Chapter 14:Josh the player

"No, Josh," I moved my head aside not wanting him to kiss me anymore.

"What is wrong aren't you enjoying this as well?" he inquired me.

I moved away from him; hiding my body with my sheet. Sitting at the side of the bed; while he rested on his knee in the middle of the bed. Anxious to touch me again.

I heard his heavy breathing; while he stared at me from behind.

"Don't you forgive me, Rose?'" he inquired me.

I suddenly felt a strange feeling within me now hating the name, he had given me.

"My name is not Rose," I said softly.

I felt the bed moved heavily as he moved and sat next to me; allowing the side of his hand to touch mine.

I quickly got up and walked towards the closed door; standing in front of it.

Josh lowers his head disappointedly; while he stares at the floor and then back to me.

"What can I do to make you trust me again?" he inquired me sadly.

I then remember his mate; my cousin Emma. She seemed to be mad in love with him; that' why she wanted to rip me apart for him.

I turned my head aside sadly and then back to him; staring at his handsome face. He was very handsome and not forgiving by staring at his wonderous features would not be easy or his sweet smooth voice that makes my body want to melt every time, he spoke to me.

I moved my right hand to my lips and slowly bite them while I gently ran my hand against my wet lips remembering his soft kiss.

"Emma," I called my cousin's name.

He looked at me; the look he gave me wanted me to ran into his arms.

"I thought when I found my mate; I would love her, but I don't, I don't know why," He said softly.

"I thought, I did, but I didn't I can't stop thinking about you when I'm around her. All I can think about is the day I gave you your first kiss," he said while he came over to me.

"I love you and not her," he again said while he grabbed me and kissed me. My back press against the door; while he caresses my lips with his sweet mouth.

"I'll leave her if you want, just tell me," he said.

"We can leave from here and start our new lives," he said.

I looked at him, while he held my face. Remembering why I was so happy to be here, in spicy groove. It was to find him; until he ends up hurting me. Now he wanted to do what I wanted to do at first.

I smiled happily hearing what he had said.

He again kissed me.

"You are my red rose," he said while he took me up and bring me to the bed.

He kissed my neck and started to take off my shorts. I stopped him; holding his hand not wanting to.

"What's wrong?" he inquired me.

Within his eyes, I could see disappointment.

"I'm not ready," I told him.

He took a deep breath.

"How can I leave my mate when you still don't trust me," he said.

I sat up holding his face.

"I do trust you josh," I told him.

He turns his face aside, disappointedly.

"I forgive you and want to be with you," I told him. Wanting him to look at me.

He slowly turned his face back to me allowing me to see his mesmerizing eyes.

"Then why won't you let me make love to you?" he said.

"If you want me to give you the life you want, you have to be true to me," he said.

"I don't want us to do it within the alpha's home," I told him.

"No one will hear us," he said while he held my face and smiled at me.

Suddenly I felt moved back to the bed until I was laying on my back.

Josh slowly took off my blouse; revealing my full breast and then slid off my pant.

I was now naked. He looked at me enjoying my bareness and started to remove his shirt.

His chest looked hard and muscular.

He slowly took off his belt as he stares into my eyes and then his pants. Soon it was his underwear.

We were both now naked.

I laid waiting for him to touch me.

My heart raced within my chest as he brought his naked body to mine; allowing me to feel the warmth of his body even more. He kisses me hard and brings his mouth down to my neck. while he slowly squeezes my breast. I moan, softly; enjoying his touch. I wrapped my legs around his waist, wanting to feel him even more.

"You're mine. I don't care if you're not my mate; for I love you," he said; while he kissed me down to the side of my waist; caressing me with his tongue.

He then widens my leg anxiously to enter me.

Suddenly we heard a knock at the door. Josh looked at me quickly and then at the closed door, wondering who it was. Soon we heard a voice

"It's me, Francine, Just checking to see if you're alright," my supervisor said outside.

Finding out who it was Josh continued to widen my leg and dived his mouth beneath me, sucking on me.

I covered my mouth; not wanting Francine to know what I was doing.

"Are you alright?" he said while she knocked on the door again.

I sat up while Josh continued to suckle me; trying to remove his head from between me.

He held me tight by my waist squeezing my legs around his head; not wanting to let me go.

I open my mouth wide throwing myself onto my bed; allowing the bed to make a loud sound.

I held my breast tightly not knowing what to do. I have never felt so good before.

