Our Death

When I woke Up Unexpectedly It was Dark outside..oops did I sleep that long?

I hurriedly Get up and Opened the door when I smell the Aroma of A Delicious Food...and this is making me hungry

I Looked inside the kitchen and I saw Jam Cooking

"Weew~~ I should let you cook from now on then"

"Tsk,No way! You were Soo hard to wake up So I just cooked dinner JUST for today"

heh,This kid is really *sigh* still I'm glad the Atmosphere has lighten a bit

I set the Table while he Cook,then we both Eat together talking about random stuff not mentioning about the thing that made the mood Gloomy

He then went to bed Early while I just Chilling in our Living room watching TV cause I can't sleep

"I regret Sleeping in the Afternoon *sigh*"

One Hour Later~~

" This bi*ch is Disgusting!!!!! She Already know he has already A Girlfriend..bitch back off you wanna get a slap from me huh???!!!"

I'm not chilling Anymore since I'm too frustrated here about the drama I Have been Watching for like an Hour now

* Kriiiing~~*

I looked at the Study table and I saw My brother's phone ringing

"Who's Calling him this late? Girlfriend? Nah~"

I looked At the phone and Freeze...

"Mother?"

I answered the Call and put it right Beside my Ear

"Hello? Jam...I'm sorry to call this late at night..but son I need your help *sob*"

I didn't answer back

"Jam? Are you there? Why are you silent? Did you hear me just now? Son I need your help your Brother needs Your help he is in Hospital right now *Sob* *sob*"

"Brother? Who's brother?"

I heared a Gasp from the phone and She didn't answer me for Seconds

" Nene?..Hmm H-hello.. It's nice talking to you again"

"Hmm..yeah, What's up?"

"Ah..I am looking for Jam"

"Jam is Sleeping right now..do you want me to wake him up now that it's LATE at night?"

"Ah..no no no,I don't want to bother him,I'll just call him Later..then good bye Ne--"

"You can just tell me what you want to talk with Jam now,MOTHER"

"Ah--hahaha It's nothing really I- I'll hung up then Goodnight Nene"

"Wait mother,Jam Said you wanted to talk to me about something? what is it?"

"Umm...No it was nothing hehe,really Then I really have to end our call,Nene"

The call then Ended and I put down His phone,And went to the Kitchen to get A glass of water

" This is soooo Frustrating"

~The Next Day~

"Morning Sis"

"Yeah morning"

I saw him Pick up his Phone and sat down In a Chair Besides me

"You have A class this Morning right? you should eat now"

" Hmm..wait a minute...Ohh!!"

"What the?!! Why scream all of a sudden?"

"Umm..Sis,I think Im going to be late Today"

"Huh? Why? didn't you say Your Class this Afternoon is just Two? Where are you going?"

"I'm going to meet with Liz and Harry tonight"

Huh?why do he looks pale though? Is he lying?

"Okay,,I don't have class this morning so I'll clean the house a little bit"

"Wow~~ What did you Eat yesterday to be so hardworking"

He was then Taking a bath while I was cleaning the Living room when His charged phone rang..so I take a look and I'm not surprised seeing the message of my mother to Jam

I clicked the message

"Why does this boy's Phone don't have a Password though?"

I read the message and my eyes widened...

"Jam...*sigh* What a liar,to think I Trusted your excuse Just like that"

I then Deleted the message and Continued Cleaning Feeling upset

Later That Day My Class Ended So I waited a Bit On Jam At school

I saw him walk out the school Gate And Walk opposite to the direction of our house..I Followed him Making sure. he won't Find me

He stopped Walking in a Neighborhood Infront of a Tiny House..someone Went outside the house and Hugged Jam...It was Mother

I never knew Jam and Mother are this close though....well I know they were in Contact for a long time

Jam handed something to Mother and she hugged Jam Tightly again...

What was that?

Out of curiosity I walked towards them And listened as they talked

"Thank you, Thank you Jam..I can Finally pay for Your brothers hospitalization *sob *sob"

"There is no need to thank me,Mother"

"Jam?"

They flinched and Looked at me.

"Why did you lie to me? Is she Harry and Liz? hmm?"

"Uhh..sis, it's just..Ah I can Explain"

I can see him Shivering and He is getting paler and Paler

"Jam, Why are you pale? And Why did you lie?There is no need for that Right? "

"Umm..let me explain,Sis"

"No need..just come home with me,since your business with mother ended right?come on"

He followed me And we didn't said anything As we walk

Truthfully,I'm upset..no angry..but I just can't Shout at Jam just Because I don't like him being associated with Mother

"ughhh" I scratched my Head Roughly

"Sis?"

I looked back at him and he looked away

"I'm sorry..sis,It's just that I want to help Mother"

"I know,I know... It's okay No need to be sorry I'm just Upset ughhh I should be the one Sorry"

The Atmosphere Lightened a bit and he Walked besides Me

*sigh* Even though I said that I feel Upset deep down....I hated mom Ever since She left us like we were some Things that is of no Value so knowing my brother Doing this is just so upsetting

"Let's go hooome!!!!!"

