Link started the engine and drove the car.

"You called mum, that we are coming?" Link asked.

"I informed her yesterday," I answered.

"What about the interview?" He asked.

"Not yet," I replied.

"What about the Singapore plan? You called dad?" He asked again.

"I have, right after the interview."

"And?????"

"He wants me to come to Singapore right away. His birthday's in two days and he wants me by his side when he announces his 'Will' like he said all these years." I replied.

"You sure wanna go and accept that position your dad offers, man?" He asked.

"You know that's what I have worked for. I did what he wanted me to. Now it's his time to fulfill his promise." I answered.

We both drove to Chachoengsao, the district we both grew up in. It took us two and a half hours drive to reach our home. Link dropped me at my house first. The time was around 9 when we got there. I got out of the car with my bag.

"Don't you wanna meet mum?" I asked while leaning on the window of the driver's side.

"I'm tired from driving. I need rest." Link said while rubbing his eyes.

"I told you, I would drive in the half, but you insisted on driving," I said and poked his forehead with my index finger.

"Don't nag, I do recall our conversation from earlier." He said while rubbing the area I poked.

"Take rest. Let's meet tomorrow." I said while ruffling his hair.

"Don't do that. I'm not used to sweet-talking." He said with a chuckle.

"But-" I was continuing but he cut me off before I can finish my sentence.

"Yeah, but I don't wanna remember that past, it hurts even though it's sweet." He said with a smile.

Even though Link's smiling, why do I see the pain he's hiding from the past. My smiling face went turned to a sad one, thinking that.

"Stop it, Kiet. I know what you are thinking. Just go inside. Bye." He said and drove off from my house.

I turned around and looked at the house. I inhaled deeply and went towards the front door and knocked. It took a while for the door to be opened and it was mum. I went inside the house and hugged mum.

"I thought you will come by 8," She asked.

"The traffic was heavy," I said while moving towards the living room.

"Did you have something?" Mum asked.

"Yes. How are you, mum?" I answered.

"I'm fine. What about you son?" She asked.

"I'm tired," I said while stretching my body lazily.

"Why don't you get to sleep then, let's talk tomorrow," Mum said with a smile.

"Okkay, goodnight mum," I said and went into my room, kept my bag on the side, and took a towel to shower.

I came out of the shower after 15 minutes and got dressed to go to bed. I laid myself on the bed and got a call

'Must be Song' I thought and smiled when I checked the screen it indeed was him.

"Hello, Song," I answered the call.

"You got home?" He asked.

"Yeah. I'm about to sleep. Why are you up till now? it's late." I asked.

"Not that sleepy. I slept in the afternoon." He answered in a soft tone.

"Right. So what will you do now?" I asked.

"We both are gonna play video games," Sam answered instead of Song.

"Don't play till dawn. I know you guys' playtime." I warned.

"Link was right. You do nag a lot. Now, if you two lovebirds completed talking, let's play." Sam shouted in the back.

"Good night," Song said.

"Goodnight," I said with a smile and ended the call, and slept.

The next day I woke up and went downstairs after freshening up. I saw mum at the dining table.

"Morning mum." I greeted mum.

"Good morning." She greeted back with a smile.

We both sat at the dining table and were having breakfast when mum spoke.

"So.... you got the job?"

"Yes," I said with an excited tone.

"I was tired yesterday, So I couldn't talk. Sorry for that." I apologized.

"It's fine. Congrats on the job.... you told your dad about that, I guess." She asked.

I nodded my head in agreement.

"And?...." She paused.

"Mum, you know I can't go back now. It's the only chance and you know why I'm being this curious to go to Singapore." I completed the sentence.

"I know, Kiet. I Just want you to think before you act." She advised.

I nodded my head in agreement again.

"So, when are you leaving then?" She asked.

"Tomorrow night," I replied.

"Tomorrow night? What about Song?" She asked in confusion.

Hey guys, just wanna say something about the way of calling in Thai language. If anyone from Thailand is reading, I'm sorry if I make any mistake, you can comment where I went wrong and I will rectify it. Thank you.

P'- is used to denote a girl/boy, who are elder than you.

Nong- is used to denote a girl/boy, who are younger than you.

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