Depression,Death and reincarnation.

Hello or good evening you all to no particularly one.

My name is [Using real name] Teli Nigam and a high school student of 12 grade.

My dreams and desires were crushed by my own 

families or by myself,as I am talking to myself after death in this dark and empty place,As i killed my self ( suicide) before death my life was a lot depressing but almost all had that kind of life.

I was a introvert kid watching anime, reading novel ,manga and manhua etc. I was a virgin [not true in real life ] watching all this was a way at that time to relish myself from the world and only be myself at that time, but after 10 grade it was worst as they did not let me pursue my goal and put the subject of their choice in my list .

As, I was still thinking about my depressing lifestyle, i hear a voice or a systematic voice coming in my ear suddenly but I did Notting because I was a soul and it seems that in this state one's emotions are not there so I was calm.

As the voice begin to talk (or more like commanding me what to do) 

"The voice; origin India, character - kind, helped those in need , balanced.

[ Well these are my orginal character and I m not falsely saying it ]

"Now spin the wheels to decide your new start but before that would you like to have your memory intake or not.

Yes I would like to have my memory.

"Then start the spin.