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THE RETURNER FROM PAST

"What did I deserve to die like this?" I never want it to be like this. I just want him to love me but I lost everything to him. "If the Heaven pities me, I Promise I will never be your Empress." Xi Youran wish actually comes true and she was back to when she was about to become the Empress but something off is happening. People called her crippled. What actually is happening to the current 'Xi Youran'?

Dandelion978 · Sejarah
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29 Chs

AN ALCHEMIST *From now and the next chapter, the story will be written from protagonist POV*

"Grandpa!" This time I jumped onto my grandfather as he looked away and I was like a little puppy trying to convey to him not to tell my mother that, last night I come into the kitchen. "Hmph. Do not forget tonight too" I took a deep breath as I nodded so fast before Mother become suspicious of me. Song Yi was no longer there when Grandfather come into my room and suddenly father's eunuch comes into my room and informed him that the Emperor has summoned him. I can feel the knot tightening inside my stomach as I tried to stay calm as I can. "Why did the Emperor summoned father?" I asked mother acting as if I know nothing. 

"Well, your father is the emperor trusted general and of course, it is common for him to get summoned by the emperor" I smile half-heartedly and walked away to clean up the mess I made since last night. "Sister Xi Youran, let's play outside" My little sister called for me. I was about to refuse her but I know I am so weak to that puppy looks of her. "Fine...but only for a while since your sister just recovered" Xi Yue smile and pulled me to the Lotus Garden. "The crippled is here" I looked towards the very familiar voice. "I'd never know that a maid can be very rude to their master" The looks on my face becomes fierce as I picked Xi Yue up. "I don't care if you want to talk bad about me but not when Xi Yue is around" I walked away as someone stopped me. 

"Little crippled! You're awake" My so-called uncle comes to approach me with his two women. "Don't touch me with your filthy hand" Everyone knew that Jiang Yun which is my uncle is a very talented person but his number of women is unaccountable. "When did you turn so cold to me?" Uncle Jiang Yun tried to reach my face but Xi Yue slap his hand away from my face. "Don't touch my sister you drunkard!" Xi Yue was scared but tried to help me and at that time my uncle's face turned red. "I am not into a young girl but you will become a fine woman like your sister here even if she is a cripple. I will wait until you get older but for now, I am taking your sister to my room!" The two women that followed my uncle took Xi Yue away as Uncle Jiang Yun force himself on me. 

"Let me go!" I know that this body cannot cultivate Qi but I'd never thought that it was far too weak. "GRANDPA!!!" I shouted for my grandfather as he appeared behind Uncle Jiang Yun. "IMBECILE!" Grandfather Wang Jiang pushed Uncle Jiang Yun with just a little Qi force as he approached me. "She's like your daughter and you dare to lay a hand on her?!" Grandfather Wang Jiang beat Uncle Jiang Yun until he sobered from his drunkard state. "F-father I am really sorry. I was just too drunk and I lost rationality. Please forgive me" Uncle Jiang Yun was kneeling on the ground with a bloody face as I assured grandfather that it is enough. 

"Sister!" Xi Yue comes running towards me as I picked her up. Grandfather Wang Jiang touched my shoulder and in the next few seconds, we were already inside my room. "Grandpa..." Before I could end my words, I burst into tears as I cried while hugging Xi Yue. "What happen?" Mother comes into my room. "Uncle Jiang Yun bullies Sister! Grandpa helps us" Xi Yue tried her best to explain but failed because she still trembling in fear. "Jiang Yun lay a hand on your daughter" Mother face turned into white as she falls onto the ground. "Why Jiang Yun cannot let my daughter go!" Mother covered her face with her own hands as I looked at her way. "He nearly killed her one month ago and-" She continues crying. 

"Mother...What do you mean by that?" I asked at her with a blank stare. The parts where my memories still blurry is what my mother just mentioned. "Tell me Mother!" I release Xi Yue from my tight embrace as I approached her. "It was my fault that you nearly died and crippled" Mother start telling the stories before she met father. "Back then when your mother still a growing teen, your uncle Jiang Yun and I was once a lover but one day when I saw your father by the market, I fall in love at first sight" I listened and a smile appeared on my lips. "Mom skip those lovey-dovey part...It's embarrassing. Grandpa-" Grandfather Wang Jiang is not there. 

"Where did he go?" I looked around and Xi Yue was nowhere to be found. "Xi Yue!" Grandfather always appeared like a ghost. "She's with me all the time" Grandfather was actually very kind but never smile. I regretted how much time I waste on the wrong person while I had so much love from my family. "If only back then I realized all these" Mother looked at me as she blinked a few times. "What are you saying?" I panicked as Grandfather looked at me with very gentle eyes. "I am sorry Xi Mei. I was too focused on my cultivation that I forget that I am still the head family of Jiang" Xi Yue hugged his leg and smile innocently. "Then from now on please stay with us so that no one will dare to harm sister" Once again I broke into tears. 

I was so loved but I was too blind because of love but in the end, I got nothing instead of everything. "I want to learn martial arts" I stand up as mother looked at me. "But you cannot cultivate Qi" I looked down as Grandfather stare at me. "She is not crippled" I Was very shocked and looked up to him. "Is that true grandpa?" His usual 'Hmph' was there as I smile because I can still see a ray of hope even though it might be a lie. "Rather than crippled, her Qi is complicated" Father comes in the very awkward moment. "Really father?" His eyes turned into circle.