Chapter 5

"You must be Miyuki, I am pleased to meet you. My name is Miyazono." What is a girl doing here with Yumi? Is it true that he had a lover? I can't breathe, I think my heart just stops beating.

"H-hey Miyuki? What are you doing? Why are you drenched in sweat? Come on, let us go inside. I will introduce you to Miya. Let's go, Miya, make yourself at home." How sweet you are even calling her in nickname terms.

I go to our bedroom to change my clothes. At least I look presentable when Yumi introduces me to his girlfriend. How perfect, really! I hate that Miya girl!

"Miyuki I am sorry for suddenly bringi- Oh my bad, finish it first before we talk." Yumi suddenly barged in when I was putting my clothes on. Come to think of it, after that sucking thing, Yumi became a little cautious every time we were together. Did I scare him off? Does having me being a vampire makes him anxious? What if he was just forced to do all of those things just because he pitied me?

"Yumi don't worry about bringing Miya here, let's go, Miya is waiting." I know he is nervous to tell me that he will introduce his girlfriend, let's just help him ease his feelings. Having unrequited love for ten years is not easy, you know.

We were having dinner together when Yumi started to talk. "By the way, I would like you two to formally know each other. Miya, this is Miyuki, he is like my little brother. Miyuki, this is Miya, she is the daughter of the restaurant owner I am working at. Boss always insists that I should introduce you to each other. I hope you will get along with each other and end up being together." What are you talking about?! I thought you two?!

"Don't worry Yumi, I'll be good to Miyuki. We will get along for sure, right Miyuki?"

"W-what? Ah yes of course." How in the world did I end up dating a girl?!

After having dinner, we hung out a little bit talking about the things I didn't bother to pay attention to because I couldn't believe why all of these were happening to me. Before she leaves we exchange our contact numbers (which I obviously hate). How should I make Yumi fall in love with me when he wants me for others?

That night while we were laying down in our bed in the supine position, (not to brag we shared a bed since we were little, one of the privileges of being treated as little brother - ouch) "Y-Yumi what about the thing I wished for you, you're the one I want to end up together." This is now or never, my sole chance to make my move on him.

"I am sorry Miyuki. Please make another wish aside from that. You should think about it carefully, I think you are just mistaking your feelings because we have been together for a long time. Look, you are the only hope of your family so please be in love with a girl. How about you give Miya a chance, can you? You will be surprised to know, that Miya is also a vampire, they just have not yet said it to me but during the entire period I worked with them, I have observed them. So please give it a try falling for her." he said with a worried face.

How can you say that I just made mistakes, seriously for ten years? Fuck that family belief! Why can't we love whoever we want to?! Whoever we treasure and make us feel the euphoria. This world is cruel, so I will just do whatever I think is right.

"Okay, then I will try things with Miya. Before that, I just want to get my wish right now. I want to kiss you Yumi." I did not wait for his response, I moved on top of him instead. He looked mortified and avoided eye contact with me. I leaned forward to him when he was about to say something. Before he mumbled any words I slowly pressed my lips onto his soft and warm lips.

"M-Miyuki" he murmured. "Don't worry, after this, I will focus on the things you want me to do. I just want to express how I sincerely feel about you. We can stop, just push me away if you don't want this." I whispered to him before I started kissing him again.

Our lips pressed together fiercely. I could feel the heavy breath we shared with his smell like vanilla. He closed his eyes as I gently slipped my tongue inside his mouth. We explored each other's tongues while we interlaced our hands. We continued to vigorously sucked each other's lips. We kissed like we were madly in love with one another. As we kept on kissing deeper and deeper I just felt that tears were dripping from my eyes, I couldn't control it. I am kissing my first love but why does it hurt so much? It feels so empty. My chest is throbbing, it is like my heart has shards of glass. If this pain is part of loving someone, then I have nothing to do but accept it wholeheartedly, right?

"M-Miyuki wait, I can't breathe" he mumbled while he was catching his breath. He looked anxious so I decided to get away from him and stated, "Thank you for bearing it on. Let's just pretend it never happened."