"Ah! wait Sh*t Where was my wallet?"

"Huh? Don't mean that You Left it somewhere?"

"I can't find It In my bag Either..Wait I was holding it back at mother's place"

"Ughhh.. Let's go..we can't just left it there Our living Expenses!!!!!!!"

We ran To Our Mother's House to see if the wallet is there..I hope it's there Really or I might Kill My Brother Because of Frustration

We arrived at our Destination and Looked around When We heared the voices Inside the house which are pretty loud

"WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS GETTING MONEY FROM YOUR SON,MOTHER?? WHAT KIND OF MOTHER ARE YOU TO THEM??!!!"

We went closer so we can Clearly Hear what they are talking about

"Son..Calm down,I'm doing this because We don't have money to Live"

"So? You are using my name to get money from them!! do you not pity them? They are living There All by themselves and you Their mother is deceiving them to get money for us??!!!!!"

"Why are you so Angry? huh? You don't want the money? what do you want? To die From hunger? This is the only thing I can--"

"Mother stop!!! This isn't the only thing you can do to have money..you can work!!!! I can work for this family,Just don't deceive My half-siblings anymore"

"Why are you always Defending them? You don't even Knew Them that much? Why ?is it wrong to take money from those Damn Children who just made my life Fucking useless??!!!!!!!!"

I couldn't take What I'm hearing anymore...I looked at Jam and Saw his Tearful eyes..I faced the door and walked towards it

Worthless kids? Mother...so you regret taking Care of us when Father left you?

Your Youth Disappeared because I was born?

Was it Our fault?

So when you left us..you really didn't regret anything? You didn't regret when Jam and I...for all those years were fighting to Survive

I knocked at the door non-stop until Someone Answered me

"What the H--"

She looked stunned and I..Was there facing her coldly

"Did you see the Wallet That looked like a bear around here?"

"Umm..Nene..Jam"

"I am asking you..Did you find the wallet? those are for our living expense,We would die from HUNGER if we don't have those"

"Umm"

I looked Through her Shaking Eyes Not even blinking once

"No?okay,Then GOODBYE..."

I dragged Jam Away From the House

We walked and walked then I heard A Sob

Sh*t....For a long Time this is the first Time I heard My brother cry again

Holding back my tears I Opened my mouth

"Jam,Will you see mother again?"

I didn't receive an Answer so I opened my mouth Again

"We didn't find the wallet did we? haha "

Actually I think I know where the wallet is

"I'm Sorry...sis"

We stopped In the middle of the Crowd of people..we didn't even Realized we are in the main streets now

"Why are you sorry?" I then Continued to walk so does he

" For losing the wallet....and Everything"

"It was not Your Fault for Loving her though,It was just She... didn't want us"

Yes,I hated her....I hated my mother for leaving us but I'm deeply hurt because I love her despite Her not wanting us...

"Let's Eat A ton,tonight Bro ahahaha"

"Yeah"

The Light then Became Green and We then Crossed the pedestrian lane still Dragging Jam on his Arms

"No Sh*t!!!! Children!!!!! Run!!!!"

"Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!"

The noises from the people,they were looking at us and pointing Something And so I looked that way

A Light...I can't see anything....Wait is that...a Car?

It's still green the lights I mean,Does this car have damages or the Driver is drunk or dumb?

Jokes aside....If We don't get away here Jam and I will die---

Die....DIEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

Damn It!!!!

"Neneeeee!!!!!!".

I felt that someone pushed me Away... I was Sitting on the Ground I saw my brother smiling at me while the car was getting nearer

Does he think of dying?? wow~~ Boy Why are you trying to be a Hero.... Don't you dare Die!!!!!

"Jaaaaaaaaaamm!!!!!! You Fu**ing Braaaaat!!!"

I Get up from the Ground and run towards him before it's to late,He seemed Shooked when I ran Towards him

I Tightly hugged him when He was in my reach

"Bro... Don't try to be a Hero"

I then Heard the screams of the people once again. I realized then I'm on the ground... I can faintly see my Sorrounding when I saw someone Lying Infront of me

"N-nene...."

"Jam?"

We were obviously hit by a car

Isn't life cruel to us though? We just can't even Graduate from School

So what's the point of living then? what was the point of How many Years of Going to school When we will just die here Even before graduating

I cannot fuc*ing accept the fact that we are dying now

"S-sis You idiot...you could have S-survived,Why did y-ou run towards me?"

Why did I ran actually?hmm..I know, It's because he is my brother and he is

"My life is n-nothing without you,My fuc*ing idiot of a brother"

The only reason I never gave up on living was because.....I still have someone besides me,and losing it means.....

My Death....