Chapter 77
Niya has been falling for what feels like an eternity now. She never knew that she is so afraid of heights but the more she falls the more she realises that it is not the elevation she is afraid of but the depth. There is no sense of stopping here, no tools to make her stop falling. She can’t lose herself now after coming so close to revealing her true form. How will she look? How will she react? How will she accept herself? She has only one way of knowing. Niya closes her eyes and focuses on all that she has done to herself, for herself. She has chided herself for being immature, scolded herself for all the wrong decisions, pitied herself for the continuous feeling of restlessness and hated herself for not being the worthy one, for not being the son her father so wanted. She has never really loved her from inside, never really tried to know what it takes to be Niya WinterFrost, how special it is to be a woman.