Chapter 77:

After a few minutes of driving around the van with the members and the staff crew. We finally reached the set and everyone was al

me I fainted in the studio due to how suffocping my face to prepare for the whole day of smiling and the exhaustion of this training.

I remember it vividly. That one time I fainted in the studio due to how suffocating practice was. People around me were concerned but I could tell that they were a bit happy since they wanted to see me fail because of whoever is at the top. That's th

ating practice was. People around me were concerned but I could tell that they were a bit happy since they wanted to see me fail because of whoever is at the top. That's the person that everyone wants to see suffer. It's like they said. "The tall grass is always the one that gets cut first." I've taken that saying to heart so that's why I pretend to be an idiot and socially unaware.