The Villain's Lament
In a world filled with pain, fear, and prejudice, Eleanor faces accusations and judgment from her former lover Gabriel and his lover Alice. As tensions rise, Eleanor seizes a sword and confronts them, defying their expectations. Gabriel pleads for her to stop, expressing concern, but she remains determined to free herself from oppression. She died, and upon awakening, found herself transported back to the age of fifteen. Determined to alter her destiny, she embarked on a journey of transformation, only to discover that everything she had experienced was built upon deceit, allusion. " so what I live is not real "
55 " John"
"What do you mean by that?" I asked, intrigued.
"In the book, they actually never use Gabriel's name. Instead, the character is referred to as Jonathan," she said. "and the book describes Gabriel's hair as a golden color and his eyes as dark green emeralds."
"But when I look at Gabriel, his hair is more of a straw yellow, and his eyes are just plain green," she added, a look of confusion on her face.
"It sounds like the book creates an idealized version of Gabriel," she saıd.
"But why does the book use a different name?" I asked, curious.
"It also says Gabriel is a warrior, but he is definitely not," she replied, shaking her head.
"Are you sure the character in the book is Gabriel?" I pressed.
"I wasn't sure, but Alice convinced me," she admitted, her expression conflicted. "She made me believe it was him, even if the details don't match."
"Alice said she's a character too, right?" I asked.
"Yes," she answered.