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Trying To Take My Mask Off

My dream came true but I'm not happy. I became a legend in the entertainment world, and everybody knows me. But I sacrificed too much to stand here. I don't even know myself anymore. If you ask me what my biggest regrets are. It is that I don't know myself anymore, that I don't feel what I used to feel, that I don't know what makes me happy, that I'm now almost like a robot. It would be nice if I could change myself. If I could just turn back the time or go to another world, it doesn't matter what, if I could do it I would. And then I would change myself and search for what I want and become a person again. The girl smiled and said: "I'll give you a change." [Will you take this change and change yourself or will you stay the same? I really hope you'll change and be happy this time.] ---------------------------------------------- A boy who achieved his dream but felt alone met a girl who gave him a second chance. Will he be happy this life? ____________________________________________ THINGS YOU NEED TO KNOW: English is not the language that I speak normally. So, my novel will have a lot of mistakes here and there so be prepared if you are going to read this. But it will be an honor if you will be reading my first novel. You can contact me by my e-mail MightyMiruLin@gmail.com or on instagram MightyMiruLin. Updates on days when I have time. Disclaimer: _Cover art belongs to the rightful owner_ Started: somewhere around April 2021 Ended:

MightyMiruLin · LGBT+
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83 Chs

Deskmates

The four of them finally arrived at their classroom. It was in reality only 5 minutes but for Erebus and Ryuu it felt like years.

The reason why they felt like that is of course Kia. She was talking and talking until their ears bleed but she just talked more and more.

Lucius didn't really mind it much he didn't say anything but he found some subjects interesting so he didn't mind hearing her talk. Even more when she was saying it so happily.

But even he wouldn't want to hear her talk his whole life. Once was enough for him.

"It seems the last students are here. Come in and look at the blackboard. I put a paper there just search your number and you will find your place."

The four answered directly after him.

"Yes, teacher Iyan!"

[Hmm...My place seems to at the back.]

Lucius found his place so he began walking and gave his greeting to his classmates. When he finally was at his place he saw that his deskmate was laying on his desk with his head to the window.

[Is he sleeping?]

He didn't know that he was awake or sleeping but he was really asleep he didn't want to wake him up.

[But who is he?]

Lucius is good at remembering people and their names so when he didn't know him it meant he wasn't there when they introduced each other.

"Hi, Lucius it seems we are deskmates!"

Lucius turned around and saw a boy with a big smile.

"Yes, it seems so."

His other neighbor was Ryuu. Lucius was a bit happy knowing that he sat beside someone he knew.

Ryuu wanted to talk more but he was pushed from his chair and he fell to the ground.

"Ah!!! You! You!!!", Ryuu was pointing his finger at the boy who sat down on his chair like it was his own.

The boy looked down at him and just said calmly: "What?"

He obviously knew why he was mad but still pretended he didn't know and that made Ryuu madder than he already was.

"Why did you kick me, Erebus!"

Ryuu jumped up and wanted to push Erebus put he just dodged it like this happened hundred times.

"I didn't kick you. I pushed you."

He said this without shame and even grinned.

"You!"

Ryuu almost exploded but before that happened they both felt something cold around them.

When they both looked in the direction where the cold came from they both froze.

There was teacher Iyan smiling beautifully at them. But that smile just screamed something dangerous and the both of them felt it.

"It seems you forget what I said a couple of hours ago, did you?"

Iyan asked a question but the both of them were too scared to answer and just looked at him.

"So tell me. Why did you guys fight this time?"

Suddenly Ryuu felt the anger he felt before and pointed his finger to Erebus and said: "He began. I was sitting at my place when he kicked me without a reason."

"I didn't kick him I pushed him.", Erebus said this in a small voice but Iyan still heard him.

"What did you say?"

Erebus began sweating. He was really scared.

"I wanted to swap places with him."

"You wanted what."

"Swap places.", Said Erebus still sweating.

"With whose permission."

"Mine.", he said with a small voice.

"Whose?"

"I'm sorry teacher."

Erebus felt too much pressure from the teacher, even more, when he smiled like that. It felt like it was winter and he was naked in the snow.

Iyan saw that the both of them knew what they did wrong so he turned back to his gentle appearance. But in those two eyes, he will always be a devil.

"If you wanted to swap places you could just ask me instead and not started a fight."

"I'm sorry.", Erebus said for the second time.

"Do you want to swap places?", While saying this he turned his body to Ryuu.

Ryuu wanted to deny it but he was too scared to say something. He was even too scared to breathe. But in the end, he answered: "I don't want to change places teacher Iyan."

The teacher felt troubled. He knew the both of them would be stubborn and he didn't want another fight. He put the both of them far away from each other but they still managed to fight. If he put them next to each other they will fight each hour. He was really troubled.

In the end, he asked the person who sat before Lucius to sit at Erebus's desk and Ryuu would sit there and Erebus would sit at Ryuu's desk.

He knew that there would be a fight in the near future but just let it be.

"You guys better behave, do you guys understand?"

"Yes! Teacher!"

They would try but who knows what will happen.

My exams are almost done. I still have two exams. My exams went well, I think?

The chapter is longer than before but shorter than I wanted it to be. I had plenty of time to write but I was really too lazy to write. I really hate studying so I study for two hours or sometimes even less. But I still didn't write even when I had so much time. I can't help it I like to read more than to write but I still enjoy it.

So see you in the next chapter!

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