The start of my broken heart

Name: Louie Je C. Arrieta

Address: Brgy Banilad Dumaguete City, Negros Oriental. Philppines

Contct #/Whatsapp : +639 56 197 3091

Gmail: ljcarrieta@gmail.com

Before I start i want introduce myself, my name is Louie 26 years of age. (From the City of gentle people.) Dumaguete City, Negroa Oriental, Philippines 6200.

Way back 6 years ago. (2016) to tell you my true to life story im a type of a guy that who falls inlove easily. But take note, I am a very loyal person.

So now lets start. I fell inlove with the girl name nicole. I confess my feelings for her and made some efforts to make her believe that i have a good heart and im a loyal boyfriend.

(Fast forward)

3 months later. I feel that our relationship is so dry, and 1 time i asked here heartly saying. '' babe? Whats wrong with you are mad at me?''

And she replied,

Nicole: im sorry Louie but i need to be honest because I think I dont Love you anymore.

(So she left)

And I cried, and let her go.

6 months later we accidently see each other in the mall.

(And suddenly she approach me saying '' hey Louie! How are you? Its been awhile! Can I ask your number again please.

Me: im fine well sure then, here's my number 09561973091.

~~~~Fast forward ~~~~~~

"And we are dating each other again."

Nicole: hey Louie what if if ever I'll come back will you accept me?

Louie: oh well i will accept you because I still love you .

(After a week of having a relationship again, and when while we are dating)

Nicole: what If i'll tell you im pregnant?

Louie: How come? We've never had sex since day one. (Shocked I cried, and let her go because she choose the father of her baby)

~~~ A year later 2017 ~~

I Met someone, and became friends she is always swim in the waterfalls in our city. And 1 time we talk because we always see each other every weekend.

*Fast forward

Louie: what if I tell you that I think im inlove with you? Can you by my girl by chance?

Judy: and what if I'll say yes to you my love?

Louie: thank you so much!

( After being in a relatioship for 20 days)

*She needs to come back to her hometown in Bohol, and she promised me that we will contact each other everyday.

~~~Fast forward~~

On her first day, and even weeks arriving back to her place Judy did not contact or even texted me. I tried to contact her phone a hundred times but still she's not answering my calls.

*May 2017

I met Judy's friend in the mall

Judy's friend: Hey Louie! How are you?

Louie: yeah im a little bit fine. Hows judy anyway? Its been a month she never contacted me is she happy with another guy?

Judy's friend: im sorry to tell you this, but she's pregnant she is going to have a family im sorry.

Louie: Oh my i knew it. (I cried walking, and wipping my tears. I know im not the father because i never had sex to judy during our relationship because I respect her that much)

*Fast forward

~ A year Later 2018 ~

I met a girl in facebook and we've been chatting for a couple of months, and sharing our struggles, and heartaches in life.

*And after months of knowing Jayann.

Louie: can you be my girl? If ever i had a chance but if not its ok, and i understand

Jayann: why not anyway? I'll say yes to you.

Louie: wow thank you so much!

Jayann: dont worry i will not break your heart same as your exes did to you.

* 6 months later. (I never had sex to her because I respected her so much. )

Jayann: when is our plans for having a baby?

Louie: Not now, because we need to prioritize your studies. Dont worry i will work hard so that I can earn much money then after your college I promise I will marry you.

Jayann: ok thank you

*A month later

Jayann: can we talk?

Louie: sure, whats seems to be the problem? You look so serious by the way.

Jayann: Louie, im sorry I got drunk 2 weeks ago with my friends.

Louie: dont be feel bad its ok. I wont get mad

Jayann: im 2 weeks pregnant.

Louie: well, I know your just joking because I know you can't afford to hurt me. I know thats only a prank.

Jayann: im serious.

Louie: (shocked and tears running down to my eyes) why did you do that?

Jayann: im just drunk im sorry.

Louie: ok (crying)

(And let jayann go because she choose the father of her baby.)

~ A year later 2019~

I had this long time friend in facebook and we seem to chat that year and share her my problems, and also her she shares her problems foo, and knowing her that much i cant stop myself for falling inlove again.

(She's a single mother of 2kids, and she's 28 years old.)

~ year 2021~

Louie: Im hoping you will find the right guy for you.

Sheen: what if I'll already found him?

Louie: wow who's that lucky guy?

Sheen: maybe you?

Louie: wow thank you so much your saying yes?

Sheen: not yet but please set your self for me. We are already set ok? Im i deserving to you? I already have a 2kids.

Louie: I will accept them no matter what , and im willing to be the father of your 2 kids, and I swear that to God.

*After a months of being set to that person i have notice to her its been 6 months she doesnt message me anymore, and dont even answer my calls

So december 2021 i chat her saying:

Louie: i dont know what seems to be the problem after i loved and support you in your needs or maybe just maybe you are happy now with someone else. Its hurts because you dont tell me the reason you just leave me behind hoping for nothing. Take care of yourself, and your kids. (Tears falling)

* What I have Learned to my true to life story is this:

'' Letting go of someone I love is not easy. But if I choose not to be selfish, and accept the fact that she doesn't love me anymore.

It is a relief for my self to learn, and accept things in life. To be able for me to move on.

The end.

Thank You so much!