Not realizing Francine had heard the loud sound I made falling onto the bed. She called me even louder.

"What are you doing inside? she asked worriedly and started to spin the doorknob wanting to open it.

"Open the door," she ordered me.

Josh quickly, removed his mouth from between me.

I quickly put on my clothes too Josh. Josh ran into the bathroom while I head towards the door; fixing my hair.

As I open the door. Francine pushed the door and quickly enter my room, looking around wondering what was happened.

She then looked at me.

"Why did you take so long to answer me and why did you didn't want to open the door," she inquired me.

As I was about to answer I almost fainted seeing Josh exiting my bathroom. Francine looked at him surprisingly.

"Sorry for the trouble I had caused her, Josh said to her, I didn't want her to open the door until she forgives me about my mate wanting to fight her," he explained to her.

Francine nodded.

"I'll be leaving now," he told Francine; as he walked towards me.

"Okay sir," Francine answered respectfully like the others of the house.

He touched me on my shoulder and said softly, "You taste so good," not allowing Francine to hear; as he exits my room.

I felt my body melted hearing him said that; wanting to pull me into his arms and kiss him.

Francine watched him until; he could no longer be seen.

Francine hurriedly closed the door and pulled me by my arm.

"Ah," I growled in pain.

"I may be old, but too was young and foolish like you," she said.

I looked at her, while I rubbed my hand in pain.

She looked at my bed angrily; seeing it was messy and then back to me.

"I do know if I asked you what was happening in this room you would lie to me again," she said.

I widen my eyes surprisingly to answer her.

Francine shut me up and told me to listen.

"Stay away from him, she warned me; he is just like his family they take advantage of young innocent females like you until they no longer want anything to do with you," she said.

I lower my head sadly; hearing what she said.

"Did you bring any clothes with you?" she inquired me.

I shook my head.

"I'll have to give you some old dress I have upstairs that once belong to one of our former workers," she said as she exits my room.

"I'll be back," she told me as she went off.

Finally, she had returned and in her hand, I saw some beautiful dress that looked great to me.

I hurriedly took them from her as she gave them to me.

"They look beautiful," I described them.

"They are and so was our former maid, she said; she was a year older than you until the apologizer, made the luna fire her."

I looked at her at once hearing her describing Josh and why he made her lost her job.

"Why?" I asked her curiously.

Francine looked at me disappointedly and answered me.

"Whatever he was doing with you in your room, that was one of the reasons," she said as she walked towards my door.

I stared at her, sadly; now knowing the type of person Josh was.

"Be careful with him, do your job, and stay away from him," Francine again warned me. as she exits my room closing the door behind her.

Tears filled my eyes; while I looked at my dresses on my bed.

I quickly wiped away my tears hearing my door open; thinking it was Francine returning. Forgetting something and there I saw it was Josh.

He spins the lock on the door the minute he entered my room and started to take off his clothes.

"I could not wait for her to leave, so I could have my ways with you," he said while he walked up to me naked and pulled me into his arms kissing my neck and pulling off my blouse.

"No josh," I told him; not wanting to sleep with him anymore.

Still, he continued to take off my blouse. I pushed him away.

"Please leave my room," I told him.

"What?" he inquired me puzzled while he stares at me naked.

I looked at him seriously.

"You wanted me to make love to you earlier and now you don't want me to anymore," he said.

"Please just put on your clothes and leave," I told him.

"This is my uncle's home and you don't have any authority to tell me to leave," he said angrily.

I looked at him surprised at what he said.

"I'm sorry babe, he said, I just can't control my sexual urges with you," he said while he came over to me.

"I don't want to," I again told him.

"I won't take long I promise," I was even more surprised by what he said and started to fear him.

"I want to go to sleep," I lied to him; wanting him to leave the room.

"Just let me suck on you one more time before I leave," he said. while he squeezes my ass.

I pushed him away and went over to the next side of the room; not wanting to be next to him anymore.

He looked at me angrily and took up his clothes; starting to get dress.

I felt so relieved he was now leaving.

"I'm happy I didn't fuck you," he said angrily finish attiring himself.

I too was, I thought he loved me, but he just wanted to have sex with me that was all.

He turned his back exiting my room and turned to look at me again.

"I will never leave Emma for a bitch like you and too a rape child," he said scornfully while he opens the door and shut it behind him.

I dropped to the floor covering my mouth; struck by the harsh words he said.

He never loves me; he just wanted to take advantage of me.